彩排（2022）

-♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ -REMY: Wow!
Wow! Okay, okay, wait. You have to wait
好了，等等‥ 你得等其他人玩过才行
for everyone else to play too.
We-- we only have so many balloons.
我们只有这些气球而已
Adam, would you do Daddy a favor and get the root beer
亚当，帮爸爸去厨房♥拿沙士好吗？
from the kitchen for me?
-REMY AS ADAM, 6: Yeah. -Thank you.
－好 －谢谢
-(OBJECTS CLATTERING) -LIAM AS ADAM, 9: Got the root beer.
沙士拿来了
NATHAN FIELDER: Oh! Thanks, Adam.
谢了，亚当
NATHAN: Happy Birthday.
生日快乐
(CHUCKLES) Oh, yeah. Thanks.
对啊，谢谢
(SIGHS)
DIRECTOR: Adam is the birthday boy.
亚当是寿星
This is your child, he's Adam's friend.
他是你的小孩，他演亚当的朋友
And this is Adam's birthday gift.
－这是亚当的生日礼物 －谢谢
NATHAN: Adam was turning nine and I realized
亚当九岁了
我发现自己从未帮他举办过生日派对
I hadn't thrown him a single birthday party.
-♪ (SOFT MUSIC FADES) ♪ -(INDISTINCT CHATTER)
NATHAN: To save money it was suggested
为了省钱，我采取建议 找龙套演员来扮演派对宾客
I use background actors for all the party guests.
But I only remember once they showed up
但他们出现后，我才想起‥
that union rules prohibit extras
工会规定龙套演员不能说话
-from speaking. -How's, uh...
I guess they say gluten-free is, like, healthier.
人们说无麸质食物比较健康
So... yeah.
是啊
-Um... -(INAUDIBLE CHATTER)
Right. Uh, I'll-- I'll let you get back
好的，你去忙吧
to... Yeah.
NATHAN: I guess when normal shows do stuff like this,
我猜一般节目的作法是
they add fake party chatter in post-production.
在后期制♥作♥时 加入假的派对聊天音效
But when the point is to actually experience it
但对于目的是创造当下♥体♥验的节目
in the moment, it doesn't quite work.
这招行不通
-♪ Happy birthday to you ♪ -(ACTORS MOUTHING "HAPPY BIRTHDAY")
祝你生日快乐
(EXHALES SHARPLY)
You guys can-- you can clap. Yeah.
你们可以鼓掌
(GUESTS CLAP)
NATHAN: It wasn't the most realistic party
这不是最真实的派对体验
but it saved us over fifteen thousand dollars.
但我们省下了超过一万五千美元
And most importantly, Adam, seemed to be having a blast.
最重要的是 亚当似乎玩得很开心
(FOOTSTEPS TAPPING)
♪ (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING) ♪
Like he's mixing the two together, you know,
他把两种节日搞混了
like Christmas and, like, Christmas trees
例如圣诞节，圣诞树跟光明节
and Hanukkah.
NATHAN: Now that the six-year-old actors
六岁的演员们结束了演出
were done, one of the mothers requested
其中一位母亲要求我‥
I unravel some of the stuff her son had learned
让他儿子忘掉在排练时学到的一些事
during the rehearsal.
-He's the... -Jesus is almighty.
－祂是‥ －耶稣是全能的神
Jesus is al-- You accept him as...
耶稣是全能的 你要接受祂作为‥
-Our savior. -NATHAN: Our savior.
－我们的救主，主和王 －我们的‥你们的主
-Your savior. -Our king.
He is the savior and the king.
祂是救主和王
And Judaism is just some, like, pretend thing.
而犹太教只是假装存在的东西
-Yeah. -NATHAN: So, you're--
－没错 －所以你应该很开心身为基♥督♥徒
You should be excited to be Christian
because you get to go heaven, but I have to go to hell
因为你可以去天堂
但我身为犹太人，必须下地狱
as a Jew and so you should not wanna be Jewish because,
所以你不会想当犹太教♥徒♥，因为‥
uh, you'll suffer like me and-- and I'll, well, bur-- burn.
你会像我一样受苦
而且我会被烧死？
Yeah.
没错
NATHAN: With everything, I was having to deal with
我不得不处理幕后的大小事务
behind the scenes, I was starting to feel
让我觉得自己一直被迫离开
like I was constantly being pulled away
from the experience of fatherhood,
无法排练到我想体验的 为人父的角色
I was hoping to rehearse.
NATHAN: During the party, there was one child actor
派对期间
一位扮演六岁亚当的儿童演员
who played Adam at age six that kept sneaking back
一直偷溜回我家
into the home after the nine-year-old
即使排练早交棒给九岁的亚当
had already taken over.
It was the end of his final day and he was refusing to change
他最后一天的演出已经结束
他却拒绝换下亚当的衣服
out of his Adam wardrobe.
No!
－不要 －走吧，我们去换衣服
AMBER: Come on, let's go change your clothes.
-I don't wanna leave. -Aw, it's okay.
我不想走
没关系的
AMBER: You wanna give him a hug?
－想抱他一下吗？ －想抱一下吗？
You wanna hug and-- I could see-- We'll see--
我们可以看看能不能‥
AMBER: We'll see, we're gonna come back
－之后还能再见面啊 －我们会再见面的
-and see him again. -Yeah, yeah, I can see you.
-(SOBS) -Oh, it's okay.
－别哭，我们会再见面的‥ －抱他一下吧
-AMBER: Give him a hug. -It's okay. We'll see you again.
-We'll see each other again. -(SOBS)
NATHAN: His name was Remy. And if I'm being honest,
他名叫雷米，老实说
out of all the kids in this project,
所有参加拍摄的孩子当中
I sort of got along with him the most.
我算是跟他相处得最好
I'm here to see the doctor.
我是来看医生的
I'm Doctor Fart, come have a seat.
我是臭屁医生，请坐
NATHAN: Okay, thank you.
好，谢谢
-(ADAM YELLS) -(NATHAN SCREAMS)
-(GROWLS) -(LAUGHS, SCREAMS)
-(GRUNTS, CHUCKLES) -(GROANS)
I assumed he was just having a normal kid tantrum.
我以为他只是像普通的孩子乱发脾气
-AMBER: Hey. -REMY: I don't wanna leave.
我不想走
AMBER: Okay, but listen, here's the thing,
但听我说，我们必须走了
we have to leave.
但他妈妈安柏 告诉了我真正的实情
NATHAN: But then, his mom Amber gave me some insight
-as to what might be going on. -♪ (SOFT MUSIC FADES) ♪
Now that he's getting older, he sees other kids with dads
他长大了 看见其他孩子都有爸爸
and at school, there's dads picking up their kids,
爸爸们放学时会去接孩子
and he's definitely wondering, where's mine?
他肯定很纳闷”我爸爸呢？”
-Oh, really? -AMBER: Yeah.
－真的吗？ －是啊
It's really tough.
真的很困扰，今天早上我跟他说
This morning, I was explaining to him, "You know,
you're gonna be Adam today, you're gonna have
”你今天要扮演亚当 参加生日派对喔”
a birthday party." And, you know, he's like,
他问我，假爸爸会去吗？
"Oh, is my pretend daddy gonna be there?" (CHUCKLES)
I said, "Yeah," and he goes, "My pretend daddy loves me."
我说会，他接着说
”我的假爸爸很爱我”
And I was like...
我心想‥
My heart literally broke into a million pieces like...
我的心碎了一地
(SMACKS LIPS) Actually, even talking about it,
光说出口我就快哭了
I could almost cry
我为他感到难过，但‥
just 'cause I feel bad for him but... (CLICKS TONGUE)
Um, yeah, it is what it is.
现实就是如此
Are you gonna say bye?
你要说再见吗？
-Bye, I don't wanna leave you. -It's okay.
不要，我不想离开你
不要紧，别难过
It's okay. We'll see each other soon.
我们很快就会见面的
I'm sure, okay?
一定会的，好吗？
-♪ (SOLEMN MUSIC PLAYING) ♪ -Okay.
好吧
AMBER: All right, guys.
好了，各位，谢谢你们
-Thank you. -NATHAN: It's okay.
不客气
NATHAN: And after that, I found myself struggling
在那之后
我发现自己 很难将情感转移到新的亚当身上
to transfer my emotions to the new Adam.
Hey, Dad. That party was so fun. I got to see all my friends.
爸爸，派对真是太好玩了
我见到了所有的朋友
Oh. Glad you had a good time.
很高兴你玩得很开心
You're the best dad. I love you.
你是最棒的爸爸，我爱你
I love you too.
我也爱你
(SIGHS) Well, I'm gonna go back to playing.
好吧，我要继续去玩了
－到了 －再见，爸爸
-All right. -LIAM: Bye, Dad.
Bye.
再见
I had enrolled Adam in a Jewish elementary school
我让亚当去一所犹太小学注册就读
to continue his spiritual learning.
让他继续接受灵性教育
It made me feel like a good Jew.
这让我觉得自己是个好犹太人
Even though I knew the moment I looked away
即使我知道 在我移开视线的那一刻
his real parents would pull up and intercept him,
他真正的父母会停下车，将他带走
so they could take him to his real school.
载他去他真正的学校
I planned several challenges for myself
我为自己规划了几项挑战
that I felt a real parent might face.
模拟真正的父母可能会面对的情境
So, at 4 p.m., when he was brought back
于是在下午四点 他被送回来让我接回家时
for me to pick up, the actors were instructed
演员们开始演出我编写的场景
to launch into a scenario I had scripted.
Hey, Adam. I'm having a sleepover this weekend.
亚当
我这周末要找大家来我家过夜
-You wanna come? -LIAM: Sure.
你要来吗？
当然好啊
(CHUCKLES) Well, you're not invited.
你又没被邀请，要怎么来？