黑客军团

Mr. Robot S01E02

Part 6 Oct. 11, 2019, 11:03 a.m.

Might as well do nothing.
你以前也提过这个问题
You've brought up this issue before,
感觉你无法控制
this issue of not feeling like you're in control.
记得吗
Do you remember?
那是我们聊你父亲的时候
When we spoke about your father.
你说他抗击癌症时
You talked about how he chose to do nothing
选择了无所作为
when he was battling his cancer.
你跟他说他可以起诉导致他得癌的公♥司♥
You told him he could have fought the company that caused it.
他可以把这事说出去
He could have told people about it.
他可以寻求更好的治疗
He could have sought better care than what he was getting.
但他什么都没做
Instead, he did nothing.
或许你父亲当时的感觉跟你现在一样
Maybe your father felt the same way as you do now.
毕竟就像你说的有什么意义呢
After all, like you said, what's the point?
-这不一样 -不一样的是
- It's different. - What's different
你找到了选择艾略特
is you've found options, Elliot.
这是你拥有的权力你拥有的控制权
That's the power you have. That's the control you own.
你不非得单纯接受生活的安排
You don't have to just take what life gives you.
说吧
Come on.
告诉我你究竟是怎么了
Tell me what is going on with you.
你不告诉我我没法帮你
I cannot help you if you keep me in the dark.
别说了
Shut up!
别说了
Shut up!
你有黑眼圈
You've got bags under your eyes.
你在大喊你烦躁不安
You're yelling. You're jittery.
这几个月来我看着你
For the last month, I have seen you
渐渐走上老路子旧习复发
slip into old patterns, old behaviors.
到底怎么样了
What is going on?
他还是不接
He's still not answering.
那我们明天问他吧
Well, we'll just have to ask him tomorrow.
我每次播放这东西
Every time I try to play it or rip it,
就只是卡住我的电脑然后再弹出
it just freezes up my computer and spits it back out again.
他不太好
He's not okay.
他今天在公♥司♥根本心不在焉
He was acting so out of it at work today.
你说什么
Are you saying something, babe?
他不对劲
Something's wrong.
我该过去看看吗
Should I go over there?
就是去
And just...
看看他
check in on him?
得了
Uh...come on.
别傻了
That's ridiculous.
你知道他一直都是个怪人
You know he's always been a weirdo, right?
我真心担心他
I'm really worried about him.
我亚利桑那州的朋友弗莱德找到了我
My Arizona buddy Fred hit me up.
他想跟我喝一杯
He wants to grab a drink.
不会太久的
Shouldn't take too long.
好
Okay.
"深深的激♥情♥和渴望...
"Deep passions, longing...
他们两人从未感受到过这般的爱
the two of them had never felt such a love,
如此亲昵如此心有灵犀"
such closeness, such a connection."
我有办法不用...
Found a way to do it without--
坐
Sit down.
我知道要如何摧毁备份
I know how to take out the backups
而不必炸管道了
without blowing up the pipeline.
艾略特这事我们不是已经解决了吗
You know, Elliot, I really feel like we resolved this thing between us.
你不是退出了吗
Didn't you walk away?
是啊
I did.
我不是说你如果走掉
Didn't I say that if you walked away,
你就不再是这件事的一员了
you were no longer a part of this?
我想好了一个计划
I have a real plan--
如果你想要我允许你再加入
If you want me to let you back in,
我们得达成一定共识
there's an understanding we have to come to,
你得还个债
a debt you have to pay,
别忘了是你退出了
because, remember, you walked away.
你不是不信债务这回事吗
I thought you didn't believe in debts.
不是的我相信债务
Not true. I believe in debts.
我相信该消除债务
I believe in erasing them.
你想怎么样
What do you want?
我要你跟我说说你父亲
I want you to tell me about your father.
你别想探究我的心理
You're not gonna get into my head, man.
少给我洗♥脑♥
Your David Koresh shit isn't gonna work on me.
跟我说说他是怎么死的
Tell me how he died.
有什么意义我觉得你已经查过了
Why, man? Something tells me you already looked that shit up anyway.
我想听你说
I wanna hear it from you.
我告诉你
So I do this...
我们就能回游戏厅
we go back to the arcade,
跟其他人探讨这个计划吗
discuss the plan with the rest of them?
我不知道你指望我说什么
I don't know what you want me to say.
我们本来很亲近非常亲近
We were close. Very close.
他是我最好的朋友
He was my best friend.
一辈子都在邪恶公♥司♥工作
Worked at Evil Corp his whole life.
本来是他们最棒的电脑工程师
He was one of the best computer engineers they had.
突然就被解雇了
And out of the blue, he got fired.
没人知道原因
No one knew why.
然后有一天他告诉我
Then one day he told me.
他得了白血病
He had leukemia.
还逼我不可以告诉别人
Made me swear to never tell anyone,
尤其是我妈
especially my mom.
我就没说
So I didn't.
几个月后
A few months go by...
他病得越来越重
he got sicker and sicker.
最后我太担心了
Finally, I got so worried...
就告诉了我妈
told my mom.
他知道后大为光火
When he found out, he got pissed.
对我大吼大叫
Started yelling.
我记得我想去抱他跟他道歉
I remember I tried to hug him, tell him I'm sorry, and...
他却把我狠狠推开
kept shoving me away and shoved me so hard
结果我跌出了窗外
I fell backwards out the window.
把胳膊摔折了
I fell, and I broke my arm.
他此后再也没跟我说过话
Never spoke to me after that.
甚至不肯看我
Couldn't even look at me.
甚至是他死的那晚
Even the night he died.
行了吧
We good?
我理解丧亲之痛
I understand what it's like to lose a parent.
的确令人心碎
It's heartbreaking.
你有没有想过或许他是对的
Did you ever think he was right?
什么是对的
About what?
那天害你摔伤
Hurting you that day?
因为你对他做的事
For what you did to him?
你想过或许你是活该吗
You ever think you deserved it?
我没对他做什么
I didn't do anything to him.
我是想帮他
I was trying to help him.
你背叛了他的信任
For betraying his trust.
我才8岁
I was eight years ol--
你没有遵守你们的神圣约定
You didn't commit to the sacred pact you'd formed.