三角新关系（2020）

也为我们的妈妈而战过
"To fight for our mum.
我给你写信 是希望
"I write to you in the hope
如果你今后继续跟我争吵
"that you will continue to argue with me.
我保证我会尽力倾听
"And I promise that I will do my best to listen.
当你说我爱你的时候
"I am sorry I freaked out
对不起 我当时吓坏了
"when you said 'I love you.'
我很害怕 因为从来没有人对我这样说过
and it scared me."Nobody had really ever said that to me before
不是因为我不相信你
"It's not because I didn't believe you.
而是因为 我对你也有一样的感觉 却说不出口
"It's because I felt it too and couldn't say it.
我没有说出这些话的勇气
"To say those words takes a bravery I didn't havein that moment.
我为此耿耿于怀
"I cannot forgive myself for that.
还记得我们的第一次 那感觉
"That first time we slept together..."
我还要往下读吗
Should I just read...
只读标黄的部分就行 雷 谢了
Yeah, just the bits in yellow actually. Thanks, Ray.
我希望我们可以继续在一起
"I'd like to see you again.
坦白讲 我想娶你
"Frankly, I'd like to marry you..."
如果这听上去有点死缠烂打 我很抱歉
"I'm sorry if that sounds 'stalky'.
但是和你度过的两个星期是远远不够的
"Two weeks with you isn't enough time.
我实话 我觉得一辈子都不够
"Honestly, I don't think a lifetime would be enough.
你的 你的 你的 你的
"Yours, yours, yours, yours,
真挚永远的
"truly and always,
那个巴厘岛遇到的退役军人
"'the Ex-Army Guy you met in Bali.'
另外 我爱你
"PS, I love you."
这是以斯帖点的歌♥
This is a request from Esther.
什么
What?
可以让我缓一缓吗
Erm, can you give me one second?
绝对不行 这是我们的歌♥
Absolutely not. This is our song.
来嘛 跳舞嘛
Come on, dance...
雷
Ray.
求你了 让我喘口气
Please, I can't breathe.
请别走
Just wait please.
怎么了 你想怎么样
What? What do you want?
他为什么要去追她 杰玛
Why has he gone running after her, Gem?
不用担心 以斯帖 没事的
Don't worry about it, Esther, it's fine.
- 肯定有事 - 别多管闲事
- Something is going on... - Leave it.
我想谢谢你
I want to say thank you.
你的致辞很美好
That was beautiful.
我感觉很不好 基尔
I am so fucked up, Kier.
- 我整个人都快崩溃了 - 我也是
- I am such a mess. - So am I.
我们都是
We both are.
我们三个人都是 我不知道应该做什么 雷
All three of us are. I don't know what I'm supposed to do, Ray.
雷
Ray.
雷 雷
Ray. Ray.
去叫杰玛
Go get Gemma.
老天 我在做什么
God, what am I doing?
雷
Ray.
我必须离开
I need to go.
从这里离开
Get out of here.
这真是太可怕了
This is awful.
- 听着 - 去和你老婆跳舞吧
- Listen... - Go and dance with your wife.
我很抱歉
I'm so sorry.
让卡洛琳把孩子带回家
Tell Caroline to take that baby home.
再见 奶奶
Bye, Nana.
晚安
Night.
- 晚安了 尼克 - 再见 爸爸
- Good night, Nick. - Bye, Dad.
我知道这是个无神论的婚礼
I know that was an atheist ceremony.
不是无神论 只不过没有宗教罢了
Not atheist, just non-religious.
不过在我们走之前 你可以跟我们一起祈祷吗
But will you pray with us before we go?
当然可以 我们来祈祷吧
Yeah. Of course. Let's pray.Okay?
选在这个季节结婚 有这样的好天气 你很幸运
Given the time of year you chose, you were lucky with the weather.
是啊
Yeah.
我应该为演讲做点准备的
I should have planned something for the speech.
我应该写点什么
I should have written something down.
- 我通常能讲两句的 - 没关系
- I'm usually able to. - It's okay.
我的整个职业生涯
I've been making speeches
都在做演讲 我不知道刚才是怎么回事
my whole career. I don't know what happened.
我很高兴你找到了爱你的人
I'm glad you have someone.
谢谢今天你能来 爸爸
Thanks for coming today, Dad.
谢谢您把基兰带给我们
Thank you for bringing Kieran into our lives.
虽然他不像我们期望的那样常去教堂
He doesn't attend church as often as we'd wish,
但他用实际行为尊敬您
but he honours you with his deeds.
他拯救生命
He saves lives.
- 他过着道德的生活 - 再见
- He lives a moral life. - Bye.
他努力地成为一个好人
And he strives to be a good man.
- 阿门 - 阿门
- Amen. - Amen.
阿门
Amen.
保罗
Paul.
爱你 露丝
Love you, Ruth.
- 车在那边 - 基兰 谢谢你 亲爱的
- Car's that way. - Kieran, thank you, darling.
谢谢你
Thank you.
我没想到婚礼会搞得这么好
I didn't think it was going to be as fancy as all that.
你做得很棒
You've done all right for yourself
虽然你有个糟心的妈妈
despite having a terrible mum.
妈妈 你能来我真的很高兴 不骗你
Oh, Mum, I'm just glad you could be here, really.
那个可爱的法国女孩儿
And, err, that lovely French girl,
头发卷卷的
with the curly hair,
她对我很友好 我没问她的名字
she was so kind to me. I didn't catch her name.
雷
Ray.
- 帮我向她道别吧 - 好的
- Will you say goodbye to her? - Yes.
谢谢
Okay.
- 爱你 - 我也爱你 妈妈
- Love you. - Love you, Mum.
保重 亲爱的
Take care, darling.
- 金 - 金
- Kim. - Kim.
好了 咱们走吧
Okay. Let's go.
你爱她
You love her.
是不是
Don't you?
对
Yeah.
我承认
I do.
对
Yeah.
我也爱她
I do, too.
你亲过她吗
Did you kiss her?
- 没有 - 你想亲她吗
- No. - Did you want to?
- 我不会这么做的 - 我问的不是这个
- I would never. - That's not what I asked.
我爱的是你
I love you.
- 和我结婚的人是 - 回答我的问题
- I'm married... - That's not what I asked.
我想过
I wanted to.
但是感觉很奇怪 我没能亲下去
It feels strange that I can't.
我们没能
That we can't...
有些话我应该早说的 但如果说出来
I should have said this earlier, but if I put it
说出来会很尴尬 但是
into words it'll sound bad, but...
什么
What?
没什么 我只是
Nothing really, I just...
帮她解开
undid her
浴袍的时候
bathrobe and...
抚摸了她一下
sort of touched her a little bit.
我知道这听上去很糟糕
It sounds bad, but...
我强忍♥住自己才不
it took all my strength not to just...
我对雷的感觉太强烈了
What I feel for Ray is overwhelming.
我很喜欢她
I adore her.
我喜欢她的思想 她的笑声
I love how she thinks, how she laughs,
她吃东西的样子
how she chews her food.
她让我控制不住我的身体
She makes my body behave in ways I can't control.
只要和她的身体共处一室
Her body in the same room as mine
我就能感觉到自己身体的变化
changes my body.
她好善良
And she's kind.
又好好笑
And goofy.
在另一个
And in another
平行世界中 她绝对会是我的灵魂伴侣
universe, she'd be my absolute soulmate.
或者是你的
Or yours.
但我们一辈子只能选一个
But we only get to pick one per lifetime