教师情事（2020）

A Teacher S01E08

Part 2 Dec. 30, 2020, 10:48 a.m.

If the roles were reversed,
你早就跟我击掌相庆了
you'd be high fiving me right now.
你有听听你自己说的话吗
Are you listening to yourself?
-他是你的学生 -我知道
- He was your student. - I know.
但是他追求的我
But he pursued me.
他亲的我
He kissed me.
你也没拒绝
And you didn't say "no."
我也希望我能做完美的妻子
I wish I could have been the perfect little wife
生一堆孩子
and popped out a bunch of babies
像我应该的那样但我想要...
like I was supposed to, but I wanted...
我想要感受自♥由♥
I wanted to feel free.
我想生平第一次能够真正随心所欲
I wanted to do what I wanted for the first time in my life.
我明白你和爸现在和好了
Look, I get that you and Dad are cool now,
但你根本不知道我跟他同处一室是什么感受
but you have no idea what it was like for me in that house with him.
你们突然那样出现
For you guys to just show up like that‐‐
别怪在你操蛋的童年上好吗
Don't blame your fucked up childhood, all right?
-承担自己的责任 -我还没有吗
- Take responsibility. - How have I not?
我刚在监狱待了六个月
I just spent six months in jail,
马上要有五年的缓刑
I'm about to have five years' probation,
而且永远被贴上了浪♥女♥教师的标签
and I'm immortalized as a teacher slut.
-这还不够吗 -你的生活也许确实很无聊
- Is that not enough? ‐ So your life was boring.
谁在乎呢
Who gives a shit?
许多人拼命想过上无聊的生活克莱尔
People kill to live boring lives, Claire.
这并不等于准许你随心所欲
That doesn't give you license to do whatever you want.
你到底意识到你所造成的破坏了吗
Do you even realize the damage that you've done,
因为让你过来住我要忍♥丽莎多少指责
how much shit I get from Lisa for having you here?
你危害到了我的事业
You jeopardized my career,
就别让我提马特了他过得很难
and don't even get me started on Matt. He's barely functioning.
而那孩子...
And that kid...
埃里克
我得见你
你在哪
-我能进来吗 -好
- Can I come in? ‐ Okay.
你怎么样
How have you been?
不怎么样
I've been better.
我很抱歉克莱尔
I'm sorry, Claire.
我真的很抱歉
I am so sorry.
这都怪我
This is all my fault.
我说服你逃走
I convinced you to run away,
然后我像个傻子一样离开
and then I left like a fucking idiot.
-不是你的错 -要是我没有
- It's not your fault. - I mean, if I hadn't--
要是我没有告诉警♥察♥
if I hadn't told the cops...
-这一切都不会发生 -不是你的...
- none of this would have happened, and- - It's not your--
我脑子里想的全是你因我而去坐牢
All I can think about is just you being in jail because of me.
不是我...
No, I'm the one who...
我只想有别人知道我们当时有多幸福
I just wanted someone else to know how happy we were.
我们当时很幸福对吗
We were happy, right?
是的
Yeah.
当然了克莱尔还用说吗
Yeah, Claire, are you kidding me?
去年和你在一起
Last year with you was...
跟你在一起
Being with you...
是我最幸福的时光
It was...everything.
我不能没有你我什么都做不了
I--I can't--I mean, I can't do anything without you.
我不能我吃不下
I can't--I can't eat.
睡不着我不能上课
I can't sleep. I can't go to class. Like...
没有你我很孤单
I'm--without you, I'm alone.
我需要你
I need you.
我们之间的感情
What we had...
那是逃避现实
Was an escape.
不是爱情
It wasn't love.
看看这事对我们的影响
Look at what it's doing to us.
-不 -我试图说服自己
- No. - I've tried to convince myself
这没事但并不然
that it's okay, but it's not.
-你得离开 -不你不能拜托
- You need to leave. - No, you can't--come on.
这违反了我的假释
This is violating my probation.
你得离开
You need to go.
-克莱尔拜托 -埃里克
- Claire, please. - Eric.
去做个孩子埃里克
Go be a kid, Eric.
走吧
Just go.