使女的故事

The Handmaid's Tale S04E08

Part 3 June 8, 2021, 9:51 a.m.

基列国的地下反抗运动
the underground resistance movement in Gilead
为我提供了逃跑途径
provided the means for me to escape,
我持续躲藏了两个月
and I stayed in hiding for two months.
最终我设法找到了一位同志的小型飞机
Eventually, I found my way to an ally's small plane
即将飞往加拿大
leaving for Canada,
但就在起飞之前我被捕了
but just before take off, I was captured,
我被带回沃特福德家
and I was brought back to the Waterfords',
继续遭受虐待和伤害
where the mistreatment and abuse continued.
妊娠九个月我经历了假产
At nine months pregnant, I went into false labor.
对此沃特福德太太对我非常生气
For this, Mrs. Waterford was very angry with me
在她的朋友面前感到丢脸
and felt embarrassed in front of her friends
她们是为了见证生产而来
who had gathered to witness the birth.
作为惩罚
As punishment,
沃特福德先生再次强♥奸♥了我
Mr. Waterford raped me again...
她则把我按住
while she held me down.
我挣扎
I struggled
并恳求他们停下
and pleaded for them to stop.
他们没有
They did not.
在我生产之后沃特福德家禁止我
After I gave birth, the Waterfords forbid
与我的女儿妮可有任何接触
any contact with my daughter Nichole,
虽然我还在为她提供母乳
although I was still expected to provide breast milk for her.
最终我成功说服他们
Eventually, I managed to convince them
允许我跟她独处一段时间
to let me to spend some time with her.
沃特福德太太的确曾经一度
Mrs. Waterford did make one attempt
试图为基列国的女人和年轻姑娘改善环境
to improve conditions for the women and young girls of Gilead.
她站在大主教委员会上
She appeared in front of the Commanders' Council
大声读出圣经
and read out loud from the Bible.
因为读书的罪行他们切下了她的手指
For this crime of reading, they cut off her finger.
沃特福德先生她的丈夫没有反对
Mr. Waterford, her husband, did not object.
当我质问沃特福德先生为何如此残忍♥
When I confronted Mr. Waterford about his brutality,
他打了我并威胁要切掉我的舌头
he struck me and threatened to cut out my tongue.
我回击了他
I hit him back,
即使对我来说这可能意味着处决
even though it could mean execution for me.
我想那时候我已经不在乎了
I suppose I was past caring by then.
后来在丽塔·布卢
Later, with the help of Rita Blue
和社区其他女佣的帮助下
and other housekeepers in the neighborhood,
我有了第二次逃离基列国的机会
I had a second opportunity to escape Gilead,
这次是和我女儿妮可一起
this time with my daughter Nichole.
但我无法留下我的另一个女儿汉娜
But I couldn't leave my other daughter Hannah behind.
于是我留下了试着救她
So I stayed, to try to save her.
把她带回来
To bring her back
回到她爸爸身边
to her father,
我的丈夫
my husband.
我失败了
I failed.
这次我被捕后被送去新的派驻家庭
This time, when I was captured, I was sent to a new household,
也就是约瑟夫·劳伦斯夫妇家
where Mr. And Mrs. Joseph Lawrence
他们没有用强♥奸♥手段使我服从
did not subject me to any rapes,
以生命为代价冒了很大的风险
at great risk to their own lives.
但是沃特福德先生
But Mr. Waterford
后来安排我被劳伦斯先生强♥奸♥
later arranged for me to be raped by Mr. Lawrence
作为忠诚的考验
as a test of loyalty.
沃特福德夫妇在喝咖啡
The Waterfords drank coffee
而我在楼上与劳伦斯先生性♥交♥
while upstairs I had sex with Mr. Lawrence
不仅违背我们二人的意愿并在他妻子面前
against both of our wishes in front of his wife.
劳伦斯太太
Mrs. Lawrence...
埃莉诺
Eleanor...
是一位友善却脆弱的女人
was a kind and fragile woman,
这次的经历
and this experience
彻底击溃了她
devastated her.
那是我最后一次见到沃特福德先生
That was the last time I saw Mr. Waterford...
直到现在
until now.
我很感激今天可以对你们发声
I am grateful to be speaking to you today.
但这只是我一人的声音
But mine is just one voice.
无以计数的其他人
Countless others
依然无法被听到
will remain unheard,
被像弗雷德·沃特福德这样的男人囚禁
imprisoned by men like Fred Waterford.
女人
Women...
我的朋友们
my friends...
那些失去了生命的人
who lost their lives
永远没有发声的机会
and can never be heard.
正是为了这些女人
It is for those women
我请求国际刑事法庭
that I ask the International Criminal Court
成立针对这个男人的指控
to confirm the charges against this man
让他受到审判
and put him on trial.
我请求可能范围内的最高刑罚
I ask for the maximum possible sentence.
我请求公正
I ask for justice.
谢谢
Thank you.
谢谢你奥斯本女士
Thank you, Ms. Osborn.
辩方现在可以提几个问题
The defense now has the opportunity to ask a few questions.
谢谢法官阁下
Thank you, Your Honor.
我提醒你这不是审判
I remind you that this is not a trial.
保持提问简洁
Keep your questioning brief.
当然法官阁下
Of course, Your Honor.
你与一个已婚男人有婚外情对吗
You had an affair with a married man, is that correct?
长达数月
For months?
马西斯女士
Ms. Mathis.
我只是希望将奥斯本女士
I just want the record to show that Ms. Osborn
性方面的不忠行为记录在案
has a history of deceitfulness around sex and infidelity.
你的通奸
And your adultery,
你的罪行
your sin,
是你今天在这里的原因
that's why you're here today.
奥斯本女士是不是你自己
Isn't it true, Ms. Osborn,
选择成为一名侍女的
that you chose to become a Handmaid?
没有什么选择的余地
It wasn't much of a choice.
如果不是这样就会被送去殖民地
It was either that or get sent to the Colonies.
答案是肯定的对吗
That is a yes, then?
你知道将要面对的是什么
You knew what you were signing up for.
你在知情的情况下同意仪式
You knowingly agreed to the Ceremony.
我没有同意
I didn't sign up to get raped
在九月怀胎的情况下被强♥奸♥ 没有
when I was nine months pregnant, no.
那是另一项神圣的仪式
It was another holy Ceremony.
沃特福德先生
Mr. Waterford
为了让上帝的赠礼安全地来到世上
To bring God's gift into the world safely.
是为了孩子的健康
It was for the health of the child.
马西斯女士请控制你的委托人
Ms. Mathis, please control your client.
够了沃特福德先生
That's enough, Mr. Waterford.
上帝考验我们他用沉重的手考验我们
God tests us. He tests us with a heavy hand.
我们在基列国做的牺牲很艰难
The sacrifices we all made in Gilead were difficult.
但是地球上还有哪里生育率在提高呢
But where else on Earth is the birth rate rising?
没有了只有基列国因为这能成功
Nowhere. Only in Gilead because it works.
能成功
It works.
我们选择上帝的道路
We chose God's path
并为我们所受的苦而受到奖赏
and have been rewarded for our suffering.
告诉我我的苦受到了怎样的奖赏
Tell me, how was I rewarded for my suffering?
你漂亮的宝贝女儿和你另一个女儿
Your beautiful baby daughter and your other daughter.
我让你见她了
I let you see her.
我安排了她们两个见面这是一种善意
I arranged for the two of them to meet, a kindness,
-她没有说 -我受够了
- she left that out. - I am done!
我受够了
I am done.
别的可以等你受审的时候再说
Anything more can wait for your trial.
来吧
Come.
大主教那是个意外
Commander, it was an accident.
鲁丝嬷嬷挡了我的道
Aunt Ruth got in my way,
-她总是笨手笨脚 -扯淡
- she is often clumsy. - Oh, bullshit.
鲁丝嬷嬷不是这么说的
Aunt Ruth has a different story.
我也不在乎她说的话
Not that I care about that one either.
但是那个侍女
But the Handmaid!
不管怎么说她都很听话很顺从
By, by all accounts she was obedient and, uh, compliant.
现在她们都是这样
They all are, these days.
她们大半辈子都知道基列国
They've known Gilead most of their lives.