使女的故事

The Handmaid's Tale S04E08

Part 1 June 8, 2021, 9:51 a.m.

《侍女的故事》前情提要
Previously on The Handmaid's Tale...
我怎么告诉他
How can I tell him that everything
她遭遇的一切都是我害的
that has happened to her is because of me?
他绝不会原谅我
He's never gonna forgive me.
汉娜知道我们有多努力想找到她
Hannah knows how hard we tried to find her.
-怎么可能 -因为我告诉她了
‐ How could she? ‐ 'Cause I told her.
妈妈
Mommy.
爸爸和妈妈永远爱你
Daddy and I will always love you.
永远不会停止
And we would never stop.
被告被指控性别背叛
The accused stand charged with gender treachery,
违反《圣经·新约》第一章
in violation of Romans, chapter 1.
女佣你将被处以绞刑
Martha, you are hereby sentenced to the Common Mercy of the State.
侍女你将被发放至救赎机构
Handmaid, you are sentenced to Redemption.
我有消息来源有证人可以证明
I have sources. Witnesses to your involvement
你和温斯洛大主教的失踪有关
in Commander Winslow's disappearance.
除非你安排我立即恢复职务
Unless you arrange for my immediate reinstatement.
你想让我帮你恢复地位
You want me to restore your position,
我想重回委员会
I need my seat back at the table.
而你的情报可以助我一臂之力
And your information can help me get it.
让我们拯救这个国家
Let's fix this country.
让一切重回正轨
Let's make things right again.
抱歉
Ooh, sorry.
不没事的
No. It's okay.
你想不想
So, do you...
奥芙瑞德身在加拿大
With Offred now in Canada,
事情不能想得太简单
we can't be naive about that.
她可以让我们俩都面临最高刑罚
She could put us both away for the maximum sentence
也能阻止你亲自抚养自己的儿子
and prevent you from being a mother to your son.
我们必须停止争斗
We need to drop our fight.
塞丽娜什么情况你们知道吗
What do you guys know about Serena?
-她怀孕了 -是他的吗是大主教的吗
- She's pregnant. - Is it his? The Commander's?
好了琼等等等一下
All right. June, wait. Wait, wait, wait.
琼琼
June, June.
她有病她是反♥社♥会♥者
She's pathological. She's a sociopath.
她有毒是虐待狂
She's toxic. And abusive.
她是怪物
She's a monster.
你知道上帝为什么让你怀孕吗
Do you know why God made you pregnant?
这样当他把你的宝宝杀死在子♥宫♥里时
So that when He kills that baby inside your womb,
你才能感受到一丝丝
you will feel a fraction
你把我们的孩子从怀中夺走时
of the pain that you caused us
我们所感到的痛苦
when you tore our children from our arms!
明白了吗
Do you understand me?
侍女的故事
第四季第八集
我感到无助
I felt helpless.
我想这可能是
I guess it was...
一种获得掌控感的方式
a way to feel in control.
你的大主教没发现吗
Didn't your Commander notice?
我割在手臂上部的位置他看不见
I cut high on my arms, where he couldn't see.
肯定很疼
Must have hurt.
其实感觉不错
Felt good, actually.
像一种解脱
It's like a relief.
自残是你的应对方式
Well, cutting was your way to cope.
但你现在到这里了
But you're here now.
你在疗愈
You're healing.
你是自♥由♥的
You're free.
是的
Yeah.
我的大主教也自♥由♥了
My Commander's free, too.
至少你明天能在法庭上面对他
At least you get to face yours in court tomorrow.
我会很紧张琼
I'd be so nervous, June.
我连关于审判的新闻都看不下去
I can barely stand to watch the news about the trial.
是"指控确认"听证会
It's a "confirmation of charges" hearing.
她也不是必须去
And she doesn't have to go.
书面声明完全够用
There's nothing wrong with a written statement.
她想当面说出自己的故事
She wants to tell her story in person.
你还是会很害怕
Still, you must be so scared.
也会担心
And worried.
辩方可以提问
You know, the defense gets to ask questions.
我不紧张不担心
I'm not nervous or worried.
也不害怕
Or scared.
我他妈等不及了
I can't fucking wait.
你怎么回家
How are you getting home?
准备走了吗奥斯本女士
Ready to go, Miss Osborn?
可以再等会儿吗谢谢
will you just give me a moment. Thank you.
你要把我踢出小组吗
So, you kicking me out of the group?
不
No.
多给点时间你会找到状态的
Just give it some time. You'll find your groove.
也可能不会
Or maybe you won't.
我以为自己会和她们有更多共同之处
I just, I thought that I'd have more in common with them.
不是每个人都有保安陪着所以
Well, they don't all come with their own security detail, so...
你懂我的意思
You know what I mean.
感受
Feelings...
宽恕
forgiveness.
写日记
Journaling?
她们为什么没有更生气
Why aren't they more angry?
你怎么知道她们没有
How do you know they're not?
-别烦我 -埃米莉我求你了别走
- Leave me alone! - Emily, I'm so, please, stop.
我只是想跟你说几句
I just wanna, I just wanna talk to you for a moment.
我们要不坐下吧
Uh, why don't we go sit?
我只想跟你说五分钟
I just wanna talk to you for five minutes.
我不想和你说话
I don't want to talk to you.
你看起来不错你过得好吗
You look well. Are you well?
埃米莉很高兴
Emily, it's so good...
你是谁你想干嘛
Who are you? What do you want?
有什么问题吗
Is there a problem here?
不没问题
No, there's no problem.
我只是想聊聊
Um, I just, I just wanna talk.
但也不一定非得是现在
But it, it doesn't have to be now.
这是我的信息
Here's, here's my information
-住手 -走开
- Stop it! - Go away!
拜托
Please.
走吧
Go!
好的
Yeah.
你还好吗
Are you okay?
那人是谁
Who was that?
-我没事 -确定吗
- I'm fine. - You sure?
是的没事谢谢
Yes. Yeah, thank you.
等下见
I'll see you there.
埃米莉
Emily...
我们回家见
I'll, I'll see you at home.
本来应该是复习课
It's supposed to be a refresher,
但编程训练营真的很让我头疼
but coding bootcamp is kicking my ass.
我已经很久没碰了
I've been out of the game a long time.
你准备继续教书吗
Have you gotten to go back into teaching?
我不确定自己准备好了没
I'm not sure I'm ready for that.
西尔一直在鼓励我但是
Syl's been encouraging me, but...
谁是艾丽丝·贝克
Who's Iris Baker?
图书馆那个女人
The woman at the library.
什么女人
What woman?
我知道她叫艾琳
I knew her as Irene.
艾琳嬷嬷
Aunt Irene.
在我遇见你之前
She was assigned to the district
我第一个派驻家庭就在她负责的教区
where I had my first posting before I met you.
她想要什么
And what did she want?
那不重要因为埃米莉不想跟她谈
Ah, doesn't matter 'cause Emily doesn't want to talk to her.
我不知道
I don't know.
-她伤害你了对吗 -为什么要这么说
- She hurt you, didn't she? - Why would you say that?
因为她是个嬷嬷
Because she's an Aunt.
你应该面对她
You should face her.
-埃米莉你得 -琼
- Emily, you need to... - June.
-琼 -你得把自己隐忍♥的一切发泄出来
- June. - You have to get out everything you have been holding in.