最危险的动物（2020）

The Most Dangerous Animal of All S01E04

Part 7 Dec. 31, 2020, 2:55 p.m.

be deceived by yourself.
今天就是你们洗心革面的日子
Today is the day when you can make ready to be golden.
让我们再次起立
Let's stand again.
大家都低下头
Every head bow...
我们这些人
Human beings that we are,
非常擅长构建故事
we're very good at constructing stories.
有些人的信念体系
There are people out there who have belief systems
是绝对的错觉妄想却还坚不可摧
that are absolute delusions, and they're unshakeable.
大卫·范奈斯
《吾名十二宫》的联合作者
他们围绕着这个故事构建自己的人生
They may build their whole life around this story
到了痴迷沉醉的地步
to the point that it becomes an obsession,
甚至坚信不疑
and they get so attached to them
以至于没有任何办法来劝说他们醒悟
that there's no way of arguing them out of them.
奉耶稣之名祷告
Pray in Jesus' name...
我遇到过很多骗子
I don't know that I've run across too many con men.
很多关注这个案子的人
The greater number of folks that are devoted to this case
的确是相信的
actually do believe.
他们的自尊心让他们投入到
Some aspect of their ego has them invested
进行自洽的城府
such that it becomes self-identifying.
他们认为自己就是与本案有关
Their identity is now related to this case
而且一旦进行了自洽融合
and once that's fused,
从本质上讲就不可能再将其剥离了
it's essentially impossible to uncouple that.
它会令人得到一种自我重要感
It may confer on them a sense of self-importance
因此即使是个丑陋的故事
so that even though it's a ugly story,
也还是能让人感觉自己的重要
it makes them important nonetheless.
这满足了他们的一些需求
It's feeding something in them.
然而人是会骗人的
However, people are capable of fooling people...
尤其是可能获得金钱上的收益
particularly if there's hope for monetary gain...
或名声的时候
or for fame.
谢谢
Thank you.
但是我们又无法确定那到底是不是一个骗局
But it's pretty hard to know for sure whether it's a con or not.
我相信时至今日
I believe to this day
他仍相信他就是黄道十二宫杀手的儿子
that he believes he is the son of the Zodiac.
这可能要追溯到领养的时候
It goes back to that adoption idea that
只要有身世的孩子总比没有身世的好
any identity may be better than no identity.
爱你的人
People who love you
不能理解
can't know...
这是怎么感觉
what it feels like.
这种
This sense of...
低人一等的感觉
inferiority...
仿佛永远都不够好
not being good enough.
所以
So...
我认为他有这种需求去创造出
I think he had a need to create the worst possible person
世界上最坏的人
in the world to be able to explain
来向自己解释
to himself
一个本该深爱儿子的父亲怎么能
how a father who's supposed to love his son
就这样把他丢在楼梯井里
could just leave him like that on a stairwell
被随便什么人发现甚至就此被遗忘
to be, you know, found by whoever or not found.
加里打电♥话♥给我时
When Gary called me,
他说他不想
he said that he doesn't not want
那本书成为他的遗产
the book to be his legacy.
他想要
He wants...
一个远离这些隐秘丑恶的
a beautiful family that doesn't have
美好家庭
these kinds of skeletons in the closet.
所以
so...
我想带你看看一切发生的地方
I wanna show you where it happened.
我心中想象着
So my heart wants to think
他把我放在角落
that he put me in the corner.
然后
So...
他离我而去
when he walked away...
这整个
This entire...
寻父旅程
journey to find my father,
以及面对其后的风波
and then deal with it...
对我
has taken
和我的家人
an undetermined toll...
造成了
on me...
无法估量的影响
and my family...
但坐在这里我还是要说
but I would sit here and have to say that
如果重来一次我还是会这样做
I would have to do it all over again.
并且我觉得
And, and I think
即使我可以再坚持寻找十年
I can continue this journey for another ten years...
少女新娘失踪
也永远
and never...
永远无法
never...
感...
f...
感觉好受一些
never feel any better about me.
路易斯安那州
范贝斯特
运动员天堂
今天是13号♥星期五
Today is Friday the 13th.
今晚我要喝得酩酊大醉
So I think tonight I'm just gonna get drunk as shit
坐在外面漂亮的小阳台上
and sit outside on that nice little lanai
俯瞰旧金山
overlooking San Francisco
顺便烧了那本破书
and burn the fuck out of that book.
你确定这段也要录吗
Is that what you're going to put on film?