别担心，他不会走远的

Not bad.
跟上 耶
Got it. Yeah.
你跟上了 你跟上了
You got it. You got it.
嘿 你跳的不赖嘛
Hey, you're a good dancer
你好
Hello.
你好 请问多尼尔在吗
Hey, is Donnie here?
对 他在
Yeah, he is.
-嗨 我叫约翰 -嗨 约翰
- Hi, I'm John. - Hi, John.
-不好意思我们来晚了 -你好吗
- I'm so sorry we're late. - How you doing?
约翰 欢迎加入小组
John, welcome to the group.
嗨 谢谢 抱歉我们来晚了
Hi. Thanks. Sorry we're late.
提姆把地址想成了西南
Oh.... Tim thought it was Southwest.
为什么是西南 算了
Why'd you think Southwest? It's okay.
嗯 西南
Yeah, Southwest
但我们最后还是找来了 对吧
But we got here, didn't we?
这是里芭 你们刚才见过
This is Reba, who I think you've met.
-你好 -马丁盖尔 考基 汉斯 麦克.
- Hello. - Martingale, Corky, Hans, Mike.
-嗨 -你好
- Hi. - Hello.
欢迎
Welcome.
这是提姆
That's Tim.
-欢迎 提姆 -提姆
- Welcome, Tim. - Tim.
-嗨 提姆 -你好 提姆
- Hi, Tim. - Hello, Tim.
好了 现在大家都相互熟悉了
And now that we're getting all acquainted,
大家上周都过得怎么样 有人想发言吗
how was everyone's week? Anybody want to speak?
我来说说吧
Um, I have something to talk about.
约翰 鉴于你是新来的 我说说我
Oh, John, just so you know, since you're new here,
我是个诗人
I'm a poet.
一个街头诗人
A street poet.
也是同性恋活跃分子
And a gay activist.
好 上周我参与了彭德尔顿行动
So, I was at the Pendleton Round-Up,
我趁机朗诵了一首我写的诗
and I took the opportunity to read one of my poems,
对小男同们很有教育意义
which has in it a number of references to young cocks.
内容如下
This is it.
欲♥火♥
"Hot...
在烈日下燃烧
in the summer sun.
整日 活动于森林下
Working all day, hustling hay.
越来越硬
It's getting harder
越来越硬
and harder
越来越硬
and harder...
纽扣 要被撑飞
ready to pop out of their button fly.
砰
Pop!
砰
Pop!"
-我们懂了 -砰
- We got it. - Pop!
砰 全都是关于丁丁的好吗 停下
Pop! It's all about penises, please. Oh, stop.
就像这样 有个牛仔制止了我
And just like that, some cowboy stops me
还说我的诗是X级
and says my poem is X-rated.
X级：不准在大院线放映的电影
你不觉得是么
And you don't think it was?
不 当然不
No. It wasn't.
这可是血气方刚的正统美国诗啊
It was a red-blooded, American poem.
行吧
All right.
所以 那牛仔让我停下后 我跟他说
So, the cowboy tells me to stop, and I say to him,
我 一个美国人 正在朗诵一首
"I'm an American reading an American poem
反映美国风俗的美国诗
about an American institution."
他完全不喜欢我说的
He didn't like that.
他指控说我醉酒
He accused me of being drunk.
我告诉他 我已经3年滴酒未尽了
I say to him, "I've been sober now for three years.
我是个自豪的AA会员
I'm a proud member of AA."
然后我就走了
And I walked off.
有人想就马丁盖尔的故事说点什么吗
Anyone want to respond to Martingale's story?
这些诗可能会惹直男生气
Well, the poems make straight guys angry.
-我就没生气 汉斯 -看吧
- I'm not angry, Hans. - See?
但其实 那种生气
But here's the thing: that kind of anger
会在潜意识里影响你恢复健康
can get in the way of your recovery.
我觉得我们可以停止讨论这个话题了
I think we can all agree that being out there
聊点开心的 无关酒的 诗我们听了
and having a good time, not drinking, we get it...
写的挺好的
feels really good.
但是 你在深夜的希腊咖啡馆
But it's one thing to read your poems
对着你认识的人
in front of people that you know
朗诵这首诗
in your Greek cafes late at night,
和你在竞技场
but it's another to read it
对着一群红脖子朗诵完全是两回事
in front of rednecks at a rodeo.
红脖子：对美国受教育不多且政♥治♥观点保守的乡下人的贬称
后者有点危险
It's a little bit dangerous.
我觉得他真的很勇敢
I think he was really brave.
-我也这么觉得 马丁盖尔 -同意
- Yeah, I do, too, Martingale. - Yeah.
我的意思是 我
I mean, I...
-去他妈的红脖子 对吧 -同意
- Fuck the rednecks, right? - That's right.
嘿 我就是一留着鲻鱼头的红脖子
Hey. I'm a mullet-haired redneck,
你知道我会揍你对吧
and you know I'll kick your ass.
要知道我可以揍你
You know I can kick your ass.
-约翰 说点什么吧 -什么
- John, any comments? - What?
约翰
John.
我想确认的是 你所有的诗
What I want to know is, with all the poems that you have,
不会全是关于小JJ的吧
they can't all be about penises.
我是说 你肯定有写过一些极好的诗
I mean, you probably got some pretty ones, I'm sure.
我觉得
Well, what I believe
在我们不清醒的时候
is we all have led, in our non-sober periods,
我们的生活都过的有点混乱
somewhat chaotic lives.
我觉得 是有条细微的分界线横在
And I think there's a very fine line
因冒险而制♥造♥混乱
between creating chaos because of the adventure
和因酗酒而制♥造♥混乱中间的
and creating chaos because of the dependency on it.
约翰发言不多
Now, John isn't speaking very much,
所以也许他认为他比我们强
so perhaps he thinks he's better than us.
所以 约翰 来讲讲你喝酒的事吧
So, John, do you want to tell us about your drinking?
这
Is this...
我说过 我是约翰 是个酒鬼吗
Do I say, "John, I'm an alcoholic"?
就跟我们讲讲你喝酒的情况就行
Just tell us about your drinking.
好吧 我
Well, I, um,
我从 呃 13岁开始喝酒
I started drinking when I was, uh, 13.
我 我从我姑姑黛安娜那偷了瓶杜松子酒
I-I stole a bottle of gin from my Aunt Diane.
然后 我挺喜欢的
And, um, I liked it.
非常喜欢
A lot.
然后就再没停过
And I never stopped.
好吧
Okay.
就这样
Um, yeah...
继续
Keep going-
我是说 我 我一直喝 我猜
I mean, I-l kept drinking, I guess,
可能因为我是抱养的 我是抱养的小孩
maybe because I was adopted. I was adopted.
然后
And, um,
可能酒精能让我对这事儿不那么在意
maybe it made me not care as much about that.
或者
Or...
好吧
Yeah.
我 我不 我不是特别清楚
L-I don't, I don't really know.
考基酗酒是因为她叫考基
Yeah... Corky drank 'cause her name is Corky.
我酗酒是因为我的鞋子太紧
I drank 'cause my shoes were too tight.
行吧
You know,
很高兴你们觉得好笑
I'm glad you find this amusing.
约翰 我们想告诉你人人都有借口
John, what we're trying to point out is that we all have excuses.
我让你们身临其境我童年如此痛苦的
I resent you characterizing such a painful part of my childhood,
作为孤儿的经历 就为了做个借口
such as being an orphan, as an excuse.
我是说 这只是众多事实中的一个
I mean, it is a fact, among others.
其他的比如 我不能动
Like, for instance, I can't move
胸部以下就是块整肉
one fucking muscle below my chest.
这也可以作为借口吗
Would that qualify as an excuse?
-你们笑什么 -我们等的就是这个
- What are you laughing at? - We were waiting for that.
我们早就知道你要说这个 就笑这个
We just knew you were gonna say that, that's all.
-你个该死的婆娘 -噢
- You fucking cow! - Oh.
这伤痛没有爬上你的屁♥股♥去吞噬你
You wouldn't know pain if it crawled up
你怎么知道有多疼
your fucking ass and devoured you!
你竟敢这样
How dare you!
不好意思