别担心，他不会走远的

太棒了
That is great.
我喜欢第十二步
I love step 12.
我还是
Yeah, I mean...
我还是有点紧张 但是
I was nervous, still, but...
我也不知道 尽力而为吧
I don't know, giving back.
你原谅你自己了吗
You forgive yourself yet'?
我想我已经原谅了吧
I think so.
你原谅自己什么了
What'd you forgive yourself for?
我原谅我自己所做的
I forgave myself for...
是为了找更好的自己
looking for better babes.
我告诉你我自己怎么保持清醒了吗
Did I ever tell you how I stay sober?
再说一遍吧
Tell me again.
我和一个人在一起了很久
I was with someone for a long time.
他很棒 他是一个很好的人
He was great. He was a really sweet person.
但我自己很自私
But I was... I was very selfish.
而且很糟糕
I was very fucked up.
然后
And, uh...
有一天他回到家
he... uh, he came home one day,
我的瘾又犯了
and I was having a seizure on the floor.
然后
And...
每当我想喝酒的时候
When I get close to wanting a drink,
我不会在乎我
I... I don't think of myself or my life.
但我会想起他
I think of him.
他的脸
His face.
我不知道以后
I don't know how many, uh...
我们还能不能像这样聊天
more of these talks we're gonna have, 'cause...
我肺快不行了 约翰
I'm seeing the gymnasts on the lung, John.
别这么说
Don't say that.
最难的
A big part of this program
就是失去你不想失去的人
is losing people you don't want to lose.
常德不忒
Being a model to the world...
复归于无极
eternal virtue will be yours,
知其荣守其辱 为天下谷
and you return to the boundless.
老子
Lao-Tzu.
道德经
Chuck E. Cheese.
我觉得自己还是有点自私
I think I'm still a little selfish.
我帮了你们是因为
I was helping you guys a lot, 'cause...
这也是帮我自己
it was helping me.
我的第十二步 启发别人
My 12th step, being a sponsor.
你真的是很让人讨厌 约翰
You were such a pain in the ass, John.
我很抱歉
I'm sorry.
你是最棒的 多尼尔
You're the best, Donnie.
你真的帮了我
You really helped me.
你帮了我们所有人
You helped all of us.
教别人命运是很难的
It is hard teaching people faith.
给我一个拥抱
Give me a hug.
过来
Come here.
多喝水
Drink water.
你也是
You, too.
这个建议没用
It doesn't work.
是真的没用
It really doesn't.
再见 朋友
Adios, amigo.
他常带这个特别酷的围巾
He used to wear these really, really cool scarves.
他看起来像一个男巫
Yeah, he looks like a wizard.
多尼尔后来病的很重
Yeah, Donnie got really sick over time.
他发现他自己有艾滋病
And he discovered he had AIDS. Mm.
这是他生前我最后一次见他
That was the last time I saw him before he died.
真♥相♥
Yeah. The truth...
真♥相♥让人很悲伤
Yeah, the truth hurts. Yeah. Yeah.
很遗憾
Unfortunately.
那你想不想和我们一起去轮滑
So, do you want to come to the skate ramp with us'?
当然 去哪
Yeah. Yeah, absolutely. Where is it?
就在下一条街
Uh, it's down the block, actually.
-好 你们带路吧 -就在那边
Show me the way. Yeah! It's there.
-那边 -那边是吧
That way. That way?
我想要感谢所有那些
I'd like to thank
给我帮助让我能够站在这里的每一个人
all those who made it possible for me to be here tonight.
我感到
I feel...
受到启发 像有魔法一般
Stimulated, magical.
在晚上这感觉格外清晰
At night, I seem to think more clearly.
我努力工作 但对我来说这又不像是工作
I work hard, but it doesn't feel like work to me.
白天的繁杂的事情
The intellectual clutter of the daytime hours
都从我的脑海中消失
dissolves from my mind, which moves in an almost...
本能的消失了
instinctual, animal way.
我很开心
I'm happy-
我不在乎工作上
I don't care that the job or the welfare office
带给我的那些烦恼
is giving me gray hairs, because...
因为我脑子里都是点子
ideas and images are flowing through me
我要在纸上勾勒出来
and onto the paper.
我感谢那些今天能让我
I'd like to thank all those who made it possible
坐在这里的每个人
for me to be here tonight.
因为要不是你们
Because if it weren't for you...
我觉得我熬不过也做不到这些
I don'! Think I would have made it.
John
Yeah, John.
上吧
Get it! Yeah!
你没事吧
You all right?
快把他扶起来
Let's go, get him up.
扶住肩膀 你没事吧
Get his, get his shoulders. You okay?
♪ 我在夜色下的公路遇到你 ♪
♪ I met you on a highway night ♪
♪ 在得克萨斯的雨里 ♪
♪ Inside a Texas rain ♪
♪ 在母亲失忆的那年 ♪
♪ The year that Mama lost her mind ♪
♪ 爸爸也疯了 ♪
♪ And Papa went insane ♪
♪ 你带我去了条得克萨斯的路 ♪
♪ You took me on a Texas trail ♪
♪ 拉雷多去拉鲁的路 ♪
♪ Laredo to Larue ♪
♪ 去了很多德克萨斯的小镇 ♪
♪ It took me all those Texas towns ♪
♪ 我爱上了你 ♪
♪ To fall in love with you ♪
♪ 孩子在冬天降生 ♪
♪ The babies came in wintertime ♪
♪ 你坐在火炉边 ♪
♪ You settled by the stove ♪
♪ 弹奏了一曲长长的歌♥♪
♪ You played a song that seemed so long ♪
♪ 关于你走过的一条路 ♪
♪ About a road you drove ♪
♪ 你曾提到过巴黎 ♪
♪ Once you spoke of Paris ♪
♪ 妈妈和你说 ♪
♪ And Mama said to you ♪
♪ 很远的地方有个巴黎 ♪
♪ There's a Paris far away ♪
♪ 得克萨斯也有一个巴黎 ♪
♪ And one 'm Texas, too ♪
♪ 月亮躲在松树后 ♪
♪ The moon has set inside the pines ♪
♪ 你睡的很轻 ♪
♪ Your sleep is soft and slow ♪
♪ 当你离开我的时候 在这和我分开 ♪
♪ When you leave me, leave me here ♪
♪ 在得克萨斯离开 ♪
♪ In Texas when you go ♪