弟弟（2024）

Dìdi

Part 14 Oct. 5, 2024, 8:39 p.m.

Oh.- Yeah.
(用普通话)你吃过饭了吗？
(IN MANDARIN) Have you eaten yet?
(门关闭)
(DOOR CLOSES)
(轻轻打呼)
(SNORING SOFTLY)
我讨厌我以为我曾经去过的每个人
I've hated everyone I've ever thought I'd ever been
肯定迷失了自我反省，我经常弄错了
Got lost in self-reflection Sure, I often got it wrong
但是最近我害怕造成的伤害是全部
But lately I'm afraid
the damage done is all
这使我自我意识和性♥交♥
It made me self-aware and fucked up
从这次旅行开始
From this trip I've been on
每次我说话
Every time I talk
是说话让你生气
It's the talking that drives you mad
每次我停下来
Every time I stop
这是我无法承受的沉默
It's the silence I can't withstand
我的双手已进入鬼境
My hands have been in a ghost land
我只是不想再犯错
I just don't wanna be wrong again
我倾向于一直绕着鼻子绕
I tend to circle
and nose-dive all the time
我曾经坐在周围
I used to sit around
剖析我的想法直到我淹死
Dissect my thoughts until I drowned out
我永远不会大声说的每一句话
Every single sentence
I could never say out loud
有一天，我希望与我受到惩罚的每个人弥补
One day, I hope to make it up
to everyone I punished
再次努力
Droning on and on about whatever again
每次我说话
Every time I talk
是说话让你生气
It's the talking that drives you mad
每次我停下来
Every time I stop
这是我无法承受的沉默
It's the silence I can't withstand
我想和你旁边
I wanna get next to you
但是我永远不知道该说些什么
But I never know what to say or do
用我的眼睛，我的手和身体
With my eyes and my hands and my body
我只想在你旁边
I just wanna get next to you
我讨厌我以为我曾经去过的每个人
I've hated everyone
I've ever thought I'd ever been
有一天，我希望能够弥补自己
One day, I hope to make it up to myself
每次我说话
Every time I talk
是说话让你生气
It's the talking that drives you mad
每次我停下来
Every time I stop
这是我无法承受的沉默
It's the silence I can't withstand
我的手一直在幽灵土地上
My hands have been in a ghost land
我只是不想再错
I just don't wanna be wrong again
我倾向于一直绕着鼻子绕
I tend to circle
and nose-dive all the time
我想和你旁边
I wanna get next to you
但是我永远不知道该说些什么
But I never know what to say or do
用我的眼睛，我的手和身体
With my eyes and my hands and my body
我只想在你旁边
I just wanna get next to you
但是每次我说话
But every time I talk
是说话让你生气
It's the talking that drives you mad
每次我停下来
Every time I stop
这是我无法承受的沉默
It's the silence I can't withstand
我的手一直在幽灵土地上
My hands have been in a ghost land
我只是不想再错
I just don't wanna be wrong again
我倾向于一直绕着鼻子绕
I tend to circle
and nose-dive all the time
我讨厌我以为自己去过的每个人
I've hated everyone
I ever thought I'd ever been
有一天，我希望弥补
One day, I hope to make it up
对我自己
To myself