好好照顾玛雅：虐儿案罗生门（2023）

It's hard to, you know, pick adjectives
‎因为说实话 当我想到妈妈
because, honestly, when I think of my mom, there's…
‎真的无法用简单几个词汇去描述
You can't really describe her in a couple of words
‎在被关押整整三个月后
After being held captive for three whole months
‎被告知我可以恢复正常状态
being told that I could go back to some normalcy
‎听到这句话真是太好了
it was so nice to hear that
‎我感觉我所有的祷告都得到了回应
It felt like all of my prayers had been answered
‎我家人所有的祷告都得到了回应
all of my family's prayers had been answered
‎但我失去了人生中最重要的一个人
But I lost one of the most important people in my life
‎一个我都没机会道别的人
A person who I didn't even get to say goodbye to
‎对 那是最糟糕的
Yeah, that was the worst
‎我以为我还能再见到她
Here I thought I was gonna be able to see her again
‎可能需要一整年
maybe even if it took an entire year
‎但别人告诉我 ‎我永远都见不到她了
But just being told that that was never gonna happen…
‎我们先休息一下 好吗？
Let's take a break now, okay?
‎我给你拿点水 好吗？
Let me get you some water, okay? -Mm-hmm
‎玛雅2017年被释放后
After Maya was released in 2017
‎我们必须遵守法庭的特定规定
we had to follow certain instructions from the court
‎她不被允许任何氯♥胺♥酮♥治疗
She was not allowed any ketamine treatments
‎所以我们必须慢慢来
so we had to do things slow
‎物理治疗花了一年多的时间
It took over a year of physical therapy
‎她从坐轮椅改成了拄拐杖
and she went from a wheelchair to crutches
‎又过了一年 可以自己走了
And then one year after that, walking around
‎但她还是很痛
But she still had pain
‎非常痛苦
A lot of pain
‎她随时都有可能会复发
And she could relapse any time
‎所以玛雅现在可以走路了
So, Maya can walk now
‎对 玛雅现在可以走路了
Yes, Maya can walk now
‎她的下肢还有些损伤
She has… She still has some impairments in her lower extremities
‎…站起来 好姑娘
…stand up. Thatta girl
‎她取得了巨大的进步
Good job! -She's made tremendous gains
‎但她得了复杂性区域疼痛综合征
But she has CRPS
‎她会继续带着这个诊断生活
and she's gonna continue to have to live with that diagnosis
‎我们已经在尽力了
We are trying to do the best we can
‎但孩子们永远不可能回到之前了
But the kids will never be the same
‎很难理解贝亚特思想中经历了什么
It's very difficult to understand what went through Beata's mind
‎认为那是唯一能让女儿出来的办法
Thinking that was the only way to get her daughter out
‎我非常想念她
I miss her dearly
‎但我充满了愤怒
But… I have anger, here and there
‎同时扮演父母两个角色 ‎真的太难了
It is so difficult to try to play both roles
‎虽然你可以努力尝试 ‎但永远无法替代他们的母亲
And as much as you try, you cannot replace their mother
‎在这些痛苦中 ‎必须要创造一些好的结果
Something good has to come from all this pain
‎我做记者超过五年了
I've been a reporter for over five years
‎如果你只是接受眼前的情况 ‎不去质疑
and, you know, you don't get to the truth
‎永远无法获得真♥相♥
by just accepting what's in front of you without questioning it
‎这个领域似乎需要去质疑
And this seemed like an area that needed to be questioned
‎2019年 我在萨拉索塔 ‎报道儿童福利事件
In 2019, I was covering child welfare in Sarasota
‎这个时候我遇到了 ‎考尔斯基一家的事情
when I came across the case of the Kowalski family
‎他们的事情太悲痛了 太复杂了
It just was so tragic, so complicated
‎当我了解到贝亚特·考尔斯基自杀了
And when I learned that Beata Kowalski had actually taken her life
‎我感觉天崩地裂
I mean, it just hit me like a wall of bricks
‎我知道我必须报道出这个故事 ‎我知道我必须做好
I knew that I had to take the story on, and I knew that I had to get it right
‎于是我开始挖掘信息
So I started digging
‎我调查的一部分 ‎就是跟考尔斯基一家聊
Part of my investigation was talking to the Kowalskis
‎我也在电♥话♥中 ‎采访了莎莉·史密斯医生
I also interviewed Dr. Sally Smith over the phone
‎听听她那个角度的陈述
to get her side of the story
‎史密斯医生极其肯定 ‎她没有做错任何事
and Dr. Smith was extremely firm that she had done nothing wrong
‎但我发现史密斯医生的观点
But what I found out was that Dr. Smith's opinions
‎跟其他医生有很大的不同 ‎包括照顾玛雅的团队
differed a lot from other doctors, including Maya's care team
‎柯帕里克医生和汉纳医生
Doctor Kirkpatrick and Dr. Hanna
‎我在2019年一月发表了 ‎考尔斯基一家的新闻
It was January 2019 when I hit publish on that piece about the Kowalski family
‎以为我接下来就会去关注其他事情了
and I kind of thought I'd move on to the next thing
‎但那个时候 不断有电♥话♥打来
But that was when the calls started coming in
‎不断有邮件发过来
and the emails started coming in
‎我意识到这种事情 ‎远远不止发生在考尔斯基一家
and I realized that this was a lot bigger than just the Kowalskis
‎正在拍摄 《好好照顾玛雅》…
Rolling. Take Care of Maya…
‎-阿什利的采访 第二条 ‎-《好好照顾玛雅》…
Ashley interview, take two. -Take Care of Maya…
‎薇薇安娜 第一条
Vivianna, take one
‎我读到《萨拉索塔先驱论♥坛♥报》 ‎这篇报道的时候
When I read the article in the Sarasota Herald Tribune
‎我发现这比我们当初预想要深远很多
I realized it was so much bigger than what we had thought
‎再见
Bye
‎意识到还有很多人经历这种事…
The realization that there are so many other people going through it…
‎我真的不敢相信 难以置信
I couldn't believe it. I could not believe it
‎他癫痫发作 翻白眼 颤抖
He's having a seizure. His eyes are rolling. He's shaking
‎无法呼吸 几乎都没有脉搏了
He's not breathing. He barely has a pulse
‎她开始狂吐
She started throwing up
‎然后她身上开始有小的淤青
Then she started getting little bruises
‎我冲到了医院
I'm rushing to the hospital
‎-我们要打报♥警♥电♥话♥ ‎-打报♥警♥电♥话♥
We need to call 911. -Call 911
‎我们立刻打了报♥警♥电♥话♥ ‎我们按照你教的方式做了
We instantly called 911. We did what you're taught to do
‎我坐在桌旁
I'm sitting at my desk
‎开始听到越来越多家庭的故事
and I start hearing from more and more families
‎那些带着孩子去寻求医生帮助的人
People who had gone to the doctor for help for their kids
‎最后变成了这个体系攻击的靶子
and then became the target of the system
‎他们发现了肋骨骨折 ‎发现了大脑出血
They find broken ribs. They find a brain bleed
‎他们发现了大脑有陈旧的和新的出血
They found old and new brain bleeds
‎我说“什么意思？她本来就这样”
And I was like, "What do you mean, like, she has this?"
‎“我就是因为淤青带她来看病的”
"I brought her here for bruises."
‎我就是在这个时候 ‎遇见了莎莉·史密斯
And that's when I met Sally Smith
‎他们很疯狂 他们很绝望
They're frantic. They're desperate
‎他们都有的一个共同点
And one thing that they all had in common was Dr. Sally Smith
‎就是莎莉·史密斯医生 ‎和约翰·霍普金斯儿童医院
and Johns Hopkins All Children's Hospital
‎她看了我们不到十分钟
She saw us for less than ten minutes
‎然后我丈夫 ‎就因为严重虐待儿童被捕了
and then my husband was arrested for aggravated child abuse
‎我们最后被逮捕 被监禁 ‎我孩子进入了寄养家庭
We ended up arrested and imprisoned, and my children were in foster care
‎这些家庭走进医院 ‎希望给他们的孩子寻求帮助
These families walked in, hoping for help for their child
‎有些人走出医院的时候 ‎自己戴上了手铐
and some of them walked out in handcuffs
‎在过去30年 我对来儿童医院看病的
‎几乎所有孩子进行评估
‎我是非常理智 非常有同情心 ‎会照顾人的一个人
‎我不是每天就想着让别人的家庭分♥裂♥
‎在医院…
At the hospital
‎他们谈论我母亲的方式
the way they spoke about my mom
‎真的很糟糕
it was pretty messed up
‎（医生：对了 ‎我们昨晚把她转移到了影像室）
‎（她坐在床上 大腿上支了一个 ‎笔记本电脑之类的东西）
‎（莎莉·史密斯：我们可能需要监视 ‎她在网上做了什么）
‎如果她母亲做了什么 我毫不意外…
‎他们会试着说服我 ‎我妈妈对我做了什么
They would try to convince me that my mom was doing things to me
‎我的复杂性区域疼痛综合征 ‎是她编造的
That she was making my CRPS up
‎全是胡说八道
It's complete nonsense
‎我现在才知道
I realize that now
‎最开始 我当然很困惑
At first, I was, um… definitely confused
‎那种困惑变成了愤怒
and that confusion molded into anger
‎可以说是把你监禁在一个医院里
To be in a hospital that's basically keeping you captive
‎远离家人、朋友、学校
away from my family, my friends, my school
‎远离你爱的人们
and away from the person you love
‎非常让人沮丧
Just very frustrating
‎但我一直坚持着
But I kept it in
‎因为我的父母
'Cause I was raised by two parents
‎一直教会我善良 尊重别人
who always taught me to be kind and respectful
‎我也是这样做的
and that's what I did
‎你知道吗？
You know what?
‎我们试着配合
We tried to cooperate
‎但你保持沉默 也没有任何改变
But nothing changes if you stay quiet
‎我们必须让约翰·霍普金斯 ‎为他们做的事情付出代价
And we have to hold Johns Hopkins responsible for what they done
‎我们想为妈妈伸张正义
We want justice for Mom
‎我想让你知道本次通话进行了录音
‎你觉得可以吗？
‎可以
‎本来要进行一项检测的
‎我想知道是否完成了
‎对 我没看到有安排检测
‎好 所以第一个是美金刚胺
Okay, so the first one was Namenda
‎第二个是…
And the second one was… -Mm-hmm
‎他给你留了一条信息 我知道他留了
He left you a message, and I know he did
后来他还给你发了邮件 ‎-好 贝亚特
And then he sent you email later. -All right, Beata--
法官允许她用手♥机♥