好好照顾玛雅：虐儿案罗生门（2023）

In the middle of December 2016
‎安排了一场听证会 进度讨论会
there was a hearing scheduled, a status conference
‎我们经常进行进度讨论会
We were constantly having status conferences
‎瓦利尼亚·凡尼斯 ‎作为协理律师过来了
and Varinia Van Ness came on as cocounsel
‎这个孩子确诊了 ‎复杂性区域疼痛综合征
‎这正是父母给她进行的治疗
‎根据宪法规定
‎家长有权利根据孩子的情况 ‎进行相应治疗
‎除非他们…
‎等一下 医生说确诊了 ‎复杂性区域疼痛综合征
‎而史密斯医生 ‎还在一边给出不同的说法
‎这是一场巨大的权力斗争
This was a huge power struggle
‎但不管我们做什么
But no matter what we did
‎法♥院♥始终不停地
the court repetitively sided
‎跟医院雇员 ‎还有莎莉·史密斯站在一边
with the hospital staff and Dr. Sally Smith
‎不应该由法♥院♥或者这些人去决定
‎正确的诊断或者治疗是什么
‎应该由父母决定
‎我们都不应该做出这种决定 ‎我们都不应该在这里 法官
‎凡尼斯女士 小点声
‎-好 我可以再问你一个问题吗？ ‎-好
‎她有没有任何方式 哪怕只是一瞬间
‎能够见到她母亲 ‎只是拥抱一下妈妈？
‎恐怕没有
‎今天不行
‎我一直无法理解
It never made any sense to me
‎为什么要拒绝她给孩子一个拥抱
why she was denied giving her child that hug
‎我可以告诉你 我们那天离开法♥院♥后
And I can tell you, as we left the courthouse that day
‎贝亚特很受打击
that Beata was devastated
‎很受打击
Devastated
‎事情发展到今天 我知道了
And the one thing that I know to this day
‎我们现在谁都没办法要回那个拥抱了
is none of us can get that hug back now
‎那个拥抱永远消失了
That hug is gone
‎你觉得如果她当时拥抱了女儿
You think if she had hugged her
‎事情的结果可能会不一样吗？
things would've turned out differently?
‎是的 我认为是这样
Yes, I do
‎我确实这样认为
I do
‎那天我们要去一个邻居家 ‎举办的生日派对
That day we were supposed to go to a neighbor's for a, uh, birthday party
‎一个孩子的生日派对
a kids' birthday party
‎她说“让我起来把这个礼物包好”
She goes, "Let me get up and wrap the present."
‎“我不去”
"I'm not gonna go."
‎“我要睡觉 我偏头痛”
"I'm gonna sleep. I got a migraine headache."
‎凯尔和我去了派对
Kyle and I went to that party
‎我们回家的时候
And when we came home
‎卧室门关着
her bedroom door was shut
‎我们以为她在睡觉
We thought she was asleep
‎于是我们决定坐下来看会儿电视
So we decided to sit down, watch some TV
‎那天晚上晚些时候
Later that night
‎有人敲门
somebody was knocking on the door
‎是她哥哥彼得
It was her brother, Peter
‎于是彼得在家里走动
So Peter was walking around the house
‎走进了车♥库♥
He walked in the garage
‎那声尖叫…
There was a scream…
‎我永远都无法忘掉
that I'll never forget
‎用波兰语叫我的名字
It's my name in Polish
‎杰克
Jacek
‎他叫得那么大声 我就知道了
He screamed that so loud, I knew
‎报♥警♥电♥话♥ 详细告诉我发生了什么
911, tell me exactly what happened
‎她在车♥库♥上吊自杀了
Uh, she hung herself in the garage
‎- 妈妈！‎- 不…
Mommy! No… -No--
‎-不要挂断电♥话♥
Stay on the line
‎她的年龄？
How old is she?
‎四十二
Forty-two
‎天啊
Oh my God
‎-妈妈！ ‎-不行 你不能进去
Mommy! Mom! -No, you can't go in there
‎我派人过去帮你
I'm sending someone to assist you
‎请保持现场原状不要动
Please leave everything as you found it
‎好 请你一定要派人过来
Just please get somebody here
‎他们已经出发了
They're on their way
‎你妻子是否有给过你任何暗示 ‎会发生这种事？
Did your wife give you any indication that this would happen?
‎没有 但我女儿生病了 ‎都是从那时候开始的
No, but my daughter has an illness, and it's all started from that
‎那种疾病本身就很可怕了
Just the disease alone was horrible
‎-这是我的律师 我可以接吗？ ‎-可以
This is my attorney. Could I answer it? -Sure
‎-嗨 德布拉 ‎-天啊！
Hey, Debra. -Oh my God!
‎-我很遗憾 ‎-德布拉 我好难受
I'm so sorry. -Debra, I am so sick
‎我很遗憾
I'm so sorry
‎我感觉很糟糕 法官太冷漠了
I feel so bad. The judge was so cold
‎我知道 事情就是这样发生的
I know this is what happened
‎我知道是因为他拒绝了她
This… I know it's because he turned her down
‎那件事情害死了她
That killed her
‎回家的路上 她一直在说这件事
All the way home, that's all she talked about
‎我不知道之后要怎么告诉玛雅
I don't know how I'm gonna tell Maya later
‎因为我不能进去告诉她这件事 ‎然后就离开
Because I can't go there and tell her and then leave
‎好
Okay
‎谢谢你 德布 再见
Thanks, Deb. Bye
‎我记得杰克给我打电♥话♥
I remember the phone call from Jack
说他的妻子自杀了
that his wife had ended her life
‎我很受打击
I was devastated
‎我都不敢相信发生的事情
I just could not believe what had happened
‎（发件人：贝亚特·考尔斯基 ‎主题：给利·哈沃斯法官的信）
‎但我觉得贝亚特给哈沃斯法官的留言
But I think the note that Beata left for Judge Haworth
‎说得很清楚
makes it pretty clear
‎她想让自己的孩子从医院里放出来
that she wanted her child to be free from that hospital
‎她很担心女儿被迫接受的治疗中
She was very worried about what was happening
‎会发生什么
and the treatment that she was being forced to take
‎我希望你能承担责任 ‎“我女儿身体的恶化
‎她想确保她的孩子能从医院出来
She wanted to make sure that her child got out of there
‎她想不到其他的办法
And she didn't see any other way out
‎（发件人：贝亚特 ‎主题：再见 草稿）
‎（请好好照顾玛雅 ‎每天告诉她我有多爱她）
‎（请告诉凯尔 我非常爱他 ‎希望他长大）
‎（成为一个顶天立地的男人 ‎有美好的未来 亲近上帝）
‎（我很抱歉 但我没办法再承受 ‎玛雅被从我身边夺走的痛苦了）
‎（还有被像犯人一样对待…）
‎（我没办法看着女儿忍♥受折磨）
‎（玛雅已经三个月没有回家了 ‎我爱你们所有人 贝亚特）
‎（贝亚特给家人的邮件 ‎死后被发现）
‎（医生1 今天听说 ‎氯♥胺♥酮♥女孩的母亲昨天自杀了）
‎（很遗憾地说 我的预测是正确的）
‎（医生2 天啊… 好可怕）
‎（我知道我们做了正确的事情 ‎但这真的很糟糕 我感觉很难过）
‎（医生1 我还有一个母亲也这样做）
‎（我们绝对为了孩子 ‎做了正确的事情）
‎嗨 妈妈！
Hi, Mommy!
‎嗨 玛雅
Hi, Maya
‎我的小宝贝今天怎么样了？
How is my sunshine today?
‎我真的、真的非常想你 妈妈
I really, really miss you, Mommy
‎我也是
I do too
‎我每分每秒都在想你
I miss you every second of the day
‎我想念你下班回家
I miss you coming home from work
‎想跟你抱抱 想跟你依偎
Hugging and snuggling
‎我想念跟你在泳池里游泳
I miss swimming in the pool with you
‎我想念一切
I miss everything
‎闭上眼睛 假装我在你身边
Just close your eyes and pretend I'm there
‎我知道感觉不一样 ‎但是要坚强 不要失去希望
I know it's not the same, but just be strong and don't lose hope
‎我很痛 我想回家
I'm hurting. I wanna come home
‎我会不惜一切 我向你保证
I will do everything. I promise you
‎贝亚特死后不久
Shortly after Beata's death
‎他们就允许我带玛雅
they allowed me to take Maya
‎去看罗德岛的一个专家
to go see a specialist in Rhode Island
‎乔普拉医生
Dr. Chopra
‎医生对她进行了评估
He did an evaluation on her
‎确认她患了复杂性区域疼痛综合征
which did confirm that she does have CRPS
‎他把报告发给了法♥院♥
And he sent his report to the court
‎之后不久 玛雅就被释放 ‎交给我监护了
Not too much longer after that, Maya was released to my custody
‎（进入州监护92天 ‎2017年1月13日）
‎玛雅 我们很高兴见到你
Maya, we are so excited to see you
‎对你回家充满感激
So thankful you're home
‎你想一起祈祷吗？
Would you like to pray together?
‎好
Yeah
‎我主耶稣 我现在用你珍贵的血液
Lord Jesus, I now take your precious blood
‎洒在玛雅和我的家人身上
and sprinkle it over Maya and my family
‎我把家人交给你
I surrender my family to you
‎照顾好一切 好好照顾玛雅
Take care of everything, and take care of Maya
‎阿门
Amen
‎（四年后 2020年12月15日）
‎我妈妈很有同情心
My mom was very compassionate
‎她很有爱心、忠诚、聪明
She was caring, loyal, intelligent
‎很难去挑选形容词