泰布机密（2015）

It works.
艾伦的影响非常稳定。
Allan 's a very stabilizing influence.
我和艾伦的关系很好
L have a wonderful relationship with Allan that's
成长了30多年。
grown over 30-some years.
这真是一个不可思议的人，我
This is really an incredible person that l
想与之共度一生的人。
want to spend my life with.
每天给泰布带来快乐的是，
What brings Tab pleasure on a daily basis,
我可以用一个词来概括，那就是哈洛
and l can sum it up in one word , is Harlow.
这头老牛，看看她。
This old cow, look at her.
艾伦·雷泽:哈洛，塔布的马，给塔布带来快乐。
ALLAN G LAsER: Harlow, Tab's horse, is what gives Tab joy.
这是让我最开心的事。
This is what makes me happiest.
这才是我真正感到自在的地方
This is where l really feel more at ease
比其他任何地方都好。
than l would anywhere else.
就是早上起床，吃
It's getting up in the morning, having
去打扫马厩，给那匹马梳洗。
to go clean out that stall , having to groom that horse.
哇，听听你肚子的咆哮声!
Whoa, listen to your belly growl!
听起来挺不错的生活，骑马，还有
That sounds like a pretty good life-- riding horses and just
有点等着他。
kind of cooling his heels.
好了，把你的屁♥股♥挪开，甜心。
OK move your tush , sweetheart.
他是个比我更好的人。
He' s a better man than l am .
我尽量远离任何1400磅重的东西
L try to stay away from anything weighing 1 ,400 pounds
大脑只有核桃那么大。
and has a brain the size of a walnut.
当你有一种让你满足的激♥情♥时，
When you have a passion that fulfills you ,
你不会指望其他领域来填补你的空虚。
you don 't look to other areas to fill you up.
泰布是个了不起的骑手，一直都是，
Tab is an incredible horseman and always has been,
这本身就是一种职业。
and that is a career in itself.
我觉得我的演艺生涯已经过去了。
Well , my acting career l look at as being all in the past.
我爱它，我爱我现在的生活。
L loved it, bud l love where l am now in my life.
我很高兴被人遗忘。
And l am happy to be forgotten .
他对好莱坞事业的态度
Tab' s attitude to his Hollywood career
我去过那里，做过那个。
is been there, done that.
他说这是他的前世，这真让我抓狂。
He calls it his past life, which drives me nuts.
这是我在跳蚤市场找到的。
L found this is at flea market.
这是他可以接受的，
It' s something that he could em brace,
但他不愿意这么做。
but he doesn 't care to do it.
他做到了。
He did it.
他放开了它。
He let go of it.
他甚至不想在电视上看到自己。
He doesn 't even want to see himself on television .
如果他躺在床上，播放他的老电影，
If he's laying in bed and an old movie of his comes on ,
他一秒都没停过。
he doesn 't stop for one second .
算了吧。
Forget it.
艾伦•格拉泽:他只是换了台
ALLAN GLAsER: He just flips through the channel
就像狗粮广♥告♥一样，然后继续。
like it was a dog food commercial and keeps going.
一个男孩最好的朋友是他的妈妈。
Well , a-- a boy' s best friend is his mother.
我们在演《尘中情欲》
We were casting " Lust in the Dust, "
有一个叫Hardcase williams的角色。
and there was this character named Hardcase williams.
我觉得托尼·珀金斯很适合这个角色。
And l thought Tony Perkins would be perfect for that role.
旁白:22年后，诺曼·贝茨回家了。
ANNOuNCER: 22 years later, Norman Bates is home.
《惊魂记》刚刚问世。
" Psycho l l " had just come out.
托尼得到了大量的宣传。
Tony was getting a tremendous amount of publicity.
泰布的事业正在复苏
Tab was having a career resurgence
托尼·珀金斯也在
at the same exact time Tony Perkins was.
他说，托尼·珀金斯——你认识他吗?
He said , Tony Perkins-- do you know him?
(笑)我说，是的，艾伦，我认识他。
(LAuGH l NG) l said , yeah , Allan , l know him .
(笑)我联♥系♥了托尼，上去了
(LAuGH l NG) l contacted Tony, went up
他在穆赫兰街的家
to his house up on Mulholland .
我很久没见到他了。
L hadn 't seen him in a long while.
他的妻子玛丽开了门。
H is wife Mary answered the door.
托尼结了婚，有了家庭。
Tony had married , had a family.
我把剧本拿给托尼看。
And l presented Tony with the script.
他说他真的很想做，
And he said he really would like to do it,
但他只是觉得这个项目不适合他
but he just didn 't think it was the right project for him
在当时。
at the time.
那天下午我和托尼说了再见，
And Tony and l said goodbye that afternoon ,
那是我最后一次见到托尼。
and that was the last time that l saw Tony.
阿尔·d夺走了演员安东尼·帕金斯的生命。
Al Ds has taken the life of actor Anthony Perkins.
他于周六在洛杉矶的家中去世。
He died saturday at his Los Angeles home.
我从不觉得托尼在为自己的身份而挣扎。
L never felt that Tony was struggling with his identity.
当我听说这件事的时候，我真的很惊讶。
And when l did hear of it, l was really quite surprised .
也许他内心深处对自己是同性恋感到不满
Maybe he was deep down unhappy with himself about being gay
我想改变这一点。
and wanted to change that.
H的选择对他来说是正确的，而且
H is choice was right for him , and it's
这些都是一个人成长的一部分。
all part of a person 's growth .
托尼就是他自己，或者他想成为他自己。
Tony was who he was, or maybe he wanted to be.
这对我来说已经足够好了。
That was good enough for me.
我没有权利——没有人有权利——去评判或反驳
L had no right-- no one does-- to be judgmental or to second
猜猜他对幸福的追求。
guess his pursuit of happiness.
有很多人都有感情，
There are an awful lot of people who have feelings,
他们与自己发生冲突。
and they' re in conflict with themselves.
这是一件非常困难的事情。
And it's a terribly difficult thing to have to go through .
我认为你必须忠于自己。
L think you have to be true to yourself.
我妈妈从没说过我很爱你。
My mother never said l love you a lot.
但她会在你最意想不到的时候表现出来。
But she' d show it when you 'd least expect it.
我和妈妈坐在后院的露台上
My mother and l are sitting on the back terrace
一天早晨做完礼拜后吃早饭。
having breakfast one morning after church .
她俯身亲了亲我的脸颊说，
And she leaned over and kissed me on the cheek and said ,
我非常爱你。
l love you very much .
我和她相处得很好。
L was in a good place with her.
我知道。
L know that.
她和我相处得很好。
And she was in a good place with me.
我想念她。
L miss her.
Tab有一些很有根据的东西。
There' s something well-grounded about Tab.
这就是他这么多年来一直存在的原因，因为他是真实的。
That's why he's lasted all these years is that he' s real .
他就像地球。
He' s like the earth.
他很可靠。
He' s solid .
他以自己独特的方式过着幸福的生活，
He's happy in his own special way to live his life,
他有一个幸福的生活。
and he' s had a happy life.
他选择了正确的道路。
He chose that right road .