JT·莱罗伊（2018）

-是啊 当然 -别紧张
- Yeah, of course. - Don't be.
你看起来棒极了 我喜欢你的夹克
You look great. I love your jacket.
嘿 你♥他♥妈♥的会很棒的
Hey. You'll be fuckin' great.
我真为你骄傲 宝贝
I'm so proud of you, baby.
我有东西给你
I have something for you.
好的 我们应该
Alright. Um, should we...
你知道吗 我想我最好跟你一起去
You know what, I think it's best I come with you.
这样我们就可以检查场地
So that we can check the venue and...
那个你给了我你的护身符
So you gave me your talisman.
我要给你我的
I'm gonna give you mine.
是我祖父的
Belonged to my grandfather.
啊
Ah.
这太不可思议了
Well... it's incredible.
但我不能接受它 你知道的
But I shouldn't accept that, you know.
不 你可以
Yes, you should.
我们得走了
We have to go.
JT
JT!
嗨
Hi.
你妈妈让你经历了一些可怕的处境
Your mother put you through some awful situations.
她对你揭露她的行为有何看法
How does she feel about your expose of her behavior?
嗯
Um...
她 她不再
Sh... she's not, um...
和我们一起了
with us anymore.
所以 我真的不知道
S... so, um, I don't really know.
我们听不见你的声音 JT
We cannot hear you, JT!
你听不见我 呃
Ah, you can't hear me, um...
我
I...
我只是说
I was just sayin' that, um...
我的 我妈妈不在了
my... my mom isn't here anymore,
而且 这些书都是虚构的 所以
and... also the books are fiction, so, yeah.
JT
JT?
你在你的网站上写了
You wrote on your website
写作是你的 你的救星
that writing is your... your lifesaver.
这很痛苦 但是我需要它
I... it's painful, um, but I need it.
你的朋友们是怎么想的
What did your friends think?
虚构中的真♥相♥
The truth in fiction...
JT 为什么你不愿公开露面
JT, why do you tend to avoid public events?
这只是 呃 保护措施 我想
Just, um, protection, I think and...
说说你对衣服的搭配
Speak to your choice of wearing
一种所谓的伪装
a quote-unquote disguise.
匿名就像是失去了你的童贞
Anonymity's kind of like losing your virginity.
但它们是基于你的真实经历 对吗 JT
But they are based on your real experiences, right, JT?
小说是一种谎言
Fiction's sort of a lie
但可能比真实更真实
but can be more true than the truth.
JT 你听起来像个女人
JT, you sound like a woman to me,
但你坚持认为你是个男人
but you insist you are a man.
呃
Uh...
你知道 帮助你适应我带给你的感觉
You know, it's not really my responsibility
帮助你度过自己的不适
to help lead you through your own discomfort
不是我的责任
on how I make you feel. Um...
我做我自己
I can be whomever I wanna be.
他妈的 耶
Fuck, yeah!
嗯 至于你说我声音像女人
Um, and as for sounding like a woman,
好吧 我想说谢谢你
um, well, I'd say thank you.
但是 JT 你真的是你说的那个人吗
But, JT, are you really who you say you are?
你真的是你说的那个人吗
Are you really who you say you are?
我
I...
我真的说不出来 你是个男人吗
I can't really tell. Are you a man?
现在就证明你的男子汉气概
Prove your masculinity right now!
把你的小鸟亮出来
Pull your cock out!
好吧 嗯 结束了
Alright. Uh, it's done.
结束了
It's done.
结束了
It's done.
你知道我的意思吗 这就是关键
You know what I mean? That's the key.
在美国 情况有所不同
In America, it's different.
在美国
In America...
超级酷
Super cool.
JT
JT?
这个年轻人很想让你在他的书上签个名
This young man would love for you to sign his book.
你好 JT
Bonjour, JT.
伊娃 伊娃
Eva? Eva...
伊娃
Eva.
呃 我现在要带着JT回酒店
Uh, I need to take JT back to the hotel now.
-我们需要一顿正餐 -胡说
- We need a proper meal. - Nonsense.
不 他喝得太多了
Nah, he's drinking too much.
我受不了这么多烟味
And I can't stand all this smoke.
斯派蒂 行了
Speedie, come on.
别再总干涉他的生活了
Stop interfering with his life all the time.
实际上 她在干扰我的生活
She's interfering with my life, actually.
请原谅我
Excuse me.
JT 我们回酒店吧
JT, let's go back to the hotel.
我还没想要走
I'm not ready to go yet.
这个地方充满了毒性 我们走吧
Well, this place is filled with toxicity. Let's go.
我在上帝的田野里玩耍 记得吗
I play in the fields of the Lord, remember?
记住我的话
My words!
回头见 斯派蒂
See you later, Speedie!
埃尼奥
Ennio!
这个样子很完美
This look is perfect.
这是我们最喜欢的歌♥
It's our favorite song.
哦 对了
Oh, right.
对不起
Sorry.
怎么了 JT 你在哪
What's up, JT? Where are you?
我
I'm...
我就在这里
I'm totally right here.
我只是
I'm just...
只是累了 你知道的
just tired, you know.
嗨
Hi.
嗨
Hi.
你的感觉和电♥话♥里有很大不同
You have a very different vibe than on the phone.
是的 我
Yeah, I'm...
我在倒时差
I'm so jetlagged.
你和斯派蒂怎么了
What's the deal with you and Speedie? Huh?
我的意思是 你们几乎不给对方喘息的空间
I mean, you barely give each other room to breathe.
她太讨厌了
She's so obnoxious.
我知道她是你的朋友 对不起 但
I know she's your friend. I'm sorry, but...
我知道在外人看起来很奇怪 但
I know it seems weird from the outside, but, um...
我的意思是 如果没有她我甚至不存在
I mean, I wouldn't even exist without her.
什么
What?
我不是真的想去那里 但是
I don't really wanna go there, but...
那是唯一可以制♥作♥这部片子的地方
where are we with the option for the film?
嗯
Um...
我只是 你知道的 我很荣幸能导这个片子
I just, you know, I'd be so fuckin' honored to direct it
并扮演你的母亲
and play your mother.
你知道 她是一个很有个性的人
She's, you know, she's such a character
她沉迷于自己的堕落
obsessed with her own downfall.
我 你知道吗 我一直都
I... you know, I've always just related
和那种女人有关 你知道
to that kind of woman, you know.
我真的认为展示
And I really think it's important to show
怎样 你是怎样忍♥受她的痛苦的是很重要的 你知道的
how... how you absorbed her pain, you know.
我需要更公正地做
I wanna do it justice.
我可能需要 像是一个 被完全控制的剧本
I probably need, like, full control of the script.
你知道 因为这是我的生活 但
You know, 'cause it's my life, but...
可以
Deal.
你真漂亮
You're so beautiful.
哦 宝贝
Oh, baby.
-嘿 -哦
- Hey. - Oh.
这是著名的JT
It's the famous JT.
那么 JT 莱罗伊 告诉我
So, JT Leroy, tell me.
你怎么有时间写
How do you have time to write
你的畅销书
your amazing bestselling books, huh?