绝望之路（2023）

谢谢你！
Thank you!
好吧，缓慢而稳定。
All right, slow and steady.
- 好的！
- 看，妈妈！ 我又抓到了一隻。
- Okay!
- Look, mama! I caught another one.
看那个！ 称为初学者的运气！
Look at that!
Call it beginner's luck!
完全可以拿这小子当诱饵！
Could've used this kid as bait!
你会在这裡抓到另一个吗？
You gonna catch
another one out here?
我们正在做这件事。
We're working on it.
- 尝试去。
- 那裡还有什麽，对吧？
- Trying to.
- What's even out there, huh?
鲶鱼。
Catfish.
嘿，妈妈。
Hey, Mama.
我在家。
I'm home.
我现在正在做一些我认为正确的事情。
I'm doing somethin' right now
that I think is right.
我正在帮助某人。
I'm helpin' someone.
我知道你在看着我。
I know you're watching over me.
我会尽力为你做正确的事。
I'll try and do right by you.
无论如何，我只是想说我爱你。
Anyways, I just wanted
to say I love you.
我爱你胜过一切。
I love you more than anything.
他在那！ 那是我的儿子！ 你摇摆，溷蛋！
There he is! There's my boy!
You swing, motherfucker!
摇摆吧！
Swing it!
科迪，挥舞那些该死的快球！
Swing at those fuckin'
fastballs, Cody!
我跟你说过多少次了？
How many times I done told you?
我跟你说过多少次了？
How many times I done told you?
- 啊？ 你摇摆...
- 嘿！ 你在这裡做什麽？
- Huh? You swing...
- Hey! What are you doing here?
- 嘿！ 你好吗，达纳？
- 你不能在这裡。
- Hey! How you doin', Dana?
- You can't be here.
- 我可以...我可以看着我他妈的男孩...
- 不，你不能！
- I can be... I can watch my fuckin' boy...
- No, you can't!
- 你不能在这裡...
- 他妈的闭嘴！
- You can't be here...
- Shut the fuck up!
-...你懂的！
- 去他妈的...我不会他妈的...
-...and you know it!
- Get the fuck... I ain't gonna fuckin'...
- 我他妈的不会伤害任何人！
- 不要在这裡这样做！
- I ain't gonna fuckin' hurt nobody!
- Don't do this here!
- 拜託，拉里！
- 嘿，过来一下，孩子。
- Please, Larry!
- Hey, get over here, boy.
嘿！ 你到这裡来，孩子。
Hey! You get over here, boy.
- 你不需要和他说话，科迪！
- 他妈的闭嘴！
- You don't need to talk to him, Cody!
- Shut the fuck up!
你闭嘴！ 别跟他说话，科迪！
You shut up!
Don't talk to him, Cody!
你在外面做什麽，孩子？ 你挥动那些快球。
What you doin' out there, boy?
You swing at those fastballs.
- 你不接受他们。
- 我正在尝试玩。
- You don't take 'em.
- I'm tryin' to play.
看，我会下来这裡。 我将向您展示如何玩。
Look, I'll come down here.
I'll show you how to play.
- 我会告诉你怎麽玩。
- 我不需要你的帮助。
- I'll show you how to play.
- I don't need your help.
事实并非如此，孩子。
That's not
what it looks like, boy.
嘿...嘿！
Hey... hey!
- 嘿！
- 我不是跟你说话！
- Hey!
- I ain't talkin' to you!
你不跟我说话吗？
You ain't talkin' to me?
你不跟我说话吗？！
You ain't talkin' to me?!
你不跟我说话吗？！ 你不跟我说话吗？！
You ain't talkin' to me?!
You ain't talkin' to me?!
啊？
Huh?
我是你♥他♥妈♥的爸爸，溷蛋！
I'm your goddamn father,
motherfucker!
什麽样的男孩不跟他自己的该死的父亲说话？！
What kind of boy don't talk
to his own goddamn father?!
哪个该死的男孩不……什麽，溷蛋？
What kind of fuckin' boy don't...
What, motherfucker?
- 什麽？ 他妈的坐下！
- What? Sit the fuck down!
-你们这些丑陋的、可怜的溷蛋。
- You ugly-ass,
sorry-ass motherfuckers.
- 哦，你又打电♥话♥给他们了吗？
- 是啊，我做了。
- Oh, you gon' done called them again?
- Yeah, I did.
你就他妈的待在那裡。
You stay right the fuck there.
- 什麽，你认为我会用这个打你吗？
- What, you think I was gon'
hit you with this?
- 你以为我会用这个打你吗？
- 我他妈知道了。
- You think I was gon' hit you with this?
- I fuckin' know it.
- 拉里！
- 操♥你♥妈♥的，杰伊。
- Larry!
- Fuck you, Jay.
去你♥妈♥的♥，杰伊。 你不需要来这裡...
Fuck you, Jay. You don't
need to come down here...
- 来吧，想想这个...
- 来吧，来吧...
- Come on, think about that...
- Come on, come on...
- 该死的，拉里！
- Dammit, Larry!
我是你该死的父亲！
I'm your goddamn father!
你是我的男孩！
You're my boy!
别他妈的听她的。
Don't fuckin' listen to her.
- 她会毁了你♥他♥妈♥的生活，儿子！
- 来吧，够了！
- She'll ruin your fuckin' life, son!
- Come on, enough!
她会毁了你♥他♥妈♥的生活！
She'll ruin your fuckin' life!
我们在这裡做什麽？
What are we doing here?
当我告诉你这件事时，尽量不要看我。
Try not to look at me
when I tell you this.
有一天晚上，我因为我的关係而发生了争执。
I was in an argument one
night 'bout my relationship.
做了一些错事，为此狠狠地打击了自己。
Done some wrongs, beat
myself up pretty bad over it.
在小路上行驶，
Driving around on back roads,
开始喝酒了…
started drinkin'...
喝了很多酒，感觉很好…
Drinkin' a lot,
feelin' pretty good...
就开车连夜离开。
Just drivin' the night away.
突然，我转过身来。
All of a sudden,
I get turned around.
途中迷路了，然后...
Got lost on the way and...
开始进展得很快。
started going pretty fast.
突然，我翻过了这座山。
All of a sudden,
I come up over this hill.
一辆卡车停在路中间，灯灭了。
There was a truck right
in the middle of the road,
lights off.
你好。
Hi.
我好冷。
I'm cold.
让我给你拿我的夹克。
Let me get you my jacket.
- 嘿！ 嘿！
- Hey! Hey!
- 杰森！
- Jason!
我无法够快地踩煞车。
I couldn't slam on the
brakes fast enough.
接下来我知道，我的整个左侧都被压碎了...
Next thing I know, my whole
left side's all crushed up...
- 杰森！
- ...有人在尖叫...
- Jason!
- ...someone's screaming...
杰森！
Jason!
帮助！ 请帮我！
Help! Please help me!
那时我离开了那辆卡车......
And that's
when I left that truck...
-裡面可怜的灵魂。
- poor soul that was inside.
有种感觉，你可能知道我在说什麽。
Had a feeling you might know
what I'm talking about here.
还以为你进监狱了
Thought you were in jail.
前几天就出去了。
Got out a few days ago.
我讨厌你。
I hated you.
哦，天哪，我恨你。 我他妈非常讨厌你。
Oh, my God, I hated you.
I hated you so fuckin' much.
我以前每晚都会祈祷...
I used to pray every night...
有人在殴打你，压制你......
that somebody was beatin' you,
holdin' you down...
我曾经祈祷几个小时。
I used to pray for hours.
有一天，我厌倦了它。
And one day,
I just got tired of it.