你（2018）

You S04E01

Part 1 Feb. 15, 2023, 5:13 p.m.

爱
Love.
你好
Hello.
是存在的理由
It's a reason for being.
是做得更好的理由做正确事情的理由
A reason to do better, do the right thing.
-勇敢的理由 -我"狼"你
Be brave. -I wolf you.
但爱让我心力交瘁
But Love burned me out completely.
没错就是与我妻子乐芙的爱
Yes, that's Love with a capital L. Wife.
你为什么不爱我了?
Why don't you love me anymore?
-我孩子的母亲 -我因为你杀了娜塔莉!
Mother of my child. -I killed Natalie for you!
我尽力了但她… 我不想说一个女人是"疯子"但…
I did my best, but she was-- I hate to call a woman "crazy," but, well--
我尽一切所能做个好人、好丈夫、好父亲
I did everything to be a good man, a good husband, a good father.
我总是竭尽所能
I always do everything I can.
不能说我的浪漫是史上最打动人的
Can't say I've got the most impressive track record in the history of romantics.
但我是真心实意的
But my heart is in the right place.
乐芙不理解我但玛丽安你理解
Love couldn't understand me, but, Marienne, you understood.
我们如出一辙
We were the same,
各方面都很合适
meant for each other on every level.
-他骗了你 -对不起什么?
He lied to you. -I'm sorry, what?
如果我告诉你乔伊是杀死你前男友的凶手呢?
What if I told you Joe's the one who killed your ex?
瑞恩是遭遇了抢劫杀人
No, Ryan was mugged.
你得逃消失
You need to run. Disappear.
瑞恩只是他想做的事情的开端
Ryan is just the beginning of what he's willing to do.
直到乐芙给我扣了帽子你逃跑了
Until Love poisoned the well and you ran.
我不怪你玛丽安
I can't blame you, Marienne.
我们俩都知道该怪谁
We both know who's to blame here.
因为乐芙我的世界化为灰烬而我…
Because of Love, my world went up in flames and I--
如大家在《纽♥约♥时♥报♥》、《人物》和沃克斯新闻上看到的一样
Well, as people everywhere read in New York magazine, People,
我死于乐芙之手
and on Vox.com, I died by Love's hand.
幸好我认识能照顾亨利的好人
Thankfully, I knew good people to watch over Henry.
暂时的
我必须抛下他
I had to leave him behind. For now.
这是我做过最痛苦的事情
The hardest thing I've ever done.
爱会考验我们
Love tests us.
我比多数人经受的考验都多
I've been tested more than most.
变成幽灵
Turned into a ghost.
没有家、没有名字都是为了你
No home, no name, all for you.
所以我承认…
So I'll admit,
我去找你时
when I went to find you,
我告诫自己这是最后一次了
I told myself, this is the last time.
要么有你
It's you...
要么一无所有
or nothing.
正如一个盗用了同志诗的病态之人说过的那样
As a problematic man appropriating a queer poet once said:
"心想要它想要的东西"
"The heart wants what it wants."
爱会选择我们
Love chooses us.
我们唯一能控制的就是我们能做什么
The only thing we can control is what we do,
我们能走多远
how far we go.
在特德蒋的《地狱是上帝不存在的地方》中
In Ted Chiang's story "Hell is the Absence of God,"
尼尔菲斯克失去了他一生的挚爱
Neil Fisk loses the love of his life.
她上了天堂
她是好人
She was good. She's in heaven.
所以他要再次感受她的爱唯一办法就是也上天堂
So the only way he'll feel her love again is if he goes to heaven too.
但他不是那种会上天堂的人
But he's not exactly a guy who'd get into heaven.
所以他必须找到赎罪之路
So he's gotta find a path to redemption.
对不起不是的
I'm sorry, but no.
我觉得整个故事的前提就很拉胯
I just think the entire premise of the story is just pants.
我不同意
I disagree.
我认为作为一部奇幻小说它提出了一些近乎深刻的观点
It made a few nearly profound points for a work of fantasy.
-什么意思? -这本书虽算不上文学
Meaning what? -Come on, that stuff's barely literature.
但并非不该出现在教学大纲中美国人确实写了很多
Not that it shouldn't be on the syllabus. Americans do write heaps of it.
这个无可争辩
Can't argue with you there.
这节课是短篇故事的美国反传统者
The course is American Iconoclasts of the Short Story.
院长可能觉得我是海明威式的人物但拜托我是临时雇员
Dean was probably picturing more Hemingway but, hey, I was a last-minute hire.
娜迪亚你说"拉胯"
Nadia, you said "pants."
对非常有争议
Mm-hm, yeah, I did, to great controversy.
请给我这个美国人解释一下"拉胯"的意思
Explain "pants" to the American, please.
胡说八道、垃圾、不好
It's crap, rubbish, not good.
做教授是有技巧的比如
There are tricks to being a professor, like this:
继续说 -如果
Say more. -It's not redemption
不是出于私心那就不是赎罪但他做不做好事有关系吗?
if it's for selfish reasons. -Does it matter if he's doing good?
蒋不是说赎罪的最高境界是做好事
Chiang isn't actually saying the highest redemption is doing good.
他说的是爱
He's saying it's just love.
我做教授的大部分技巧
Most of my professor tricks are one trick
都是和一个叫艾莉的女孩相处时学的
I picked up spending time with a girl named Ellie.
煽风点火放任他们青少年自会帮你做双方辩论
Wind them up, let them go. Teenagers will argue for you.
没错"爱"也用来指更深层次的东西
Yes, the word "love" is used to mean something deeper.
比如所有文化、宗教、所有文学
Like full civilizations, religions, all of literature.
-太夸张了 -这两个人会杀了对方
Hyperbole. -These two will kill each other
或者学期结束就会结婚
or get married by the end of term.
故事讲的似乎是一个从未感受过爱的人
Spoken like somebody that's never felt love. How would you know?
好了暂停讨论这个问题搁置
Okay, all right, let's pause, table this one.
大家看一看《泄密的心》
Everybody read "The Tell-Tale Heart"
准备好讨论坡对爱的理解
and be ready to discuss where Poe lands on what love is.
好吗?今天就到这里
All right? That's all for today.
-摩尔教授 -还在适应这个称呼
Um, Professor Moore. -Still getting used to that.
有问题吗? -没有有
Question? -No. But yes.
你为什么总布置特德蒋这样而不是
Why do you keep assigning stuff like Ted Chiang
种族主义立场模糊又酗酒的典型作家的作业?
instead of all the, you know, usual canonical, vaguely racist men that drink?
就像决定什么是重要的人是错误的一样
The people who decided what's important were wrong.
布置那些作家作业的人属于懒惰我的课就是这样
The ones who assign those writers are lazy and this is my class.
我低估了你
Okay, I underestimated you.
是口音的缘故对吧?抱歉
It's the accent, isn't it? Sorry.
-我很擅长做教授 -你拿的什么书?
I'm good at professor-ing. -What you got?
瑞斯蒙特罗斯的书
Oh, um... Rhys Montrose.
怎么?他在美国不出名吗?
What? Is he not a thing in America?
大家都希望他竞选市长
Well, everyone here wants him to run for mayor of London
最后拯救英国
and ultimately save England from itself.
但也许是门槛太低了
But I guess the bar's so low,
揭露最基本层面的伪善
calling out hypocrisy at the most elementary level
会让你觉得耶稣基♥督♥是个伪君子
makes you Jesus Christ in a peacoat.
读读看你也许会喜欢
Read it. You'll probably like it.
英国人是全世界最喜欢文学的人
Brits are the most literary people on Earth.
他们真的会看书
They really read here.
我说的不仅是"买♥♥书" 还有看书从头看到尾
I don't just mean "buy." Read. Cover to cover.
瞧瞧他们对书的尊重
And look at the respect.
她或许没有梳子但她把书页折角了吗?
May not own a hairbrush, but does she dog-ear a page?
如果洛杉矶是炼狱郊区就是地狱
If L.A. was purgatory and suburbia was hell,
伦敦也许是我终于找到的好地方
London may be when I finally got to the good place.
我还是好想你玛丽安
I still miss you, Marienne. So much.
但这感觉就像是我迫切需要的欧洲假期
But this feels like the European holiday I desperately needed.
低调行事非常重要
Laying low is imperative.
我需要钱但结果教书很有趣伦敦也没那么差劲
I needed cash, but teaching's fun and London's not so bad.
艺术、戏剧和书之城
A city of art, theater, books.
乔纳森!
Jonathan!
还有偶尔光顾的人♥渣♥
And the occasional douchebag.
-美国小哥! -这个人
The American! -This guy.
-哈丁教授你好 -请叫我马尔科姆!
Professor Harding, hello. -Malcolm, please!
你何时让我带你看看这个城市的真面目?
So when are you letting me
-不可能 -很快
show you the real city? -Never.
-公♥寓♥怎么样?
Soon. -How's the flat?
很好谢谢
It's lovely, thank you.
我面试结束后遇到了他当时是两点他可能喝醉了
Ran into him after my job interview. It was 2:00 and he may have been drunk.
非常感谢谢谢你
Chuffed you're looking after the place. -Yeah, very grateful again, so thank you.
该死我好像该工作了
Shit. You know what, I've got office hours, I think.
没关系去吧去唤醒年轻人什么的
Yeah, no, no, no. Go, go, go. Rouse young minds and etcetera.
传言说这是这项工作的好处不然我不可能知道
Perks of the job, rumor has it. I wouldn't possibly know.
说的是
I bet.
我们找时间喝一杯我宁愿喝油漆
We'll get those drinks. -I'd rather drink paint.
从学校到我住的地方需要穿过小镇但在伦敦这样的城市
Campus is across town from where I stay, but in a city like London,
我不介意走路
I don't mind the walk.
我猜你会说这样会让我保持年轻
I guess you could say it keeps me young.
我不知道Z世代何时会成为真正的大人但说实话我很喜欢
I'm not sure when Gen Z became actual adults, but honestly, I like it.