恶（2013）

Vice S04E03

Part 2 May 7, 2021, 11:26 a.m.

她离去的那一刻的画面
将伴随我终身
我可以抱她片刻
我可以躺在她的身旁片刻
我可以感受到她
我想这应该是一个美好的时刻
我的生命我自己作主
帮我们活着而不是去死
还不是死的时候
拒绝伤害
在加利福尼亚州的选择结束生命法案生效之前
克里斯蒂奥唐纳于2016年2月6日逝于疗养院
一位商人与一种罕见的神经系统疾病的斗争
福布斯
大脑风险投资
本周节目将讲述
This week on "Vice"
围绕死亡权利所展开的激烈讨论
The heated debate surrounding the right to die.
帮助别人结束生命
Assisting in the taking of a human life
从任何角度说都是有违医德的
is against every thing physicians stand for.
当他们坐在这把椅子上
When they are sittingin this chair,
他们可以为自己做出选择
then they can make their own decision.
到她结束自己的生命
We're about an hour and 15
还有大约一小时十五分钟
minutes from when she's gonna end her life.
你在这住了多久了
So, how long have you lived here?
在这里住了五十年
In this house,50 years.
在我那个大房♥子里大概三十五吧
In my big house,uh, 35.
好的
Okay.
都在一个村子里
In the same village.
这以前是什么
So, what was here before?
这原来是个桌子
Here was a table.
哦
Yeah.
但是明天我会躺在这里的灵柩里
But tomorrow I lay here in my coffin.
- 是吗明天就在这里 - 是的
- Yeah, tomorrow this is the space?- Yeah.
- 嗯 - 好的
- Yeah.- Okay.
所以桌子必须要移走
So the table must go away.
想喝点咖啡吗
You want a coffee?
好来点咖啡
Yeah, I would love some coffee.
- 好的 - 谢谢
- Okay.- Thank you.
加奶还是糖
Milk, sugar?
牛奶一点点牛奶
Uh, milk.Little milk.
一点牛奶好的
Little milk. Okay.Yeah.
你会紧张吗
Are you nervous at all?
不会
No.
- 真的不会吗 - 不会
- No? - No.
不会
No.
到时候会来很多人
It's all the people who come around
在这哭泣流泪
and have tears and cry,
- 跟每个人都说再见很难 - 是的
- and that's difficult,to say goodbye to everyone.- Yeah.
这是我要穿的
And that's what I wear.
它很特别是我自己做的
It's special because I made it myself.
是的很漂亮
Yeah, beautiful.
这印在我的卡片上等我死后寄出去
It's on my card to send around... I died.
想看些我的照片吗
Do you want to see the photo?
- 是穿这件衣服照的 - 好啊
- Where I wear it? - Yeah, sure.
那我们到这边来
So, we have to go here.
感觉很强烈是的
Feel so strong here,so, yeah.
很高兴很
So glad, so...
这会盖在我的盒子灵柩上
This come over my case, my coffin.
首先这个你们用英语是怎么说来着
So, first, you are--how do you call it in English?
- 毛毛虫 - 是的
- A caterpillar? - Yeah.
然后这是你要走过的路
And then it's the road you have to go.
这些是美丽的花朵
And this are the nice flowers,
但是路上总会有些石头
but there arealways stones.
丑陋的石头
The ugly stones.
这就是我的一生
So, it's about my life.
人么什么时候会变成蝴蝶
When does someone become the butterfly?
当你死的时候
When you die.
- 死的时候 - 是的
- When you die? - Yeah.
我在收♥容♥所♥工作过所以我见过很多死人
I worked in a hospice,so I've seen many dead people.
你总是能看见灵魂飞出
You can always see that the soul go out.
他们很开心
They are happy.
真正的开心
Really happy.
再也无需烦神
Nothing matter anymore.
在2002年荷兰
In 2002, the Netherlands
成为第一个将安乐死合法化的回家
became the first country to legalize euthanasia.
自那以后这里已经有超过37000人
Since then, more than 37,000 people here
借助医生的帮助实现安乐死
have ended their lives with a doctor's assistance.
但是在美国协助自杀多年以来
But here in the US,assisted suicide has always been controversial
一直是一个有争议的问题
and for years was associated
其代表人物是一位激进的医生杰克凯沃基安
with the polarizing Dr. Jack Kevorkian.
当外面有个饱受折磨的病人
When there's a suffering human out there,
祈求帮助而医生却说我们没法帮你
begging for help and the doctors say,"We can't help you,"
然后转身离开
and they walk away,
你认为我会走开吗绝对不会
you think I'm gonna turn away? Never.
如今安乐死只在五个州合法
Today the practice is legal in only five states,
但是当合法化运动加入一个新面孔布列塔尼梅纳德
but more states began to consider legalizing assisted suicide
更多州政♥府♥开始考虑将协助自杀
when the movement got a new face
归为合法
Brittany Maynard.
我知道当我需要的时候随时都能用
I know that it's there when I need it.
我的计划是由我的直系亲属陪在我身边
I plan to be surrounded by my immediate family,
包括我的丈夫妈妈还有继父
which is my husband,and my mother,and my step-father.
我会在楼上离开人世
And I will die upstairs,
就在我和我丈夫共有的那间卧室
in my bedroom that I share with my husband.
最终梅纳德如愿的
Ultimately,Maynard was able
结束了自己的生命
to end her life as she wished.
但是她那备受瞩目的故事时刻提醒着
But her high-profile story served as a reminder
在美国大多数州人们都没有这种权力
that in most states Americans don't have that right.
她说她的目标就是引发全国关于如何掌控
She said her goal was to begina national conversation
生命终结的讨论
about how we handle the end of life.
梅纳德死后不久
Shortly after Maynard's death,
克里斯蒂娜西蒙一家搬到俄勒冈州
Christina Symonds moved to Oregon
这样她也可以做出相同的选择
so she could have the same choice.
克里斯蒂娜患有肌萎缩性侧索硬化症这是一种退行性疾病
Christina suffers from ALS,a degenerative disease
会引发麻痹呼吸衰竭
that causes paralysis,respiratory failure,
并且百分之百致命
and is 100% fatal.
你何时开始考虑死亡权力的
When did you start thinking about the right to die?
或辅助死亡
Or having aided death?
他们都多大了
So, how old is everyone?
- 我八岁了 - 你八岁了你叫什么名字
- I'm eight.- You're eight.What's your name?
埃莫森
Emmerson.
我是弗格森我五岁了
Ferguson, I'm five.
弗格森五岁了
Ferguson's five.
- 十岁 - 十岁
- Ten. - Ten.
- 哈德逊 - 他叫哈德逊
- Hudson.- His name is Hudson.
克里斯蒂娜的丈夫泰迪
Christina's husband, Teddy,
原先是警♥察♥ 早早的退休了
a former policeman,retired early
是为了在克里斯蒂娜的病情完全恶化之前
so that the family could make the move to Oregon
全家可以搬到俄勒冈州
before Christina's disease became too disabling.
泰迪对你选择死亡权利怎么看
What does Teddy think about your right to choose,
或者对这种观念有什么看法
and even the idea of it?
孩子们知道发生的一切吗
What do the kids know about what's going on?
他们知道这些吗还是不知道
Do they know everything,or they don't know?
他们只知道有些事情很明显不寻常
They know something is obviously different,
但他们不知道全部
but they don't know the full scale.
是的因为我是说
Yeah.Because, I mean,
我四十五岁
I'm 45 years old.
我都几乎无法想象和处理这些事
I can barely think about it and handle
你能体会吗这就是我们为何选择以这种方式生活
You know what I mean? Which is why we live the way we live.
让自己无暇顾及思考
You know, getting out of the moment of thinking,
只关注眼前的事
and about what's potentially ahead of us.
克里斯蒂娜当然是我最好的朋友
Christina, absolutely,is my best friend.
我的最爱
And my number one.
所以我能理解她
So... I get it.
她不想坐在那被人照顾着
She doesn't want to sit back and be taken care of,
被擦拭身体被喂食
and be wiped,and be fed.
她会说我受够了
She wants to go, "I'm done."
根本不会好转
It's not getting any better,
不管我们做什么都不再会有任何效果