姿态

Pose S01E03

Part 5 June 13, 2020, 7:51 a.m.

足以负担我手术的订金了
more than enough for a deposit for my surgery.
给我报名吧
You can sign me up.
做一个可以选择孩子的母亲
It's a different thing to be a mother
是不一样的
who chooses her children.
我们要面对的是自己的错误
We got to deal with our mistakes
加上带孩子来到世界上的
and also the mistakes of the mothers
那个母亲犯的错
who brought them into this world.
我们没办法从头来过
We don't get the benefits of a clean slate.
我见过我身边的许多母亲
And I've seen a lot of mothers in my world
把这个当借口
use that as some sort of excuse
不好好当妈但我不会
for bad behavior, but not me.
进了我的家就是我的人
Once you're in my house, you're my responsibility.
达蒙还不知道的是
And Damon doesn't understand yet
我们在这世界上只有那么多时间
that we don't got but so much time in this world
而那些外面的人就要开始
and that the people out there are gonna start
偷走他的自我了
stealing pieces of his from him.
偷走他自我的
What's stealing from him
是他对男人的爱好
is his interest in those balls.
我们在这里做的是工作
What we do here is work,
而不是那种从变装
not the instant gratification
为赢奖走秀
that comes from dressing up
得到的短暂满足感
and walking for a trophy.
你说什么
Excuse me?
你这个上城区的讲究小姐戴着非洲珠宝
Miss Uptown Fancy with your African jewels
和纯银首饰
and your sterling silver.
我们可以聊达蒙
We can talk about Damon,
但我们决不会做的是
but what we're not gonna do
坐在这质疑我的生活
is sit here and look down our noses at my world.
你了解走秀时
You have any idea the work
其中的努力和挣扎吗
and struggle that goes into walking a category?
关键是我理解
The point is I do understand,
所以我才会说达蒙没时间兼顾这两件事
which is why I'm saying Damon doesn't have time for both.
除非一个母亲强迫孩子做出
And unless a mother forces a child to make
正确的选择否则他现在会选择去做
the right choice, he's gonna choose the work
让他自我感觉良好的事情
that makes him feel good right now.
所以你是在质疑我的教育方法
So you're questioning my parenting skills now.
灵感和分心之间是有区别的
There's a difference between inspiration and distraction.
达蒙比大多数人更有天赋
Damon has more God-given talent than most,
但如果没有真正的付出是很难成功的
but not enough to succeed without real commitment.
这个学期末我准备劝退一部分人了
At the end of the semester, I'm going to make cuts.
照这样看来达蒙无法达到我的要求
At this point, Damon doesn't make it.
我回来了
I'm home.
这些是一会装饰用的你去坐下
These are for decorating later. Sit down.
今天早上我去见你老师了跟她谈了谈
I went and talked to your teacher this morning.
- 准确的说是她叫我去的 - 我很抱歉
- She called. - I'm sorry.
我本来打算告诉你的但我以为我能
I should've told you, but I thought I could get it
在不得不让你知道之前把一切搞定
all figured out before you even had to know.
那么这是一张地铁卡和一张公交卡
Well, here's a subway pass and a bus pass
这样你就永远都不能以
so you can never use the excuse
拿不出钱来只能走着去上学
that you had no money for tokens
为上学迟到的借口了
and you was late because you had to walk to class.
你不会放过这个机会的
You will not blow this opportunity
只要你还在我家住着
while you are living in my house.
对不起妈妈我知道
I'm sorry, Mother. I know.
我已经告诉瑞奇
I already told Ricky
我不会跟他在一起玩太多了
that I'm not gonna be around as much.
我保证从现在开始我会好好表现
I promise. I'll be good from now on.
而且在你能向我证明你信守诺言之前
Oh, and no balls for a month until you can prove to me
一个月不许去参加舞会
that you can keep your word.
好的但是这不包括冰雪舞会对吧
Yeah, but not the Snow Ball, right?
不许参加就不许参加
No balls means no balls.
什么
What?
我告诉过你圣诞节对我来说有多重要
I told you how much Christmas means to me.
这是我一年中唯一的念想
It's my one time of the year
而你却要剥夺它吗
and you're taking that away from me?
这可是我唯一在乎的事情
The one thing that I care about.
你知道吗不管你怎么说我都要去
Well, you know what, I'm going no matter what you say.
只要我想走着去上学你就别想阻止我
You can't stop me from walking if I want to.
不能但要是你那么做我就把你所有的破家当
No, but I can throw all your shit out the window
都从窗户扔到大街上去
and on the street if you do.
你想挑战我吗
You want to fucking try me?!
我讨厌你这样对我
I hate you for doing this to me!
那好滚去你房♥间恨我吧
Well, go and hate me in your room.
请问有什么需要帮忙的吗
Can I help you?
是的我在为我妻子挑礼物
Yeah. I'm looking for something for my wife.
是我妈妈
My mommy!
请问她是什么肤色呢
What is her skin tone?
对于特定的肤色不同的金属和宝石
Different metals and gemstones look best
搭配起来最好看
with specific skin tones.
从来没听过这种说法
Never heard that before.
她有棕红色的头发
She's, uh, got brownish-reddish hair,
白皙的皮肤棕色的眼睛
pale skin, brown eyes.
那她的肤色是带着清爽感的
She has a cool skin tone.
那你会需要白金或银不带一点黄色
You're gonna want white gold or silver, nothing yellow
搭配一颗明亮的宝石
and a bright stone.
我这有一款特别好看的白金手镯
I have this really lovely white gold bracelet
上面有两颗红宝石
with twin rubies.
你觉得怎么样
What do you think?
你觉得妈妈会喜欢这个吗
Think Mommy'd like that?
帮我包起来吧
Wrap it up for me.
宝贝儿要不你去
Hey, honey, why don't you go
外面的那个小游乐场玩一会怎么样
play in that little playground out there?
我一会就出去好不好
I'll be out there in one minute, okay?
好
Okay.
谢谢
Thanks.
要是那种肤色稍微暗一点的人呢
What about somebody with a darker skin tone,
比如波多黎各人
like, Puerto Rican?
白金会让她看起来略红润
White gold is gonna make her look ruddy.
你会需要黄金搭配土色宝石
You want yellow gold with an earthy stone.
就像这条黄金项链
Like this yellow gold necklace,
带着橙色调的蓝宝石吊坠
with the orange sapphire pendant.
这是你我之间的小秘密咯
Between you and me?
我总是说要多花点钱给情人买♥♥礼物
I always say to spend more on the gift for the goomah.
因为要是你太太不开心的话她可不会
If your wife isn't happy, she isn't gonna be calling
凌晨两点给你家打电♥话♥
your house at 2:00 in the morning.
我不懂你什么意思
I don't know what you're talking about.
好吧我会把这个装在一个另外的盒子里
Sure. I'll wrap it in a separate box.
圣诞节快乐
Merry Christmas.
我喜欢去新泽西买♥♥圣诞礼物
I like to come into Jersey to do my Christmas shopping.
这里的销♥售♥税比城里低百分之二
The sales tax is two percent lower here than in the city.
我当时就在附近就想着顺便过来看看
I was in the neighborhood, I figured I would just stop by
把我的礼物给你们
and give you guys my gifts.
独自喝酒可不太明智哦
It's not wise to drink alone.
这地方太偏远了
This place is so suburban.
我是在夸赞
I mean that as a compliment.
任何一个男人只要他告诉你他不会放弃一切
Any man who tells you he wouldn't give it all up and
来这个地方打造自己想要的家就是在骗你
end up in his own version of this place is lying to you.
我更喜欢家里的装饰闪亮一些
I prefer a little more flash in the decor.
至少四个孩子但是女主人
At least four kids, but the woman...
女主人得像你这样
woman would be just like you.
你们这些花♥花♥公♥子♥都渴望家庭生活
All you playboys long for family life,
但你们一旦得到就会难以忍♥受
but you couldn't stand it once you got it.
我二十五岁的时候或许会这样
When I was 25, maybe.
可现在
But now...
现在我感到寂寞
now, I get lonely.
尤其是每年的这个时候
Especially this time of year.
斯坦什么时候到家
When does Stan get home?
他带我们的女儿出去买♥♥圣诞礼物了
Um, he's out Christmas shopping with our daughter.
我已经习惯这些天不常见到他了
I'm used to not seeing him around much these days.
你最近让他工作太辛苦了
You have him working such crazy hours.