都市女孩（2012）

Girls S06E05

Part 2 Nov. 30, 2020, 3:06 p.m.

It's not about Papa.
不是老爸的事
And, um, before I share this,
在我开始之前
I just wanna say that, well, I have thought about it a lot
我想说这件事我已经想了很久了
and it is something that I really want, I think.
我觉得这是一件我非常渴望的东西
I'm also totally ready for your critiques, warnings,
我已经准备好收到你的批评警告
admonishments, admonitions.
训诫以及责备
And I don't want you to feel that you can't speak freely,
我不想让你觉得你无法畅所欲言
but at the same time,
但与此同时
I do want you to know that you're speaking to someone
我想让你知道跟你对话的这个人
who's made a very personal decision
已经做了一个非常私人的决定
being that I'm pregnant.
我怀孕了
Pregnant.
怀孕了
Seriously?
真的吗
Do you think it's so insane
如果我想留下孩子
if I keep it?
你会不会觉得我疯了
I don't... This is not what I was expecting. I know.
我不... 我没有想到这个我知道
And I just wanna say the father is not in the picture.
还有就是这孩子的父亲不在我的考虑范围内
He's not even somebody that I know.
我都不算真的认识他
He's, like, a random water ski instructor.
他就是随便的某个冲浪教练
I'm literally never gonna see him again.
我肯定不会再见到他了
And it's just-- I've been thinking so much.
我想了非常多
I've been doing all the big thinking
想了很多大事
about the ways that my life is gonna change
比如我的人生将彻底改变
and the little thinking,
也想了许多小事
like about how I'm gonna have to start drinking water.
比如我要怎么开始多喝水
And any way that I think about it,
但我只要想到这件事
I just get this feeling...
就有种感觉...
That this is your baby.
这是你的宝宝
This is my baby.
这是我的宝宝
It's so weird to see him as a little kid.
看到他小时候还挺奇怪的
You know? I feel like he's been middle-aged forever.
知道吗总感觉他永远都是中年
Yeah, we were all little kids once. It's wild.
我们都曾是小孩子这很疯狂
Look at this.
看看这个
Captain of the high school tennis team.
高中网球队队长
He won a game off John McEnroe once.
他有一次打赢过约翰·麦肯罗
Did he really, though? Allegedly.
真的赢过吗据说是的
Is there somewhere you need to be?
你要去什么地方吗
Nope. Here with you.
没有就在这陪你
Okay, good. I gotta show you this VHS collection, then.
好我一定要给你看看这套录影带
It's amazing. He's got every Sam Peckinpah movie ever,
特别棒他有山姆·佩金法的全套电影
the Dominique Dawes tribute video from the '96 Olympics,
1996年奥♥运♥会上多米尼克·道斯的致辞视频
this amazing Steven Wright live concert performance,
还有史蒂夫·赖特演唱会的现场录像
and a ton of Skinemax--
还有大量的高清黄♥片♥
"Emmanuelle," "Red Shoe Diaries,"
《艾曼妞》《红鞋日记》
"Young Ladies of Chatterly."
《查泰莱夫人的情人》
Oh, you know what I just realized? What?
我刚想到一件事情什么
I have Physique 57 in an hour in Manhattan.
一小时后我要去曼哈顿上形体57
I thought you did that 57 thing yesterday.
我以为你昨天上过形体57了
No, that was Quiet Pilates,
没有那是静默普拉提
but they're really, really different,
它们之间完全不一样
so I like to keep a good balance of them.
所以我要保持两个锻炼之间的平衡
But, um, you know what? I'll skip it.
但是...算了我不去了
I'll be a little misaligned this week,
可能这周会有点不太适应
but I think it'll be okay.
但我会没事的
And if you need me here, here I am.
如果你需要我在这的话我就在这
Right, I don't need you here, I want you here.
我不是需要你在这我想让你在这
But if you need to go, that's fine, you know.
但如果你一定要走也没事
No, no, no, no, no. Don't put words in my mouth.
不不不不要曲解我的意思
I want to be here for-- with-- for you and with you,
我想留在这里跟你在一起
just maybe not in this exact house.
只是不要在这个房♥间里
Right.
好吧
Yeah, Marn, if you-- you know,
玛妮如果...
if you really feel you need exercise,
如果你真的需要锻炼的话
you know, maybe, I think you should go.
或许你应该过去
Yeah? Yeah.
是吗是的
All right, yeah. That makes sense.
好吧这也是啊
And then we'll just--
那我们就
we'll just, like, meet up later.
我们就待会再见
How's that? Yeah. Yeah, good.
怎么样好的
Or alternatively,
或者
you could go, we could not meet up later,
你先去我们待会不要见面
and instead, we could just break up.
而是直接分手吧
Wait, what?
等等什么
I think we should break up, Marn.
我觉得我们应该分手玛妮
Ray, I think this might be the grief talking
雷可能你现在只是太难过了
and potentially also the asbestos.
也可能是因为这里石棉太多了
You can't stand here for 20 fucking minutes
你甚至都不能在这里呆上二十分钟
and look at some beautiful fucking photos
看看这些我逝去的美丽朋友
of my very beautiful dead fucking friend?
留下来的美好的照片
20 minutes?
就二十分钟
Okay, just to be fair,
公平起见
it's been more like 40 minutes.
都大概四十分钟了吧
We never even talk anymore.
我们从来都不交流
We never hang out. We never do anything.
也不出去约会什么都不做
We see each other all the time, Ray.
我们每时每刻都在一起雷
Yeah, after you've exercised
是在你锻炼之后
or when your online therapist's husband is awake
或者在你网上的心理医生的老公醒来之后
so she can give you a session.
这样她才有时间帮你咨♥询♥
I mean, don't you-- isn't--
你是不是...
I want more, you know?
我想要更多
I need more, 'cause we're not gonna be here for very long.
我需要更多因为我们不会在世上待太久
You know? Very soon we're gonna be on the other side of the dirt.
很快我们就会尘归尘土归土
You know, we're all going to the same place,
我们都会去同一个地方
each and every one of us.
所有人
And that place Dead.
那个地方死掉
We're all gonna be dead. Yes, I know that.
我们都会死掉是的我知道
Are you really this cliché, Ray?
你真的要这么矫情吗雷
Someone you sort of like dies
某个你有些好感的人去世了
and suddenly you are rejiggering your entire outlook on life?
突然之间你的整个世界观都发生了改变
Why should I be smarter than this?
我觉得这样就很好
I'm not a bad person, by the way.
还有我不是个糟糕的人
I don't want you to look at me.
我不想让你看着我
Well, I'm looking at you.
我就是在看着你
You shouldn't have to deal with this.
你不应该面对这种事的
I'm so fucking crazy.
我简直是疯了
Did you take your medicine?
你吃过药了吗
Did you take your medicine? I thought I didn't have to.
你吃过药了吗我以为我不用吃药
I thought I was better. Oh, come on, Mira.
我以为我好多了别这样米拉
You know you can't do that.
你知道你不能这样
It doesn't just fuck you over, it fucks me over, too.
这不仅会害了你也会害了我的
Now my head feels so noisy.
我现在脑子里乱糟糟的
Well, of course it does. I just want it to stop!
当然了我想让它停下来
No, no, no, no, no, no, no.
不不不不不
Don't-- don't do that.
不不要这么做
Okay?
好吗
I'm gonna ruin your life.
我会毁了你的
No. I am.
不会的我会的
You won't even know it.
甚至你根本察觉不到
One day, you'll just--
直到有一天
you'll realize that you're stuck with a crazy person.
你会发觉自己被一个疯女人缠上了
And not just, like, fun crazy.
而且还不是有趣的疯
Just crazy, crazy.
是真的疯
Well, I don't care if you ruin my life.
我不在乎你会毁了我的生活
At least you'll have been in my life.
至少你曾在我生活里出现过
And cut.
好卡
That was great, Genevieve.
演得真好吉纳维芙
That was great. Do you need a tissue?
真好你要纸巾吗
No, I'm fine. I'm fine.
不用我没事
Okay. All right, everything's in focus?
好画面拍得清楚吗
Yeah, it was good. Okay.
清楚挺好的好