春之觉醒：那些你知道的（2022）

pulling a microphone out and becoming in that moment,
所有少年 任何时候
any kid, any time
面对全球统一的少年烦恼
dealing with this universal teenage angst.
♪ God, I dreamed
There was an angel ♪
♪ Who could hear me
Through the wall ♪
♪ As I cried out like in Latin ♪
♪ This is so not life at all ♪
♪ Help me out
Out of this nightmare ♪
♪ Then I heard her silver call ♪
♪ She said
"Just give it time, kid ♪
♪ I come to one and all" ♪
♪ She said, "Give me
That hand please... ♪
JGJ在开头唱的那一首“The Bitch of living”
The sound of John Gallagher singing the beginning
就是“春之觉醒”
of "Bitch of Living" is Spring Awakening.
就是……
It's like...
♪ Oh, we'll work
That silver magic ♪
♪ Then we'll aim it
At the wall ♪
♪ She said, "Love may
Make you blind, kid" ♪
♪ But I wouldn't mind at all ♪
♪ It's the bitch of living ♪
♪ Bitch, just the bitch ♪
♪ Nothing but your hand ♪
♪ Just the bitch, yeah ♪
♪ Just the bitch of living
As someone you can't stand ♪
♪ See, each night
It's, like, fantastic ♪
♪ Tossing, turning without rest
'Cause my day's at the piano ♪
♪ With my teacher
And her breasts ♪
♪ And the music's
Like the one thing ♪
♪ I can even get at all ♪
♪ And those breasts
I mean, God, please ♪
♪ Just let those apples fall ♪
♪ It's the bitch of living ♪
♪ Bitch ♪
♪ Ah, ah, ah ♪
♪ With nothing going on
Nothing going on ♪
♪ Just the bitch of living ♪
♪ Asking, "What went wrong?" ♪
♪ Do they think we want this? ♪
♪ Oh, who knows... ♪
接着我们开始工作
So, we started working. We had a handful of songs
一堆曲子 一堆场景
and a handful of scenes,
还有一堆可爱的小演员们
and a handful
第一次参加《春醒》的训练课时
I did the first workshop of Spring Awakening
我才十四岁
when I was 14 years old.
当时我就想“这啥？”
Even at 14, I was like,"What is this?
“我要试一下”
I have to do this."
有好多年我们在排戏的时候
For the years we worked on it...
我们总是遭到各种拒绝
...we were rejected everywhere,
所有人都觉得我们疯了
and everyone thought we were out of our minds.
因为我们和剧本一起寄出去的是
We're sending a script with this classical diction
这部名字都没人会念的德国经典小说
and German names that no one could pronounce
和一张摇滚光碟
and a rock CD.
我邀请了Tom Hulce（制片人）
And then I invited Tom Hulce,
和我一起拍处子作的搭子
with whom I was doing my first film,
来到剧组看看
to come and see a workshop.
当他提到19世纪90年代的德国
As soon as he said 1♥8♥9♥0s in Germany,
有吉他和手持麦克风
and then the guitar plays and the microphones come out,
天哪 这简直就是天才舞台创想
I thought, well, that's a genius theatrical idea.
我勒个去
I thought, "Oh, my God,
又癫又绝
this is kind of crazy and amazing."
六个月后
And six months later,
我们在林肯表演艺术中心
we got a concert at Lincoln Center
的“THE AMERICAN SONGBOOK SERIES”中
in the American Songbook series.
邀请了所有我们认识的艺术导演
This was it. We invited every artistic director,
我们认识的所有经理
every commercial producer we knew,
我们聚在一起
and we got them all there.
我们在上面耗了三年
We had spent three years working on it at that point,
只能说是一潭死水
and it was sort of dead in the water.
大家都在为拯救这个项目
It really was a last-ditch effort
尽自己最大的努力
to sort of save the project from nonexistence.
♪ See them showering
At gym class ♪
♪ Bobby Mahler, he's the best ♪
♪ Looks so nasty
In those khakis ♪
♪ God, my whole life's
Like some test ♪
♪ Then there's
Marianna Wheelan ♪ ♪
♪ As if she'd return my call ♪
♪ It's like, just kiss
Some ass, man ♪
♪ Then you can screw 'em all ♪
-♪ It's the bitch of living ♪
♪ It's the bitch of living ♪
♪ And living in your head ♪
♪ In your head ♪
♪ It's the bitch ♪
♪ Of living ♪
♪ And sensing God is dead ♪
♪ It's the bitch of living ♪
♪ You watch me, just watch me ♪
♪ And trying to get ahead ♪
MELCHIOR:
♪ I'm calling and one day ♪
♪ It's the bitch of living ♪
♪ And just getting out of bed ♪
♪ All will know ♪
♪ It's the bitch of living
Living, living ♪
♪ And getting what you get ♪
♪ All will know ♪
♪ Just the bitch of living ♪
♪ And knowing this is it ♪
♪ God, is this it? ♪
♪ This can't be it ♪
♪ Oh, God, what a bitch ♪
在林肯中心那晚上很糟糕
The Lincoln Center concert was a complete dog of a night.
我和Michael经历了这一切
It occurred to Michael and I, who were,
我们就杵在房♥间后面
you know, standing towards the back, that something
这就不是我们该来的地方
was very wrong in the room and, like, it was clear
没有达成任何共识
that there wasn't a connection happening,
我们发觉
and we realized
有人在唱歌♥ 而没人知道是谁
that nobody could find who was singing
然后他们就找唱歌♥的人
because by the time they found the person,
但是找错了
somebody else was singing.
这一点都不好玩
There was not a laugh.
大家都一头雾水
No one really knew what the hell was going on.
毫无疑问 这是一场
It became clear that we were possibly
灾难性的经历
at a disastrous experience...
这场经历使我们相遇
...that we had put together.
25分钟之后 一个15岁的女孩唱道
And then about 25 minutes later, a 15-year-old girl sang
"The Dark I Know Well."
忽然一下所有人都将注意力转移
Suddenly all the focus just went... (EXHALES)
Martha 该睡觉了
Martha, time for bed now.
♪ There is a part I can't tell ♪
♪ About the dark I know well ♪
Martha亲爱的穿上新睡衣吧
Martha, darling, put on that new nightgown,
就是那件父亲给你买♥♥的花边睡衣
the pretty ruffled one your father bought you.
她有着不能说的秘密
She has this secret that she can never share.
♪ Time for bed now, child ♪
♪ Mom just smiles
That smile... ♪
这是关于隐藏自己
It's about having a wall up
而讨得生存的
to be able to survive.
♪ Just like she never saw me ♪
♪ So I leave
Wanting just to hide ♪
♪ Knowing deep inside ♪
♪ You are coming to me ♪
她的父亲虐待她
Her father is molesting her,
而她的母亲默不作声
and her mother is accepting that.
♪ You say all you want
Is just a kiss goodnight ♪
♪ Then you hold me ♪
♪ And you whisper
"Child, the Lord won't mind" ♪
♪ It's just you and me ♪
♪ Child, you're a beauty ♪
♪ God, it's good, the lovin' ♪
♪ Ain't it good tonight? ♪
♪ You ain't seen nothing yet
Gonna treat you right ♪
♪ It's just you and me ♪
♪ Child, you're a beauty ♪
Marths唱完后 Ilse接着唱
Martha sings, then Ilse sings.
可怕的是在现实当中
And it was a terrifying realization
有数不清的女孩和女人们在经历这一切
that there are countless women and girls going through this.
♪ I don't scream
Though I know it's wrong ♪
♪ I just play along ♪
♪ I lie there and breathe ♪
♪ Lie there and breathe ♪
♪ I want to be strong
I want the world to find out ♪
♪ That you're dreaming on me ♪
♪ Me and my beauty ♪
♪ Me and my beauty ♪
♪ Me and my beauty ♪
♪ You say all you want
Is just a kiss goodnight ♪
♪ Then you hold me
And you whisper ♪
♪ Child, the Lord won't mind ♪
♪ It's just you and me... ♪
真的有很多煞♥笔♥在现实生活当中
That is so many fuckin' people's reality.
我小时候就碰上一个
I had that happen to me when I was a child
是被一个亲戚
by a family member.
我真的还非常非常小