春之觉醒：那些你知道的（2022）

and... and to speak his mind and to be...
变得坚强
strong.
我还在想办法成为……
I still struggle with this, obviously, with this...
以及
and...
饰演Mechior的这两年
playing him for two years,
我塑造了自信又坚强的一面
cultivated this confident, strong, side of myself
实际上我从角色身上学到的
that I didn't have in my real life
是我在现实生活中是没有的
that I was learning how to have by playing Melchior.
然后去接受我的身份
And to come to terms with who I was.
离开剧组的一个月后
And a month after I left the show,
我出柜了 开始了新生活
I came out of the closet, and I started my life.
♪ They call me
Through all things ♪
♪ Night's falling
But somehow on I go ♪
♪ You watch me, just watch me ♪
♪ I'm calling ♪
♪ From longing ♪
♪ Now they'll walk on my arm
Through the distant night ♪
♪ And I won't let them stray
From my heart ♪
♪ Through the wind
Through the dark ♪
♪ Through the winter light ♪
♪ I will read all their dreams
To the stars ♪
♪ I'll walk now with them ♪
♪ Not gone ♪
♪ Not gone ♪
♪ I'll call on their names ♪
♪ Not gone ♪
Jonathan对我说“我的室友不单是我的室友”
Jonathan said to me, "My roommate's not my roommate,
“他是我的男友”我说“我知道”
he's my boyfriend." And I said, "I know."
他说“啊 好的” 他并没有提到“GAY”这个词
And he's like, "Okay, okay."He didn't say the word "gay."
我想“天呐 他终于说了”
And I was like, "Oh, my God, this is happening."
这不是突然一下的决心
It wasn't a quick transition.
第一次要花很长时间
It took a long time
确定我自己的取向
to own my identity for the first time.
这真的是太……
And then it felt like...
“感谢上帝 我是 我很开心我是”
"Oh, thank God I'm this way.I'm so happy to be this way.
“我就是基 没有其他了”
I wouldn't want to be any other way."
通过这部音乐剧和
Through the show and through the opportunity
出演这个角色
of getting to play this character,
我从中获得了力量
I had grown this strength
除了在我自己的生活里之外无处释放
that I didn't have anywhere else to put but in my own life,
这改变了我的一生
and it changed my life
♪ You watch me ♪
♪ Just watch me ♪
♪ I'm calling ♪
♪ I'm calling ♪
♪ And one day all will know ♪
我打包票说 要没有你们
I can say confidently, I would not have survived,
我活不下任何一分一秒
not one minute, let alone a day or three years,
活不过一年两年
of the experience if it wasn't for all of you.
因为你们所有人
All of you collectively.
我们只有彼此了 我们只投入在一个集体里
All we had was each other. That was all we focused on.
不关心其他事情
And we didn't care about anything else.
因为没有什么比你们更重要的事了
And it-- Because nothing else mattered.
♪ A summer's day ♪
♪ A mother sings a song ♪
♪ Of purple summer ♪
♪ Of a world beyond her dreams ♪
♪ And heaven waits
So close it seems ♪
♪ To show her child
The wonders of a world ♪
♪ Beyond her dreams ♪
♪ The Earth will wave
With corn ♪
♪ The day's so wide, so warm ♪
♪ And mares will neigh ♪
♪ With stallions
That they mate ♪
♪ Foals they've born ♪
♪ And all shall know
The wonder ♪
♪ Of Purple Summer ♪
我到现在还是很好奇
I'm still asked to this day... a lot...
紫色夏天(歌♥词)是什么？
...what is a purple summer?
我们经常开玩笑
We all joke about, like,
“PURPLE SUMMER”到底是什么意思
what the fuck does "purple summer" mean?
我不懂 多半关于性吧
I don't know. It's about sex, probably, you know.
我也想知道
I wish I knew.
是Steven最喜欢的颜色吧 不懂
It might be Steven's favorite color. I don't know.
是因为它有两个音节吧
I think they needed a two-syllable word.
我不清楚
I have no idea.
紫色代表复活？重生？
Purple is a sign of resurrection? Of rebirth?
Steven的歌♥词都蛮紫的
So many of Steven's lyrics are very purple.
紫色对于我来说象征着淤青
The purple to me is like the color of a bruise.
你看 他们带着爱情的瘀伤
You see, they're carrying the bruise of love
走进炎炎夏日
into the summer ahead.
是落日将尽
And it's the sunset flowering
取而代之新的一天 新的一夜
into a new, you know, day, a new night, a new dawn.
♪ And so I wait ♪
♪ The swallow brings ♪
♪ A song of what's to follow ♪
♪ The glory of the spring ♪
♪ The fences sway ♪
♪ The porches swing ♪
♪ The clouds begin to thunder ♪
♪ Crickets wander, murmuring ♪
♪ The Earth will wave
With corn ♪
♪ The day's so wide ♪
♪ So warm ♪
♪ And mares will neigh ♪
♪ With stallions
That they mate ♪
♪ Foals they've born ♪
♪ And all shall know ♪
♪ The wonder ♪
♪ I will sing ♪
♪ The song of purple summer ♪
♪ All shall know the wonder ♪
♪ I will sing ♪
♪ The song of purple summer ♪
♪ And all shall know ♪
♪ The wonders
Of purple summer ♪
这部剧改变了我生活中的方方面面
The show changed every aspect of my life.
我认识到了 梦想是可以实现的
I learned that dreams can come true.
导演找上我和Jonathan 他说
Michael came up to Jonathan and I, and he was like,
“演好这个剧本很难 而你们做到了”
"This is such hard material and you guys are brilliant
“你们真的很优秀”-at executing it."
史上最佳 -It was the best ever.
我们回答“我们等了15年”
And we were like, "We've been waiting 15 years
“就等你说这句话”
for you to say that to us."
谢谢你 这不过就是另一个约我出去的借口罢了
Thank you. It was just an excuse to make out again.
这次复排不单单是“春之觉醒”了
This reunion was not about Spring Awakening.
这也是一个呈现方式 看看这群小孩
This was an opportunity to be with those kids
变成了什么样子
and see who they've become.
感谢你所做的一切
Thank you for everything.
我们当时还那么年轻
We were so young.
没有人知道我们会遇到什么
None of us really knew what was in store for us
无论是生活上还是工作上
on a kind of personal level or a professional level.
再重聚时就像
And we kind of came back and it was like,
“喔 我们都出去探险了”
"Wow, we've all been on these wild journeys,
“现在我们到家了” -but we're home."
大家准备好了吗？-Is everybody ready to go?
我们一直有一种关系
We had this bond that we always had.
它被凝聚 被了解并被重新发现
It was crystallized and clarified and rediscovered.
而我们再以成年人的身份相遇
And we got to meet each other as adults,
意义是非常深远的
and it was so profound.
我们在这部音乐剧里学的不是
The things we confront in this show are not things
学校教的东西 它很重要
you can learn in school. And they're important.
它能救命 教人生活
They're things that help people survive, and live,
让人们知道他们是有意义的
and know that they have worth.
这些故事会永垂不朽
These stories will live on forever.