呼吸。
Breathe.
他说有效为了应对创伤后应激障碍(PTSD),
He said it was effectivefor dealing with PTSD,
但这只是一部分的治疗。
but that was only partof the treatment.
早上服用一颗。
Take one in the morning.
还有睡前一张。
And one before bed.
剩下的就是他开♥发♥的药物。
The rest was thatmedication he developed.
他说它可以擦拭一切都干净了。
He said it could wipethe slate clean.
但你刚刚告诉我关于伊♥拉♥克♥。
But you just told meabout Iraq.
这是否意味着治疗无效?
Does that meanthe treatment didn't work?
哦,有一段时间确实如此。
Oh, it did for a time.
细节褪色。不再有惊恐发作。
Details faded.No more panic attacks.
但是那些药丸,伙计,我是说...
But those pills, man,I mean...
...他们有一些他妈的平均副作用。
...they had some fuckingmean side effects.
我没认出不再是我自己了。
I didn't recognizemyself anymore.
我会昏过去。
I'd black out.
不知道我在哪里,我是如何到达那里的。
No idea where I was,how I got there.
于是你停了下来吃药吗?
So you stoppedtaking the medication?
嗯嗯。
Mm-hm.
是的,反对教授的愿望。
Yeah, againstthe professor's wishes.
你的车在哪里?
Where's your car?
我是坐出租车来到这里的。
I came here by taxi.
你想搭车吗?
You want a ride?
ASPCA 在城市购买♥♥我给狗做的边角料。
ASPCA in the city buysmy offcuts for dogs.
你确定?是的,伙计。座位是免费的。
You sure?Yeah, man. Seat's free.
你知道什么吗关于劳拉·贝恩斯?
Do you know anythingabout Laura Baines?
天啊。我不认为任何人真正了解劳拉·贝恩斯。
Oh, man. I don't think anybodyever really knew Laura Baines.
她和维德是一回事,是的?
Her and Wieder were a thing,yeah?
我什么都不知道关于那个。
I don't know nothin'about that.
据他所说,她只是实验室助理,仅此而已。
From what he said, she's justa lab assistant, nothing more.
我的意思是,也许她想成为。
I mean, maybeshe'd like to be.
但如果他们是,我从来没有见过它。
But if they were,I never saw it.
不是这样的我没有看到其他人。
Not thatI didn't see others.
我会过来房♥子时不时
I'd come over the houseevery now and then,
解决这个问题和那个问题。
to fix this and that.
有很多女性。
There were a lot of women.
他也对它们进行了记录。
He kept a record of them too.
什么样的记录?
What kind of record?
他有其中之一老式摄像机。
He had one of thoseold-school camcorders.
我猜他喜欢重温他过去的功绩。
I guess he liked torevisit his past exploits.
劳拉·贝恩斯是吗曾经骂过他吗?
Did Laura Bainesever call him out on it?
无人。只有时间我听到他们互相交谈
No, man. Only timeI heard them exchange words
正在讨论一些研究论文他们正在写作。
was over some research paperthey were writing.
但他被杀的那天晚上,她和芬恩,
But the night he was killed,her and Finn,
他们来到房♥子
they came over to the house
有某种争论。
and there was some kindof argument.
我们需要有理性的对话
We need to havea rational conversation
没有所有这些指控。
withoutall this accusation.
- 你♥他♥妈♥的在撒谎!- 他没有说谎!
- You're fucking lying!- He's not lying!
哦!你现在想捍卫他吗?我不需要防守。
Oh! You wanna defend him now?I don't need defending.
他们到底在争什么?
What were they fighting about?
他妈的如果我知道的话芬恩真的很生气。
Fuck if I know,Finn got real pissed off.
知道什么?你们两个都他妈的。
Know what?Fuck the both of you.
你们值得彼此。你♥他♥妈♥是在开玩笑吗?
You deserve each other.Are you fucking kidding me?
他离开了我走到前面,
He leftand I went to go out front,
和他说话,也许看看是什么。
talk to him,maybe see what's what.
但他就这样……走了。
But he was just... gone.
或者说他从未离开过。
Or he never left.
在芬恩的声明中,他说他一个人在家
In Finn's statement,he says he was home alone
在谋杀发生时。
at the time of the murder.
嗯,我的意思是,我只能告诉你我看到了什么。
Well, I mean, I can onlytell you what I saw.
劳拉呢?你看到她离开了吗?
What about Laura?You see her leave?
是的,后来坐出租车。
Yeah, later in a taxi.
那你去哪儿了?
So where'd you go?
我平常的。老沃伦。
My usual. Old Warren.
那里的调酒师,黛安,
The bartender there, Diane,
甚至她也是其中之一教授的女儿们。
even she was one ofthe professor's girls.
他是一个好人。
He was a good man.
他迷失了方向,就这样。
He lost his way,that's all.
这有可能发生对我们任何一个人来说。
It can happento any one of us.
但正如圣经所说。
But it's like the Bible says.
“不要判断免得你也受到审判。”
"Do not judgelest you too be judged."
谢谢你搭电梯。
Thanks for the lift.
是的。这就是我。
Yeah. It's me.
他到家了。
He's home.
黛安·林奇。
Diane Lynch.
非常非常有趣的读物。
A very, very interesting read.
你不邀请我进去吗?
Aren't you gonna invite me in?
我可以给你倒杯水吗?
Can I get you a water?
也许来点威士忌。
Maybe some whiskey.
我,呃……我没有在房♥子里。
I, uh... I don't have anyin the house.
医生们。
Doctors.
我什至不记得了上次我喝酒的时候。
I can't even rememberthe last time I had a drink.
为数不多的好处之一我想你的情况。
One of the few benefits ofyour condition, I suppose.
你不记得了糟糕的时光。
You can't rememberthe bad times.
记不清曾经的美好时光任何一个。
Can't remember the good times,either.
这太糟糕了。
That's too bad.
一定很难——
Must be hard--
没有朋友、家人的记忆,过去的经历。
no memory of friends, family,past experience.
没有背景来说明你是谁。你在世界上的位置。
No context for who you are.Your place in the world.
我无法想象那是什么样的,
I can't imaginewhat that's like,
感到如此失落。
to feel so lost.
如此孤单。
So alone.
那你觉得怎么样芬恩的书?
So what did you thinkof Finn's book?
它是...
It was...
一堆废话。
a bunch of bullshit.
所以,你们两个,呃……从来没有恋人吗?
So, you two were,uh... never lovers?
不,那只是他的小幻想。
No. That was justhis little fantasy.
人们编造事情每时每刻。
People make things upall the time.
撒谎是为了保护自己。
Lie to protect themselves.
制♥造♥历史出现的次数比实际情况多
Manufacture histories toappear more than they are
因为现实太痛苦了。
'cause the realityis too painful.
我和韦恩·德弗罗谈过。唔。
I spoke with Wayne Devereaux.Hmm.
他似乎在确认里面有很多东西。
He seemed to confirma lot of what's in there.
哇。又一个可靠的证人。不过,这是有道理的。
Wow. Another reliable witness.Makes sense, though.
很多兽医遭受创伤的人
Lots of vetswho suffer from trauma
转向逃避现实的发明——视频游戏,
turn to escapist invention--video games,
色情。
pornography.
那么,他是否发明了研究性学习
So, did he inventthe research study
维德尔也在工作吗?
Wieder was working on too?
不。韦恩是参与者在那里面。
No. Wayne was a participantin that.
但如果我没记错的话
But if I remember correctly,
他没有正面回应到协议。
he didn't respond favorablyto the protocol.
他怨恨它对他做了什么。
He resentedwhat it did to him.
他很容易发作愤怒、攻击性。
He was prone to boutsof anger, aggression.
你似乎知道关于他的很多事情。
You seem to knowa whole lot about him.
嗯,我抄录了维德尔的病人笔记。他们全部。
Well, I transcribed Wieder'spatient notes. All of them.
有时你会学到东西你宁愿不这样做。
Sometimes you learn thingsyou'd prefer you didn't.
他说过维德尔原本打算
He said thatWieder was intending
关于出版他的发现,所以...
on publishinghis findings, so...
这就是你所做的。你工作多年
That's what you do.You work for years
进而你发表你的发现。
and thenyou publish your findings.
但他死了在它完成之前。
But he diedbefore it was complete.
你觉得他在付出吗你的功劳是你应得的吗?
Do you feel he was givingyou the credit you deserved?
他在我们之前就死了也解决这个问题。
He died before we couldwork that out as well.
一种可以帮助人们的药物忘记过去的创伤。
A drug that can help peopleforget past trauma.
在我看来有人可以做
Seems to me someone could make
一大笔钱出于那个。
a whole lot of moneyout of that.
现在你认为某人为了钱杀了他。
Now you think someonekilled him for money.
你可能没有记忆,弗里曼先生,
You may not have memory,Mr. Freeman,
但你确实有颇具想象力。
but you do havequite the imagination.
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