我的妈妈，简（2025）

about my measurements
因为以前人们就老问我这些
because people have asked me about that before
我不喜欢被问这种问题
and I don't like to be asked that.
我觉得我的身材被宣传得
I feel that my figure has been publicized
远远多于我的才智，
much more than my intellect,
我希望改变这一点
and I would like to change that.
Jayne，你是另一个美丽又愚蠢的金发女郎
Jayne, you are another beautiful but dumb blonde.
你热衷炒作
You are a publicity seeker.
对这样的形象你怎么看？
How do you feel about such images?
嗯，它们并不准确
Well, they're not accurate.
在最初
In the very beginning,
我在宣传方面相当配合
I was quite cooperative publicity-wise,
但近来由于我事业发展的势头
but lately I haven't been able to because of the momentum
我没法再那样做了
in which my career is moving at this time.
Jayne，我们刚才只是随便聊聊
Jayne, we just talked informally
没有任何排练。但我有些担心
without any rehearsal. But I'm concerned.
你知道，不是认真的那种担心
You know, not seriously concerned.
但这个“全新的Jayne Mansfield”是怎么回事？
But what is this new Jayne Mansfield thing?
嗯，我是说，为什么？
Well, I mean, why?
嗯……
你是认真的吗？
- Well... - Are you serious?
是的，我非常认真
Yes, I am quite serious.
我非常幸运
I have been very fortunate
多年来以性感女郎的形象出现
in being exposed as a glamor girl for quite a few years.
是的，我同意
Yes, I'd say that.
而且……
And...
天哪，对不起
Dear me. I'm sorry.
我的新形象泡汤了
There goes my new image.
不，可你怎么能改变呢？
No, but how can you change?
这就像想把降落伞藏起来一样
It's like trying to hide a parachute.
你懂的，我是说……
You know, I mean...
嗯，你做得还不错
Well, you did alright.
总有个界限是不能越过的……
There's a point at which you don't go beyond...
嗯，我想情况就是这样
Well, I think that's the situation.
我觉得那一阶段已经过去了
I think that it has been done
现在我准备做回自己
and I'm ready to be myself now.
这些年我一直在扮演另一个人
I've been someone else for a few years
现在我准备做回自己
and I'm ready to be myself.
你真的要表演拉小提琴？
You're serious about this violin?
我给你拉几小节，好吗？
I'll play a couple of bars for you, okay?
你拉得好吗？
Are you a good player?
我会拉
I play.
我觉得它得松一松
I think it has to be loosened.
我的弓太紧了
My bow is too tight.
我会说确实如此
这有啥好笑的？
- I would say that it is. - What was funny about that?
好吧，别碰运气
Well, don't press your luck.
谁在乎？吻我
Who cares? Kiss me.
我们马上回来，但首先要播出一条
We'll be back soon, but first we have a message
来自Mogen David葡萄酒广♥告♥
from Mogen David wine.
也许比起她的表演
Maybe even more than her acting,
她的音乐对我来说更像是一个象征
her music is this symbol to me
象征着那个我一直渴望了解的 Jayne
of the Jayne that I've been aching to know.
所以几年前，我追寻到了一把小提琴
So a few years ago, I tracked down a violin
我以为那是她的
that I thought was hers.
结果发现它大概并不是
And it turned out that it probably wasn't.
但我也联♥系♥了那位
But I also reached out to the person
在她去世十年后买♥♥下我妈妈房♥子的人
who bought my mom's house ten years after she died,
创作型歌♥手Engelbert Humperdinck
the singer-songwriter Engelbert Humperdinck.
他在2002年把房♥子卖♥♥了
He sold the house in 2002,
之后房♥子被拆除了
and after that it was demolished.
但他留了一些东西，包括我妈妈的钢琴
But he kept some things, including my mom's piano,
这些年我一直希望他愿意把它卖♥♥给我
and I've been hoping for years that he'd be willing to part with it.
嗨，John，我是Mariska
Hi, John. It's Mariska.
你还和Louise是朋友吗？
Are you still friends with Louise?
她之前告诉我
She had shared with me
Engelbert想卖♥♥掉那架钢琴
that Engelbert wanted to sell the piano,
之后我一个月都没她的消息了
and then I just haven't heard from her in a month.
哦，John，那太棒
Oh, John, that'd be so amazing.
太感谢你了
Thank you so much.
我是说，我一直想知道的问题是
I mean, I think the thing that I keep coming back to is,
你觉得她本可以用另一种方式走这条路吗？
do you think that she could +have done it a different way?
她起步时才21岁，还是个孩子
She was a 21-year-old kid when she started,
她被周围的每个人影响
and she was being molded by everybody around her.
而且不幸的是，她身边没什么好人
And, unfortunately, she had the wrong people around her.
除了Mickey
Except for Mickey.
所以我想问你一个问题
So I have a question for you.
嗯哼
Mm-hmm.
当我翻看那些在仓库找到的照片时……
When I was going through photos that I found in the storage unit...
我发现了这个
I found this.
嗯
Uh-huh.
我找到了这些照片
I found all these pictures.
是Mickey
It's Mickey.
我记得我进去时看见她在剪碎照片
I remember going in there and seeing her cutting up pictures.
她说过为什么吗？
Did she say why?
我不记得了
I don't remember.
如果她心情不好，我就离她远点
If she was in a bad mood, I kept my distance.
我太想知道发生了什么
I'm so curious about what happened.
我在想他们是从什么时候开始出现问题的
I'm wondering when things got difficult for them.
你知道当时发生了什么吗？
Do you know what was going on?
我知道他们在为
I know they were having disagreements
如何抚养孩子这件事产生分歧
about how they were raising the children.
另外，她的事业也不顺利
But also, her career wasn't going well.
于是她又回去接那种“愚蠢的金发女郎”的角色
So she went back to these parts for dumb blondes.
我觉得这对她并不容易
I don't think it was easy for her.
但我觉得这对Mickey也不容易
But I don't think it was easy for Mickey either.
她完全陷入了 负面情绪
She was completely absorbed in negativity.
因为她没在做自己想做的那种工作
Because she wasn't doing the kind of work
她梦寐以求的工作
that she dreamed of doing.
而且我觉得她得了
And I believe she became a victim of...
抑郁症
depression.
当你抑郁时，你从来不是你自己
You're never yourself when you're depressed.
但Mickey说事情开始变得
But Mickey said that it just started to get
非常困难
to be really difficult
因为Jayne……
because Jayne...
Jayne……Jayne真的很喜欢在外面抛头露面
Jayne... Jayne really liked to be out there.
她就喜欢在人前露面
She liked to be out there.
她有了外遇
And she met other people.
你知道的，她又认识了别的男人，婚姻就破裂了
She met other men, you know, and the marriage fell apart.
我觉得Mickey被Jayne伤得很深
I think that Mickey was hurt deeply by Jayne.
我觉得她……
I think she...
我觉得她跟Mickey离婚之后彻底崩溃了
I think she blew it when she divorced Mickey.
Mickey是她人生中最积极的影响
Mickey was the most positive influence in her life.
即便他也承受了很多痛苦
And even though he might've felt a lot of pain,
他依然爱她
he loved her.
他一直爱着她
He always loved her
哪怕他们离婚之后也是如此
even after they were divorced.
那他们离婚之后发生了什么？
And what happened after they got divorced?
后来她确实又回到Mickey身边，很多次
She did come back to Mickey many times after that.
而且他们又在一起好几个月
And they were together again for a few months
大概就是Jayne怀着你的那段时间
around the time Jayne was pregnant with you.
Jayne和Mickey，欢迎来到加利福尼亚
Jayne and Mickey, welcome to California.
回到家感觉如何？
How does it feel to be home?
嗯……感觉太好了
Well... feels wonderful.
真是太棒了，真的
It's just great. It really is.
我自己自去年三月以来就没回过家
I haven't been home myself since last March.
我几乎跑遍了全世界各地
I've been in every place in the world, I guess.
我刚拍完一部叫做《 狗咬狗 》的电影
I just finished a picture called Dog Eat Dog
在南斯拉夫和罗马
in Yugoslavia and Rome.
现在我们回到这里，是为了让Mickey继续
And now we're back here for Mickey to continue
他的电视工作
on his television work
以及迎接一个宝宝