只道再见

-谁 凯特吗 -是啊 是她
- Who, Kate? - Yeah, that's her.
"玩玩而已"
"Temporary distraction."
-说什么 -没什么
- What's that? - Oh, nothing.
我来是比较好奇
So, I'm so curious,
留在你这里的那个包裹
about this mysterious package you have here.
是啊 那位先生不想留下姓名
Yeah, the gentleman didn't wanna leave his name.
他说要不然就不是惊喜了 谁知道呢
He said it wouldn't be a surprise if he did, I don't know.
总之 我一开始不太情愿
Anyway, I was reluctant at first,
但是他给我感觉还是挺讨喜的
but, he was quite charming
所以我想也没什么关系
so I figured what's the harm,
而且他看起来有点眼熟
and he looked kinda familiar
就是想不起来在哪见过他了
but I couldn't quite place him.
总之 他想让你在这里打开包裹
Anyway, he wants you to open it here,
而且他留了电♥话♥号♥码以防你不想要的话
and he left his phone number in case you didn't want it,
我可以打给他然后他过来取回去
so I could call him and he'd come back and pick it up.
-就在那里 -好吧 谢谢
- It's right over there. - Okay, thanks.
好的
Okay.
亲爱的萨拉
Dear Sarah.
很抱歉这么神神秘秘的
I apologize for the secrecy,
但我想要是你提前知道
but I figured you'd never come
是我留下的包裹的话你是不会来的
if you heard I was the one who left the package for you.
如果你在读这封信的话
If you're reading this,
那我很高兴至少我走到了这一步
then I'm thrilled I've at least gotten this far.
我知道我是你最不想收到来信的人
I know I'm the last person you'd ever want a letter from,
但请你就当我以跪地求饶的姿态
but please consider me writing this
写的这封信吧
on my knees, begging.
我知道你可能讨厌我
I realize you probably detest me,
我也知道这对你来说可能不重要
and I realize this might not mean much to you,
但自从杰西♥葬♥礼那天起我就没沾过酒
but I haven't had a drink since the day of Jesse's funeral.
两年前我完成了学位
I finished getting my degree,
成了一名社工
and became a social worker two years ago.
我想赌一把邀请你参加我的婚礼
I'm taking a chance inviting you to my wedding
希望你能让我亲自为我之前的为人道歉
in hopes that you'll let me apologize in person for the man I was before.
因为我的自私我失去了我的妻子
I lost my wife because of my selfish actions,
我很绝望
and I was devastated.
那时我就应该吸取教训 但是我没有
I should've learned then, but I didn't,
结果又失去了我的儿子
and it cost me my son.
也失去了你这个最好的朋友
And you, a best friend.
你是我跟杰西唯一存在的纽带
You're my only real connection to Jesse,
房♥屋出♥售♥
我希望过去这几年我所做的社会贡献
and I'm hoping I've done enough the past few years
能让你从另外一个更好的角度看到新的我
to put me in enough of a better light that you'd allow me
能让你愿意同我坐下来说说我儿子的过往
to sit down with you one day to learn more about my son
就在我缺席他每个人生时刻的那些过往
in the years that I missed out on truly being with him.
我请求你能原谅我
I ask for your forgiveness,
并希望下个月能见到你
and hope to see you next month,
但是如果你想不再联♥系♥我也能理解
but I understand if I never hear from you again.
如果你不愿意过来的话
If you can't bring yourself to come,
我只希望你前方的人生一切安好
may the rest of your life be blessed.
谨祝 瑞克·皮特森
Sincerely, Rick Peterson.
我希望是好东西哦
Something good, I hope.
其实是 很棒的东西
Something great, actually.
再次感谢 约翰逊夫人
Thanks again, Mrs. Johnson.
不用谢
You're welcome.
很高兴见到你
It was really nice to see you.
-别见外了 -哪里哪里
- Don't be a stranger. - I won't.
瑞克的转变对我来说很难接受
It was hard for me to accept Rick's transformation.
这只是美好得太不真实了
It just seemed too good to be true.
但是 我猜想着
But, then I imagined...
不 不是猜想
No, not imagined.
祈祷着
Prayed.
我祈祷着也许
I prayed that maybe,
只是也许 杰西的一部分灵魂
just maybe, a part of Jesse's soul
在他走后进入了他爸的身体
entered his father's body the day he died.
瑞克的婚礼
如果你或你的亲人有自杀的想法
我们鼓励你们寻求外界的帮助
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