亲爱的爱德华（2023）

Dear Edward S01E04

Part 2 Feb. 19, 2023, 9:05 p.m.

对寇乔和贝克我们在群体治疗小组上认识的
Yeah, Kojo and Becks. We met in a group therapy thing.
他们现在住在这里了？
And they live here now?
他们需要住处而且他在帮我修厕所
Well, they needed a place. Plus, he's fixing my toilet.
怎么了？ -没什么
What? -Nothing.
注意观感 -观感？
Just be aware of optics. -Optics?
候选议员华盛顿的公众观感
As it pertains to Candidate Washington.
从今天起人们看到的一切都会引发他们的意见
This day forward, everything people see, they get an opinion about.
好的从观感上来说帮助有需要的人感觉蛮好的
Okay, well, optics-wise, helping people in need seems fine.
加纳先生感觉也蛮好的
Mister Man from Ghana seems fine too.
贝克
Becks…
加纳的葬礼和美国这里的不同
In Ghana, we have different funerals than they have here in America.
我们的一个传统是我们会装饰棺材
One of the traditions we have is, we will decorate the casket.
你知道什么是棺材吗？
Do you know what is the casket?
是一个箱子你母亲将在里面安息
It's the box in which your mother will rest.
对我们会以有趣的方式装饰棺材
Yeah. We decorate the casket in interesting ways
以反映出逝者的特点
to reflect the person who has passed.
所以我的意思是宝贝你有没有什么想法？
So, what I'm saying, honey, is, do you think you have any ideas
想怎么装饰阿库…你母亲的棺材？
on how you want to decorate Akua's-- your mother's casket? [inhales sharply]
我不知道
I don't know.
能告诉你一个秘密吗？
Can I tell you a secret?
贝克你比任何人都更了解你的妈咪
Becks, you knew your mommy better than anyone.
所以谁比贝克更适合来构思装饰呢？
So who better than Becks to dream up
what it should be?Hmm?
你想一想吧
You think about it.
想想你希望如何装饰妈妈的棺材
You think how you want to decorate your mother's casket,
我会安排好的
and I will see to it.
好吗？ -好的
Okay? -Okay.
好的在学校乖乖的
Okay. Be good in school.
如果我有话可说我会说
[group member] If I had words for this, I would share them.
我保证我会的但是我没有
I promise you, I would. But I don't-- I don't have any.
而这…
And it's like… [sighs]
没有言语或词汇
…without words or some kind of vocabulary,
我真的不知道自己是什么感觉
I don't really know how to feel.
我还没哭过
I haven't cried yet.
我每次感到那感觉浮现时那种震惊、那种孤独…
It's like every time I feel it creep in, the shock of it, the loneliness of it…
我扭动胸口的把手
I twist this knob in my chest…
或是大脑的把手
or my brain…
但我什么都感觉不到
and I don't feel anything at all.
它只会这样消失
It just goes away.
是
Yeah.
搞什么？
What the fuck?
你在这里做什么？
What are you doing here?
对不起
I'm sorry.
这是不是1483航♥班♥的哀悼小组？
Is this the, um-- the grief group for flight 1483?
什么？不你不能进来
What? No, no, no. You can't be here.
这地方是给我准备的…不是给你
This place is for me. This space is for me, not for you.
我认识你吗？我走错地方了？
Do I know you? Am I in the wrong place?
好吧
Okay.
嗨
Hi.
嗨亲爱的你今天过得如何？
Hi, honey. How was your day?
他有点受惊了
He's a little shell-shocked.
我没事
Oh. -I'm fine.
没事的
All right.
柯蒂斯太太这车很不错
Ooh, Ms. Curtis, this car is fit.
皮革内室？ -谢谢你谢伊
With leather interior? Ooh. -Why, thank you, Shay.
课怎么样？
Uh, so, how were your classes?
我没有上课
Oh, I didn't-- I didn't have classes.
对我今天被迫参加迎新会
Yeah, I had to go through a whole orientation today.
然后明天我得考分班考试
And then, tomorrow, I have to take a placement exam.
然后我才能上课
Oh. -And then I get to go to classes.
爱德华我们要做什么？
[Lacey] Oh. So, what are we doing, Edward?
你要和我一起去工厂吗？ -我能去谢伊家吗？
Do you want to come to the shop with me? -Can I-- Can I go to Shay's?
当然只要别不经允许去城里玩
Of course. Just no unsanctioned field trips.
好吗？谢伊？
Okay, you guys? Shay?
去就天打雷劈 -好的
Cross our hearts. Hope to die. -[Lacey] All right.
显然不是真的
I mean, obviously not that.
好的 -拜拜谢谢你柯蒂斯太太
[Lacey] All right. -[Shay] Bye. Thank you, Ms. Curtis.
不客气谢伊
You're welcome, Shay.
嘿等等
Hey, hey. Hold on a sec.
我只想告诉你
Um, I just wanted to tell you--
爱德华你可以看着我吗？
Edward, can you look at me?
我不用看你也能听见你说话
I don't need to look at you to hear you.
我还是希望你看着我
[inhales sharply] I'd like you to look at me all the same.
不了谢谢
No, thank you.
为什么？
Why not?
因为有时候你看起来像我妈妈
Because sometimes you look like my mom.
好吗？我不想每次和你在一起时都看到她的脸
Okay? And I'd rather not see her face every time I'm around you.
（北好莱坞LGBTQ中心）
（欢迎每一个人）
（性别身份LGBTQ+讨论小组）
姓和日期谢谢
[receptionist] Last name and date, please.
谢谢
Thank you.
嗨 -嗨你好吗？
Hi. -Hi. How are you?
很好你呢？ -我很好我在找诺亚尔
Good. How are you? -Good. I am looking for Noelle.
是她就在那边
Yes. She's just in there.
好的很感谢 -是不客气
Oh, okay. Thank you very much. -Yeah. No problem.
你去吧我马上我一会儿就来
Go ahead, and I will catch up. I'll be right there.
嗨记得我吗？ -嗨
Hi. Remember me? [chuckles] -Hi.
很抱歉我说了那些关于红茶菌的话
I'm sorry about what I said about kombucha.
好的所以这是个安全的地方我们能安全地说话吗？
Okay, so this is a safe space. Can we be safe?
当然没问题
Absolutely. Yes.
请进 -谢谢
Come in. -[chuckles] Thank you.
请坐
Have a seat.
非常感谢我只是…
Thank you so much. I just, um…
我遇到T了
Oh, I met T.
他去公♥寓♥拿他的牙刷
He came to the apartment to get his toothbrush.
是无性别的“他们”
Their toothbrush.
“他们”的牙刷对
Their toothbrush. Oh, yes.
是的我明白抱歉
Uh, yes. I got that. Sorry, sorry.
没事你会习惯的
It's okay. Um, you'll-- you'll get used to it.
那么
So…
查尔斯让人们去住他的公♥寓♥
Charles was putting people up in his condo.
为什么？他为什么这么做？
W-W-Why? Why was he doing that?
他帮助了十几个孩子立足
I mean, he helped, like, a dozen kids get solid footing, I'd say.
无家可归、曾受虐待、被抛弃的孩子对世界失去任何希望
I mean, homeless, abused, abandoned kids without a hope in the world.
你应该明白你的丈夫生前在做了不起的好事
You should know that your husband was doing incredible work.
我告诉女儿她必须从大学辍学时
I'll be sure to mention it when I tell my daughter
我一定会提到这点
she has to drop out of college. [chuckles]
我无法想象你在经历的一切
I can't imagine what you're going through--
他是同性恋吗？
Was he gay?
这是个简单的问题我觉得我有权知道答案
I mean, it's a simple fucking question. I think I'm entitled to know.
我不知道
I don't really know.
真的？你怎么会不知道？你运营LGBTQ中心
Really? How do you not know? You run the LGBTQ Center.
他不谈论那个
He didn't talk about that.
但是没错我觉得他在探索自己的性身份
But yes, I-I believe he was exploring his sexual identity.
他在和伊万一起探索吗？
Was he exploring with Evan?
我要卖♥♥了那公♥寓♥
[clicks tongue] Well, I'm selling that condo.
所以如果还有谁要去拿牙刷最好赶快
So, if anyone else needs to pick up their toothbrush, they better do it fast.
非常感谢诺亚尔
Thank you so much, Noelle.
（乔丹衣服）
把衣领立起来
[Jordan] Pop the collar.
不错很好
Good. [inhales sharply] Nice.
听着傻瓜
Now, listen, stupid.
你得故意在分班考试时不及格
You gotta tank that placement exam.
对别像个超级书呆子考得太好直升九年级
Yeah, don't test into 9th grade like some gigantic nerd.
和自己的同类待在一起
Stick to your own kind.
做个普通的孩子
Be a normal kid for once.
别忘了人们不在乎你是否聪明
And remember, people don't care if you're smart.
人们在乎你是否酷
People care if you're cool.
嘿
Hey. Hey!
你不能继续来这里
You need to stop coming here. -[sighs]
我说真的 -天啊我不知道你是谁
I mean it. -Oh, my God. I don't know who you are.
你不知道我是谁什么… -你是史蒂夫