爱情的模样（2013）

Happy? No, of course I'd be happy.
只是
I just... it's...
或许你该再待些时候
maybe you should just stay,
好好面对处理好
you know, work it through, face it all.
我不知
I don't know. I...
是否真的能躲开他
I can't seem to get away from him, you know?
这里到处都会勾起我的回忆
I mean, every place that I look reminds me.
而且三不五时 就会遇到他
And I see him constantly, everywhere, you know?
这我知道
No, I understand.
我呢
I do. I...
我要出门了
Listen, honey, I have to go, okay?
可以再打给你吗
Can I call you back?
这个 嗯
Well, uh... Yeah,
好啊
uh, you can.
你还好吗
Are you okay?
我很好 太好了
No, I'm fine. I'm wonderful. I... could I...
我晚点再打给你
I just need to call you back.
好
Okay.
拜拜
Bye.
拜拜
Bye.
你真了得
You're something else.
盯着我洗澡
I could take a bath in how you look at me.
嘿
Hey.
嗨
Hi.
这么早 肯定有喜事
It's early. Something must be up.
是啊
Yeah.
她是谁
What's her name?
你怎么知道
How did you know?
喔 你真要跟我讲
Oh, you really have to ask me that?
安妮 嗯
Anne, um,
我想有点茫然
I think I'm out of my depth here.
你
You?
我跟她在一起时
Yeah, what does it mean when I can hardly catch my breath
我感觉快要窒息了
whenever I'm with her?
然后胸口疼起来
And then I get this pain in my chest.
你手臂麻痹了吗
Is your arm numb?
不是那种疼痛
No, it's not that kind of pain.
不是生病的疼痛
It isn't that kind of hurt.
是一种 嗯 感动的疼痛
It's a... it's a good hurt.
我从来没这种感觉
I've never... I've never felt like this before.
从来没
Never?
听起来像是以前你对我发脾气样子
I thought you were mad about me.
是啊
Yeah.
但是又不像
But not like this?
就算你伤我心
You won't hurt my feelings.
我们还是朋友 对吧
We're friends, remember?
真的有些不同
It's... it's just different somehow, you know?
真为你高兴
I'm so happy for you.
你会
Are you?
喔 你说笑吗
Oh, are you kidding?
我等这天等了十年
I've been waiting for this day for ten years.
多谢
Thank you.
那 她知道你心脏的毛病吗
And... and she knows about the bum ticker?
为何你总是要煞风景
Why do you have to go and spoil it like that?
你知道你随时都有可能走
You know you're living a total fantasy.
我又不一定会比你早死
I'm not dying any more than you are.
抱歉 那个
I'm sorry. That...
抱歉
I'm sorry.
没关系
Don't be.
你说的对
You're right.
我随便问问而已
Just thought I'd ask.
嗨 -嗨
Hi. - Hi.
还好吧
How are you?
天啊 简直就像
My God, it's just...
一间美术馆
it's like a museum.
你住在这多久啦
How long have you been here?
喔 我一直都住这里
Oh, I've had this place forever, but I just...
只是最近又搬回来
I just moved back here,
喔 就十年前
oh, ten years ago.
之前贷款贷了三十年
Remember when a 30-year mortgage felt like a lifetime?
现在还清了
Well, she's all mine, free and clear.
离婚时
Uh, when my wife and I split up,
我又整理了一下
I looked through the house, and...
来吧
Here we go.
哇呜
Whoa.
怎么了
Nikki?
嗯 -还好吧
Yeah? - You all right?
还好
I'm fine.
还好 刚刚一阵头晕
I'm fi... I just got a little dizzy.
脸色苍白 -没 没
You're white. - No, no.
没啥大不了的
No, it's no big deal.
刚只是
No, I-I just...
要喘口气
I just need a minute.
当然 -嗯 这就像
Sure. - Uh, it's... it's just...
这一辈子
Just all this life, it's...
经过多年
all the years gone by.
你确定还好吗
You sure you're okay?
不要紧
Yeah, I-I'm sure.
别担心
Don't... don't worry.
我很好
I'm fine.
这里有什么
So what's in here?
这是我的画室
It's my studio.
哇呜
Wow.
最近才又想画画
I just started painting again.
你何时停止的
When did you stop?
十年前
Ten years ago.
离婚时
When your wife left you?
那时万念俱灰
I lost all desire.
不再想动笔
I just didn't have it anymore.
喔
Oh.
曾经我喜欢的
And the funny thing was I...
甚至很久
I didn't even want to look at art
不再想看画
for the longest time.
所以就再也没去美术馆
So you stopped going to museums?
是啊
Yeah.
几个月前 我
You know, and then a couple months ago, I...
想通了
who knows why...
有天早上起来
I woke up in the morning,
突然那种感觉(灵感)又回来了
and it was... it was back, you know?
再次想动笔
I needed it again.
嗯
Hmm.
所以我开车区洛杉矶美术馆
And that's why I drove over to LACMA,
待了一个下午 然后
and I spent the whole afternoon, and...
这是什么
So what's that?
新画的吗
Is that new?
这个还不能展示
That's not for today.
什么意思
What does that mean?
还没完成的意思
It means it's not done yet.
喔 没关系
Oh. That's okay.
不行 -我想看
No. - I'd like to...
不行 不行
No, no, no.
我想 等完成了再让你看
I-I don't want you looking at it till it's finished.
我想给你个惊喜
It's a surprise.
是画我吗
Well, is it me?
光屁♥股♥的吗
Is it a nude?
你要耐心地等等
You're gonna just have to wait and see.
你刚说的灵感是我吗
Am I your muse?
耐心地等等
Wait and see.
你在找什么东西喔
Are you looking for something?
嗯 我在想你这些年去哪了
Um, I guess where all the years went.
是喔