别名格蕾丝（2017）

另一方面 他似乎是认真的
But on the other hand, he seemed in earnest
我很害怕
and I was afraid of him.
我还有种强烈的感觉 这是命中注定的
And I had a strong feeling as if it was fated,
无法避免 不管我做什么
and it couldn't be avoided, no matter what I did.
你有没有警告谁
Did you not warn anyone?
南希本人
Nancy herself?
她凭什么相信我呢 先生
And why would she have believed me, sir?
如果我说出来就显得很愚蠢了
It would have sounded too stupid if I had said it out loud.
那只是我的一面之词 他可以轻松地抵赖
There was only my word for it, which he could easily deny,
并说我不过是一个愚蠢可笑的姑娘
and say that I was nothing but a silly, hysterical girl.
与此同时 如果他认真的
At the same time, if he meant it,
他可能到时候把我俩一块儿杀了
he might have killed us both right there and then,
我还不想死
and I did not want to be killed.
我所能做的只能是
The best I could do was to
试着拖延他 直到肯尼尔先生回来
try to delay him until Mr. Kinnear came back.
一开始他说当天晚上就要动手
At first he said he was going to do it that very night,
我劝他不要做
and I persuaded him not to.
你是怎么做到的
How did you manage that?
我说如果南希死在周四
I said that if Nancy was killed on a Thursday,
那就意味着要一整天
that would mean a whole day
向任何一个可能会询问的人解释
of having to account for her whereabouts
她的下落
to anyone who might inquire.
但是 如果我们晚点再做
Whereas, if we left it till later,
就不会引起那么多怀疑猜忌了
there would be less suspicion aroused.
我明白了
I see.
很明智
Very sensible.
请不要取笑我 先生
Please don't make fun of me, sir.
这对我来说很痛苦
It's very distressing to me,
被要求再次回忆更增加我的痛苦
and doubly so considering what I am being asked to remember.
对不起 我不是那个意思
I'm sorry, I didn't mean it that way.
然后发生了什么
And then what happened?
南希回到厨房♥ 好像什么事都没发生
Nancy came back into the kitchen as if nothing had happened.
这是她发脾气的惯有方式
It was always her way when she was in a temper,
假装什么事都没有
to pretend as if nothing had happened
我们都是要好的朋友
and we were all the best of friends.
看看你们俩 喝威士忌不带我
Well, look at you two, enjoying the whiskey without me.
我们把晚餐也端出来吧
Let's put out supper as well.
格蕾丝 你今晚可以跟我一起睡吗
Grace, will you sleep with me tonight?
我怕有贼
I'm afraid of burglars.
我去拿我的睡裙
Let me get my nightdress.
我今晚要杀了南希 等她睡着了
I am going to kill Nancy tonight, while she is asleep.
别这么干
Do not do that.
你会不小心打到我的
You might hit me by mistake.
我不想在动手时被她盯着看
I don't want her looking at me when I do it.
他的床在温暖的季节感觉更大更凉快
His bed is bigger and cooler in the warm weather.
你睡觉的时候有习惯踢被子
And you have a habit of kicking in your sleep.
他不会发现的
He won't find it out.
即便他发现了
And even if he did discover it,
他会喜欢他的床上有两个女佣的
he would like the idea of two maid-servants in his bed at once.
南希 麦克德莫特想杀了你
Nancy, McDermott wants to kill you.
我能想到的
I should imagine he does.
我也不介意杀了他
I wouldn't mind killing him either.
他是认真的
He is in earnest.
他从来不认真
He's never in earnest.
他就是喜欢自吹自擂
He's always bragging and boasting.
都是随便说说的
It's all just air.
那我就没法救你了
Then there is nothing I can do to save you.
窗户
The window.
从窗户飞出去吧
Fly out the window.
玛丽再次离我而去
Mary was lost to me once more.
但我依然没能让她的灵魂自♥由♥
And still, I had not let her soul out.
你在一切发生前梦到了
You dreamt that before the event?
是的先生 曾经很多次
Yes, sir. And many times since.
这就是为什么他们关押我
That is why they put me away.
关押
Away?
关进精神病院 先生
Into the asylum, sir.
正因为那些噩梦
Because of the bad dreams.
只是因为梦吗
Only the dreams?
只是他们说这不是梦 先生
Only, they said they were not dreams at all, sir.
他们说我是醒着的
They said I was awake.
我不想再说下去了
I do not wish to say any more about it.
好吧格蕾丝 继续故事吧
All right, Grace. Just continue on.
也许我们后面再说梦
Perhaps we will come back to the dreams later.
南希在哪里
Where's Nancy?
她现在可能在穿衣
She is probably dressing now.
你今天早上要杀了她吗
Are you going to kill her this morning?
是的 去她的
Yes. Damn her.
我现在就要拿斧子 砸在她该死的脑袋上
I'm gonna take the ax now and I'm gonna knock her on the head.
你绝对不能
Surely, you will not.
你绝对不能做那么邪恶的事
Surely, you can't do such a wicked thing.
你觉得我是个懦夫
You think I am a coward?
那接下来你就能看到我的能耐了
You will see in a minute what I can do.
看在上帝的份儿上 别在卧室里杀她
For God's sake, don't kill her in the bedroom.
你会把地板弄得都是血
You'll make the floor all bloody.
你说什么
What did you say?
这话确实很愚蠢
It was a foolish thing to say
但我当时就是这么想的
but that is what came into my mind,
正如我所说的 先生
and as I said, sir,
我的工作是清理房♥子的地板
it was my job to clean floors in that house,
南希的房♥间里有一块地毯
and there was a carpet in Nancy's room.
我没试过清理地毯上的血
I'd never tried to get blood out of a carpet
但我可清理过其他被血染过的东西
but I've had to get it out of other things,
那可不是容易的差事
and it is not a task to be sneezed at.
那之后 我什么都不记得了
After that, I can remember no more for a time.
不记得地窖了吗
Nothing about the cellar?
不记得麦克德莫特把南希拖进活板门
Nothing about seeing McDermott dragging Nancy by the trapdoor,
扔下楼梯吗
and throwing her down the stairs?
这都在你的认罪书里
It's in your confession.
这都是他们想叫我说的
That is what they wanted me to say.
那个律师
The lawyer,
麦肯西先生 他说我必须这么说才能保命
Mr. Mackenzie, he said I had to say it to save my own life.
他说这不是谎言
He said it was not a lie.
因为这已经发生了
As that is what must have happened,
我记不记得都无妨
whether I could remember it or not.
你给了詹姆斯·麦克德莫特
Did you give James McDermott
你脖子上的方巾了吗
the kerchief from around your neck?
用来勒死可怜的南希的那条
The one that was used to strangle poor Nancy?
那是我的 我知道
It was mine, I know that.
但我不记得我是否给了他
But I have no recollection of giving it to him.
也不记得是否在地窖里
Nor of being in the cellar?
也不记得是否帮他杀了她
Nor of helping him to kill her?
还有想偷她尸体旁边的
Nor of wanting to steal the gold earrings
金耳环
from around her corpse,
他之前说你想这么干来着
which he says you wished to do?
我都不记得了
All that time is dark to me.
再说了 我没拿走金耳环
In any case, there were no gold earrings taken.
不能说我事后在收拾的时候没想过
I won't say I didn't think of it later, when we were packing up.
但想和做是不一样的
But having a thought is not the same as doing it.
如果我们想想就要被起诉
If we were all on trial for our thoughts,
那我们都得被吊死
we would all be hanged.
那好吧
Well, then.
你还能想起来什么
What is the next thing you can remember?
我知道你会说的
I know you will tell.
如果你说了 你的命就一文不值
And if you do, your life is not worth a straw.
你干了什么
What have you done?
你很清楚
You know very well.
你要帮我杀了他
You are going to help me kill him.
天啊 麦克德莫特 太草率了
Good gracious, McDermott. It is too soon.
你要帮我
You're gonna help me.
你好 格蕾丝
Hello, Grace.