极乐

这玩意儿劲大吗
Is it strong?
你没事吧
Are you alright?
我有事
No.
我他妈感觉要死了
I feel like I'm fuckin' dying.
你不会死的
You're not going to die.
相信我
Trust me.
感觉好点了吗
You feel better now?
需要帮助吗
Can I help you?
来了
I'm coming!
去他妈的
Jesus fucking Christ!
我的天
Holy hell!
你就像一坨十磅的屎塞在五磅的袋子里
You look like 10 pounds of shit in a 5 pound bag.
你♥他♥妈♥想干什么
What the fuck do you want?
好吧
Oh, well,
我只是来跟你谈谈
I just came here to talk to you about
你塞在我画廊里的那二十二件作品
the 22 pieces you have clogging up my gallery
还有那幅我付了一万美金订金
and the $10,000 advance I paid you
结果你一直没给我的画
on a piece I'm never getting.
我会给你的
You're getting your piece.
你的经纪人可不是这么跟我说的
That's not what your agent told me.
这就是为什么他做不了我的经纪人
That's why he's not my agent.
黛儿 别在这胡说八道
Don't fuck with me, Dez.
让我进去
Let me in.
这就是那幅画吗
Is this the painting?
没错
Yep.
那个狡猾的经纪人
That goddamn weasel of an agent
跟我说你什么都没画
told me that you didn't have anything done.
马上就可以展览了
It'll be ready by launch.
等等 你觉得你能在三天内
Wait, no, you think you can finish this
画完这幅画吗
in three days?
我就是这么打算的
That was the plan.
听着 妮基 我可以写一张支票给你
Look, Nikki, I can write you a check for your advance
让你拒付订金 要么你就相信我
that's going to bounce, or you can trust me
会给你我承诺给你的东西
to give you what I said I was going to give you.
你只有三天时间了
You have three days.
别想糊弄我 多纳休
Don't fuck me, Donahue.
你知道如果糊弄我的话会发生什么吗
You know what happens when you fuck me?
没人会来吗
Nobody comes?
把你的画画完吧
Just finish the painting.
库尔内特 你得打回给我
Hey, Courtney, you need to call me back
告诉我昨天晚上他妈的发生了什么
and tell me what the fuck happened last night.
我他妈今天醒来浑身都是血
I mean, I fuckin' wake up covered in fuckin' blood,
我他妈不知道发生了什么
like, and I don't know what the fuck happened.
我记得你只是在洗手间里
You were just tearing into some scabnose
流着鼻血 然后突然间 就像是
in the bathroom, and then all of a sudden, like...
我感觉就像是在水上行走一样
I feel like I'm walking on water.
我是说 那玩意儿也没那么强劲吧
I mean, this shit ain't that good, is it?
好吧 只是我满脑子都是这玩意儿
Okay, because, like, I can't get this shit out of my head,
我现在感觉 感觉有点神志不清了
and I'm just feeling, like, really strung out right now...
我他妈颤栗不止
Like, I've got the fucking chills,
又他妈大汗淋漓
and, like, then I'm just, like, fucking sweating
都汗湿了我的衣服
through my fucking shirt...
我他妈甚至没法好好坐着
I can't even sit fucking still.
我他妈感觉像是嗑嗨的魔鬼 库尔内特
I'm feeling like a fucking dope fiend, Courtney,
我他妈不喜欢这样
and I don't fucking like it.
所以你♥他♥妈♥能不能打给我
So why don't you call me the fuck back
告诉我发生了什么
and tell me what the fuck is going on?
好吧 就
Okay, just,
告诉我你到底给我用了什么
whatever you fucking gave me just let me know
我得找个类似的毒品
so I can kick it with something else.
因为我
Because I'm fucking, like,
我快疯了 库尔内特
losing it right now, Courtney, like...
我感觉很不好
I am not well.
操♥你♥妈♥的 贱♥人♥
Fuck you, bitch!
克莱夫 宝贝
Clive, hey baby, umm...
我知道你今天忙
I know that you're busy today,
但是能不能回我个电♥话♥ 我只是
but if you could call me back, I just, uhh...
我真的需要跟人谈谈
I really need to talk to somebody.
我想跟你说说话
I really just want to talk to you.
所以 回我电♥话♥ 好吗
Uhh... So... Call me back, okay?
再见
Bye.
库尔内特
Courtney...
我必须回到昨晚那种状态
I need to feel what I felt last night...
我需要它
I need it.
我要
I need it.
我要
I need it.
我要
I need it.
我要
I need it.
黛儿 醒醒
Dez, wake up!
醒醒 黛西
Wake up, Dezzy, wake up.
看着我
Look at me!
快点儿
Hey! Hey, come on!
所以你不记得画了这些
So you don't remember doing any of this shit?
靠
Fuck.
那电♥话♥呢 你还记得打电♥话♥给我吗
What about calling me? Do you remember calling me?
好 那之后呢 还记得什么吗
Okay, after that. Anything after that?
你没骗我
Are you serious?
天哪 黛儿
Jesus Christ, Dez,
已经24小时了
that was, like, 24 fucking hours.
你什么都想不起来吗
You don't remember anything?
都是这操蛋玩意儿
It's this fucking shit!
什么鸡♥巴♥东西
This stuff.
你必须停下来
You gotta cut it out with this shit,
别的也不能吸了
and whatever the fuck else you're doing.
我认真的
I'm serious--
你♥他♥妈♥算谁啊
Who the fuck are you?
你就是个废物
You don't fucking do anything.
你♥他♥妈♥就在个吧台后面
You sling drinks behind a fucking bar
给一群废物倒酒
to fucking losers.
你都没看到这幅画
You didn't even look at it.
好吧黛儿 它太好看了
It's fucking great, Dez. Fine.
-太他妈了不起 -不 不
- It's really fucking great... - No! No!
你不知道
You don't even look at it.
你就只是看看 根本理解不了
You see it, but you don't fucking see!
再好的作品
That's great!
也不值得你为它去死
But it's not worth fucking dying over.
你永远没法理解
You will never know
创作的快♥感♥
what it is like to create something.
我宁愿画到死
And I'd rather fucking die doing it
也不愿一天到晚无所事事
than doing nothing
和你在酒精里浪费生命
and drinking my life away next to you.
好吧 我要迟到了 我走
Yeah, I'm late, I gotta go.
画你妈♥逼♥的杰作吧
Paint your fucking masterpiece.
谁啊
Who's this?
喂 我是黛西
Hey, it's Dezzy.
操
Oh, shit.
我没认出这个号♥
I didn't recognize the number.
对 我用的公用电♥话♥
Yeah, I'm on a fucking payphone.
你还好吧
You okay?
我不停昏过去
I keep fucking blacking out.
等我醒过来
And I wake up.
就画了一大堆
And there's all kind of painting
我完全不记得画过
that I don't remember.
而且我开始出现幻觉了
And now I'm seein' shit,
-还有幻听 -天哪 黛儿 好
- and I'm fucking hearing shit. - Jesus Christ, Dez, Okay.
-好 冷静 -周围有各种声音
- Okay. Chill. - And there's voices all around.
谁他妈都联♥系♥不上
I can't get ahold of fuckin' anybody.
一片混乱
Everything's just blending together.
黛儿 冷静下来
Dez, calm the fuck down, man.
到我这儿来 好吗
Just come over to my place, okay?