金妮与乔治娅（2021）

Ginny & Georgia S01E09

Part 6 Sept. 2, 2025, 3:44 p.m.

…"hello,"
‎但我经常想着你 ‎而我不该这么频繁地想你
but I think about you a lot.
More than I should.
‎我也很爱亨特所以那让我脑子很乱
And I really love Hunter, too, so that's been confusing,
‎但我每时每刻都想着你
but I think about you all the time.
‎我不想像我爸妈一样我不想逃避
And I don't wanna be like my parents. I don't wanna run from this.
‎我爱你
I love you.
‎所以
So…
‎我刚刚说了很多话
…I just… I just said a bunch of words, but…
‎但我一点儿也不后悔 ‎因为爱是无可否认的
but I don't regret it because… because love is undeniable.
‎所以…
So…
‎其实我后悔了
Actually… Actually, I do regret it. I take that back.
‎我收回我的话
‎我要死了吗？
I… Am I… Am I dying?
‎我…
‎等等
Wait.
‎你这不是想找我填补爸爸的位置吧？
This isn't a daddy-issues thing, right?
‎-有时候你让人很难喜欢 ‎-感情就是很难解释
-Sometimes you're so hard to like. -Well, feelings are hard.
‎这可能不利于脑震荡痊愈
This probably isn't good for concussion recovery.
‎对不起
I'm sorry.
‎噢我不在乎
Oh, I don't care.
‎我就是…
I just…
‎很喜欢你的脸
really like your face.
- Wow.
‎哇哦
‎对啊
Yeah.
‎我这一次不是处子之身了 ‎而且我在谷歌♥上搜索了一番
Well, I wasn't a virgin this time. Plus, I did some Googling.
‎等等什么？
Wait. What?
‎-不是看见不得人的东西只是研究 ‎-不是
-Not in a creepy way, just research. -No.
‎不我们上次那个的时候 ‎你是第一次？
No, you were a virgin when we…
‎-对啊 ‎-你怎么不告诉我？
-Yeah. -Why didn't you tell me?
‎我想让你觉得我很酷
I, uh, wanted you to think I was cool.
Aww!
‎早知这样我就去买♥♥气球了
I would've gotten balloons.
‎嘿…
Hey, uh…
‎你知道我朋友去年过世了
you know my friend died last year.
‎在那之后有好几个月周围的一切…
For a couple months after that, things got…
‎对我来说都很糟糕
really bad for me.
‎我会去学校跟别人聊天什么的
I'd be at school, whatever, talking to people,
‎然后就会想向他们大喊
and, uh, I'd just wanna scream at them,
‎“你难道看不出我需要帮助吗？”
"Can't you see I need help?"
‎显然我从来没有喊过
Obviously, I never did that.
‎我也想过死
And I thought about dying.
‎经常
A lot.
‎心想：“好吧至少我可以选择死”
Like, "OK, at least there's that option."
‎一切就是变得…
Things just got…
‎很黑暗
really dark,
‎而且…
and…
‎我真的把自己吓坏了
I really scared myself.
‎我看到你拿着打火机
I saw you with the lighter.
‎我们不需要聊
We don't have to talk about it…
‎但我们可以…
…but we can…
‎你如果想 ‎可以向我大吼说你需要帮助
…if you wanna scream at me that you need help.
‎我有…
I… I have…
‎这样的感觉
these feelings.
‎它们像是从我的眼睛和牙齿上 ‎爆发出来
Like they're gonna explode out of my… my eyes, my teeth.
‎燃烧…
And the burning…
‎可以凝聚这些感觉
concentrates it.
‎就像是一瞬间释放
Like a release.
‎然后我就会好受一些
And then I… I feel better.
‎好
OK.
‎但也许…
But maybe…
‎跟别人聊一聊会有帮助
it might help to talk to someone.
‎我去看过心理医生
I went to therapy,
‎吃了药
took medicine.
‎然后情况有所好转
Things got better.
‎对啊
Yeah. I…
‎我之前觉得没关系 ‎我猜这是因为没人知道
I guess I… I thought it was OK because no one knew about it.
‎来
Come here.
‎现在要怎么办？
So, what happens now?
‎我不知道
-I have no idea.
‎嘿
Hey.
‎我爱你
I love you.
‎（亨特：我们应该聊聊）
‎奥斯丁？
Austin?
‎搞什么鬼？你在我的房♥间里干什么？
What the hell! What are you doing in my room?
‎嘿你没事吧？
Hey, are you OK?
‎奥斯丁？出什么事了？
Austin? What's going on?
‎（密♥码♥）
‎好像有人知道你要来
It's like somebody knew you were coming.
‎对啊
Yeah.
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‎所以她一直在伪造 ‎你♥爸♥爸给你写的信件
She's been forging the letters from your dad
‎没寄出你写给他的信？
and not sending the ones you wrote to him?
‎这太扯了
This is bullshit.
‎乔治娅或许可以拆散锡安和我 ‎但我不会让她拆散吉尔和你的
Georgia may be able to keep Zion from me, but I won't let her keep Gil from you.
‎走我们把这些寄出去
Come on. We're gonna mail these.
‎这栋房♥子里的人对我极度不尊重
The lack of respect I'm getting in this villa is outrageous.
‎小麦！写作业吧！
Max! Do your homework!
‎我还在哀悼
I'm still in mourning.
‎关掉！
Turn it off!
That is not who I am.
‎马库斯我找到你的手♥机♥了
Oh. Marcus, I found your phone.
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‎金妮？
Ginny?
‎（我很担心你）
‎（这样性感吗？）