我们在虚拟现实中相遇（2022）

我该怎么表达 类似的 ？
- How do I sign "similar"?
嗯...这是个好问题
- Mm. Mm, that's a good question.
所以"相同"，相同的手势是这样的
So same, the sign for same is like this.
做一个Y手，你在表达"一样的"
You have a "Y" hand. You're showing same.
你在把他们联♥系♥到一起
So you're connecting.
但如果你想说他们有点...
But if you want to say they're kind of--
你可以说它们是一样的，它们是相似的
you can say they're the same, they're similar,
或者你可以用这个
or you could use this.
这个意思是"也"
This means "also."
我讲的清楚吗？对，他们是分开的
Does that make sense? Yeah, they're separate.
分开的，对 -谢谢！
Separate, yeah. - Thank you.
你不用把他们全都做一遍
- You don't have to go over all of them,
但像不同的手势，比如性取向什么的
but like different signs for, like, sexual orientation.
就像，双性恋 -哦，就像酷儿的手势？
So, like, bisexual. - Oh, like queer signs?
对，就像酷儿的手势
- Yeah, like queer signs.
对，可以在你的课堂上，之类的
Yeah, like, in your class, or just, like--
好，我能挺快的做一个
- Yeah, I could do a quick one real quick.
好的 -谢谢
Sure, yeah. - Thanks.
我们就再过几个
- We'll just go through a few.
好的，那么，一个值得学的是“酷儿”
Yeah, well, one--one that's good to know is "queer."
实际上就是个彩虹
It's literally a rainbow.
彩虹
Rainbow.
彩虹
Rainbow.
你这样就可以比划彩虹或者酷儿
That's how you sign rainbow or queer.
酷儿
Queer.
然后我最喜欢的一个手语是这个
And then one of my favorite signs overall is this sign.
这个手势的意思是跨性
And this sign means trans.
我之所以喜欢它的原因是
And the reason why I love it so much
这个手势的含义是美丽心灵与心灵的变化
is it means beautiful heart and change of heart.
所以不是比划美丽、美丽
So instead of signing beautiful--beautiful--
你要做同样的手部动作
you're doing that same hand movement,
但要在胸前做
but on your chest.
好的，好的
Yep, yep.
所以你的心灵是纯洁和魅力的，就是这样
So your heart is pure and beautiful, just like that.
它的含义是跨性别
And that means trans.
Ray：我真的完全不知道
- [interpreting] I really have no idea.
这就是...
It's, like...
对我来说很难以理解
it's kind of hard for me to understand.
但我只是专注于我的工作
But I was just so focused on my work,
专注于我的学生
focused on my students,
专注于我的社交生活
focused on my social life,
专注于我生活中的其他部分
focused on everything else in my life.
我接到了个电♥话♥
I got a phone call.
你知道，我失聪了，我听不见
And you know, of course, me being deaf, I couldn't hear.
但我还是可以感受到我的手♥机♥震动
But I was still able to feel my phone vibrating.
我摘下VR头显，我看到那个电♥话♥
I took off my VR headset, and I saw that the call
是我母亲打来的
was from my mother.
我就，就，“发生什么了”
I was like, "Oh," you know, "what's up?"
我真的不知道发生了什么
I really didn't know what was going on.
我回电♥话♥的时候，我才明白
When I answered the call, I was able to see.
我妈妈告诉我说，我兄弟去世了
My mother explained that my brother had passed away.
我问是不是因为新冠病毒
And I asked if he had passed from coronavirus,
她说不是
and she said no.
其实，我兄弟有个问题
And see, my brother has a problem.
他的抑郁很严重
He has a lot of depression.
他的人生挣扎了很长一段时间
And he struggled for a long time in his life.
我问怎么了,发生了什么事
I asked what was wrong, what had happened.
我什么都很担心
I was concerned over everything.
其实是问题很大……
There was one problem in particular that...
他其实
He had--[sputters]
他其实自杀了
he had committed suicide.
他最终结束了自己的生命
And he had ended up taking his own life.
这确实让我很震惊
And it was a really big surprise for me.
我真的，真的，很震惊
I was really, really surprised.
我不知道怎么表达我的情感
I-I couldn't express my feelings.
我不知道发生了什么
I didn't know what happened.
我妈妈也不知道发生了什么事
And my mom also had no idea what had happened.
这是我第一次经历这种事情
It was my first time experiencing this.
我真的不知道该说什么
I don't know what to say, really.
我只是感到无助
I just felt helpless.
我发现人们真的会计划
I realized that people actually planned
在Helping Hands社区里用花给我惊喜
to surprise me with flowers in my Helping Hands community.
呃...
Uh...
他们想要支持我
they wanted to support me
因为我失去了我的兄弟
because of my loss of my brother.
他们非常真诚的告诉我
And they were very sincere in telling me
他们真的很爱我
that they really loved me.
他们也理解我对兄弟的爱
And they understood the love of my brother, as well,
和我一定经历着很大的痛苦
and the pain that I must have been going through.
社区中的所有这些人，我只是
All of the people in the community, I just--
我真的很爱他们
I love so much.
他们都是无与伦比的个体
They're such incredible people.
有一箱花送到了我家门口
And I had a box of flowers arrive to my door.
我妈妈也非常的惊讶
My mom was so surprised as well.
她问“谁给你送这个的？”
She's like, "Who sent this to you?"
然后我说"是Helping Hands"
And I said, "It was Helping Hands."
她也非常的开心
And she was so happy as well.
我妈妈只是觉得，我不知道
My mom just felt-- I don't know.
她的感情也很细腻
She was so emotional, you know.
Jenny:听到你妈妈
[speaking as self] Hearing that your mother
也很开心
also enjoyed it,
这就都值得了
it makes it completely worth it.
我很高兴你能够得到它
And I'm really happy that you were able to get that
然后觉得稍微好一点
and feel a little bit better.
总之，我希望你能意识到
So yeah, I hope that you can see
有很多人都很爱你
just how many people love you.
你，非常，非常被大家重视
You're-- you're very, very valued.
你是被珍重和爱着的
You're very valid and just loved
整个社区都是这样，是的
in this community, yeah.
Ray：我们能够走到一起并帮助彼此
[interpreting] We can come together and support each other
通过这样一个社区
through our community,
无论是Helping Hands还是别的什么
whether it's Helping Hands or anything.
我真的希望，这些失聪群体
And I really hope that the people who are deaf
来到这个群体职中的
and come here to this community,
无论是学生、还是什么人
or students, or anyone--
他们都能够从这个失聪社区里
I hope that they can receive help
获得帮助
from our Deaf community here.
我真的想让他们知道他们被爱着
And I really want them to know that they're loved.
我真的爱你们所有人
I really love all of you.
这个社群真的对我意味着很多
This community means a lot to me.
我也希望人们知道他们可以来VRChat
And I want people to know that they can come to VRChat
并感受到同样的爱。
and feel that same love.
我不知道我为什么这么伤心
我的心碎了
我在消化这些悲痛
但我希望你在那边都好
希望一切都很好
我真的希望你一切都好
我知道妈妈一直都很担心你
她现在也很担心你
这种焦虑该停下了
你的朋友也是
他们都很担心你
他们只是想知道你发生了什么
我想让你知道我在试着安慰他们
但不用担心他们
我会照顾好我们的家庭和你的朋友们的
有一天我们会再见面的
但现在你该去天堂了
我知道叔叔和爷爷在那边等着你
去找他们吧
去与上帝和耶稣基♥督♥同在吧
他们会照顾好你，你终于可以自♥由♥了
我知道我很爱你
家人们也都爱你
再见...
兄弟
耶！这就行了
- Yeah. - There we go.
走吧 谢谢
Let's go. - Thank you.
好的，所以我们这里还差谁
- Okay. So who else are we missing?
我觉得Blood也来不了了
- I don't think Blood can make it either.
好吧
- All right.
去右边吧 哦，好家伙