金色茧房（2023）

That's enough.
睡觉吧
Let's go to sleep.
天安叔叔 我想妈妈了
Uncle Thiện, I miss Mom.
你妈妈
Your mom
现在就在天堂
is in heaven now.
你能带我去天堂见妈妈吗
Can you take me to heaven to see Mom?
可以啊
Yes.
以后吧
Someday.
现在睡觉吧
Now sleep.
我主耶稣
At the time He was betrayed
被出♥卖♥♥♥的那天晚上
and entered willingly into His passion,
他拿起饼来感谢
He took bread, gave thanks,
掰开它 递给他的门徒 说到
broke it, gave it to His disciples and said,
你们拿去吃吧
"Take this, all of you, and eat it.
这是我的身体
"For this is my body
为你们舍弃的
"which has been given up for you."
自从搬到西贡后
Since moving to Saigon,
我很少有机会回家
I've rarely had opportunities to come home.
物是人非了
A lot has changed.
你为什么在这儿
Why are you here?
我在附近的一所学校教书
I teach kids at a school nearby.
是教堂后面的那个吗
At the parish behind the church?
不是
No.
葬礼弥撒的时候我就坐在后面
I sat at the back during the funeral mass.
我还以为我看错了
Could hardly believe my eyes.
我还以为是某个长得跟你很像的人
I almost mistook you for someone else.
好吧
Right.
还有…
By the way…
有件事我很好奇
There's something I'm curious about.
你为什么选择进入修道院
Why did you enter the convent?
对不起 我还有事情要忙
Excuse me, I have to help the sisters.
修女们还在等我
They are waiting for me.
我很抱歉
I want to apologize.
我不是故意的…
I didn't mean…
冒犯你的
to offend you.
对于你的选择...
Regarding your choice…
我只是想祝贺你
I'd like to congratulate you.
谢谢
Thank you.
你的着装
Your outfit,
很亲切
it's lovely.
嗯
Right.
嗯…
Well…
我得走了
I have to go now.
好
Okay.
阿桃
Thảo!
你在哪里教书啊
Which school do you teach at?
嘉兰之家
It's Gia Lành Home.
是在去迪灵麻风病院的路上吗
Is that on the way to Di Linh Leprosarium?
是的
Yes.
我知道那个地方
I know the place.
功夫不负有心人
Third time's the charm.
可算是抓到你了
I finally got you.
看啊 这只至少得有一公斤
Look, it must weigh at least a kilo.
我正在为客人们准备吃的呢
I'm planning a feast for the guests.
今晚就是最后一次祈祷了
Tonight marks the last day of prayer.
只有这只鸡还不够
Just this is not enough.
一会儿我去市场买♥♥点儿别的
I'll buy something else at the market later.
帮我抓一下
Hold the rooster for me.
抓紧点儿
Hold it tight.
你今天怎么起这么早
Why did you wake up so early this morning?
我也不知道
I don't know why.
最近总是凌晨三点就醒了
I've been waking up at 3:00 a.m.
肯定是因为葬礼
It must be the funeral
把你的作息搞乱了
messing with your body clock.
已经有好几个月了
It's been going on for months.
每到这时
At this hour,
我就觉得很局促不安
I feel strange.
给你 你还是抓这这只吧
Here, hold this one. It'll be easier for you.
它没那么野
It's familiar with humans.
就在那个时候左右
Around that time,
我听到一个声音
I hear a voice.
就像是…
Like…
从我心底涌出来的东西
Something that comes from within me,
一遍又一遍地重复着
repeating over and over again.
你看过医生吗
Have you seen a doctor?
看过
Yes.
医生怎么说的
What did the doctor say?
过度劳累导致的慢性疲劳综合症
Chronic fatigue syndrome due to overwork.
天安
Thiện,
我觉得谭不像是大家八卦的那样
I don't think Tâm left for another woman,
是为了别的女人而离开的
like people gossiped about.
有些关于他的事情
There's something
大家都不知道
most people don't know about Tâm.
他就读于神学院
Tâm attended seminary.
在明辨期间 他的属灵教父建议他去寻求姻缘
During discernment, his spiritual father advised him to pursue marriage instead.
老实说 我是理解不了这些东西
Honestly, I can't wrap my head around this idea of divine will.
就很矛盾
It's conflicting.
圣经说神所结合的人不可分开
"What God has joined together let no man separate."
但是上帝却让谭离开了
But He called Tâm away
又把幸带到了天堂
and took Hạnh back to heaven.
也许在未来他对阿涛还有什么教义要嘱托呢
Maybe He has a divine purpose for Đạo in the future.
给我吧
Let me keep it.
天安
Thiện.
不用去市场了
You don't have to go to the market.
我要去湖边钓鱼
I'll go fishing at the lake.
够晚上吃了
There'll be enough food for tonight.
好吧
Right. All right.
愿主祝福我们的爱情 从今天一直到永远
May the Lord bless our love today and forever.
我想知道
I wonder
如果上帝仍然存在的话
if God still exists today.
为什么还要这样
Why do you ask?
如果上帝存在
If God exists,
这位良善全能的上帝
a good and almighty God,
他不会允许这样的事情发生
He wouldn't let something like this happen.
我们将一切托付给上帝的怜悯
We entrust everything to God's mercy.
我相信一切都是上帝的安排
I believe that everything is God's plan.
你冷吗
Are you cold?
冷吗
Are you cold?
请问你找谁
Who are you looking for?
我想见一下院长
I'd like to meet the head nun here.
我能问一下来访的原因吗
May I ask what for?
我昨天晚上就预约了
I made an appointment last night.
我想让我的侄子在这里读书
I would like to enroll my nephew here .
我知道了 请进
I see. Please come in.
谢谢
Thank you.
蛋清和蛋黄
In white, in yolks
有的变成叫 有的变成喙
Into beaks, into feet
小小的喙
A tiny little beak
和小小的脚丫
Tiny little feet
还有闪闪发光的黄色羽毛
Gleaming yellow feathers
和明亮的黑色眼睛
Bright black eyes
哦 小鸡呀
Oh, little chick
我真的很喜欢你
I love you so much
把鞋穿上吧
Let's put on your sandals.
走吧
Let's go.
我们围成一圈来跳舞 好不好
Go round fast in a circle and dance well, okay?
好啦
Calm down!
站成四排
Stand in four rows!
安静
Calm down!
问好呀 - 你好 修女
Say hello. - Hello, sister.
你好