反同运动的前世今生（2020）

修复或“转化”疗法是 宗教领袖、执证顾问或同伴互助团体
为了改变一个人的性取向或性别认同而采用的一种手段
所有主流医疗和心理健康协会都谴责这种疗法是有害的
修复或“转化”疗法是 宗教领袖、执证顾问或同伴互助团体
为了改变一个人的性取向或性别认同而采用的一种手段
变性人追随主耶稣
嘿 女士？
Hey, ma'am?
你今天需要祷告吗？ 不用了 谢谢
-Do you need any prayer today? - No, thanks.
好吧 祝你今天愉快
Okay, you have a good day.
你也是
You too.
嘿 各位 我想问一下 你们今晚需要祷告吗？
Hey, y'all, I was gonna ask, do y'all need any prayer tonight?
我就是来为人们祈祷的 和人们分享我的见证
I'm just out herexa0praying for people, and I share my testimony with people
和人们一起祷告
and pray with them.
这就是我
This is me.
我之前过着变性人的生活
I lived transgender before,
然后 为了跟随耶稣基♥督♥ 我放弃了一切
and I left everything to follow Jesus Christ.
-你们是信徒吗？ -是的
-Are you believers? - Yes.
天父 感谢您今晚让我遇到了 我的姐♥妹♥们♥
So, Father God, I just thank you for my sisters tonight,
主啊 她们都是你的信徒
Lord, that I met, fellow believers in you, Jesus.
我祝福她们 奉耶稣基♥督♥的名祈祷 阿门
And I just bless them, in Jesus Christs' name I pray. Amen.
阿门
Amen.
这是我 我之前过着变性人的生活 沉迷毒品与酒精 而且是同性恋
This was me. I lived transgender. Drugs, alcohol, and homosexuality.
我之前罪恶深重 为了跟随主 我放弃了一切
I was really deep in sin, and I left everything to follow the Lord
因为他很了不起 他是全能的神 他爱我们
'cause He's an amazing, powerful God, and He loves us.
所以我向其他人分享我的经历 来鼓励他们
And so I just-- I share my journey with other people to encourage them.
我们倒是每天都需要祷告
You know, we can always use prayer every day.
天父 奉耶稣基♥督♥的名 保佑她们
Bless them, Father, in Jesus Christs' name,
跟随你、认识你 我的主 让我们了解你 阿门
to follow you and to know you, Lord. Let us know you. Amen.
-阿门 -我之前像个女人一样活着
- Amen. -I lived as a woman.
为了追随耶稣基♥督♥ 我放弃了一切
I left everything to follow Jesus Christ.
天父 让她永远不要忘记 你觉得她多重要 多爱她
Let her never forget, Father, how important and loved she is to you.
奉耶稣基♥督♥的名 阿门
In Jesus Christs' name. Amen.
我曾出♥卖♥♥♥肉体 和很多男人乱搞过
I was promiscuous with a lot of men, prostituted my body.
我会分享福音和我生活中发生的事
I share the Gospel and what happened in my life,
以及上帝如何让我放下这个性别认同 因为我一直想变成一个女人
and how God set me free from this identity 'cause I was trying to become a woman.
而我不是女人 我是个男人
I'm not a woman. I'm a man.
天父 感谢你所做的一切
Father, I just thank you for everything you've done.
圣父、圣子耶稣 还有你 圣灵
By the Father, by the Son, Jesus, and by you, Holy Spirit.
奉耶稣基♥督♥的名 阿门
In Jesus Christs' name. Amen.
所以这原本应该是我
So, this would have been me.
上面写着“被束缚”和“获得自♥由♥”
It says, "in bondage" and "set free."
对我来说 耶稣最重要的就是真理
The biggest things that Jesus is to me is truth.
当你知道真♥相♥的时候 真♥相♥会让你得自♥由♥
When you know the truth, the truth sets you free.
我相信圣经
I believe the Bible,
这些人必不能承受神的国
that these people will not inherit the Kingdom of God.
圣经
我相信人是可以改变的
I do believe that people can change
他们对于性的认知是可以焕然一新 且恢复常态的
and have a refreshing, renewing over their whole sexuality.
圣灵能给你新的欲望和需求
The Holy Spirit can give you new desires and wants.
耶稣可以改变你
Jesus can transform you.
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-这样可以吗？ -可以
-xa0Are you good with that? - Yeah.
我们曾是前同性恋运动的领导人
We were the leaders of the ex-gay movement.
我们相信同性恋非常不正常
We believed that there was something desperately wrong,
是一种病态
that there was something pathological about it,
不是一个人该有的正常状态
that it was not your normal state,
也不是上帝的意图
wasn't what God intended,
一定是发生了什么事“让人变弯了”
that something must have happened to "make you gay."
我们曾经真的相信
We really believed
同性恋者的灵魂可以被拯救
that gay people could be saved.
这是圣经的箴言
This is what the Bible says.
圣经说有些人是同性恋 对吧？
It saysxa0that some of you were homosexuals, right?
但是你已经改变了 接受了洗礼 也发生了转变
But you've changed. You've been washed. You've been transformed.
我们曾相信我们的行为就是正确的
We believed what we were doing was the right thing,
要继续追求改变
to continue pursuing change,
如果你不想做同性恋 也是有办法解决的
and if you didn't want to be gay, that there was a way out for you also.
我们当时在做我们认为 上帝希望我们做的事情
We were doing what we thought God wanted us to do.
反 同 运 动 的
前 世 今 生
内华达州，雷诺市
谁来负责鸡蛋？ 不 放到那边
All right,xa0who wants to do the eggs? No, it goes in there.
伊万特坎图施耐德
谁来负责鸡蛋？ 不 放到那边
All right,xa0who wants to do the eggs? No, it goes in there.
伊万特坎图施耐德
我只需要一个鸡蛋和蛋黄
I just need an egg and the yolk,
所以你必须把蛋白和蛋黄分开
so you have to separate the white from the yolk.
-这要怎么做？ -天啊
-How are you supposed to do that? - Oh my gosh.
我现在都没什么信心了
- -I have very little confidence right now.
哇
Wow.
你已经把蛋黄打破了！
And you broke the yolk already!
好吧
Okay.
-可以动一下吗？ -好
- Is it possible to move? - Yes.
很好
Great.
-这样可以吗？ -可以
-Are you good with that? -Yeah.
这个麦克风能用了吗？ 还不行 所以…
-Is this mic working? - No, not really, so…
那我就再向前一点
Then I'm just gonna lean forward a little bit more.
你用了六年时间 练习过女同性恋的生活
You spent six years as a practicing lesbian.
我喜欢“练习”这个词
I likexa0that word, "practicing."
你为什么用“练习”一词？ 你想要在什么方面变得完美？
What do you mean, "practicing?" What are you trying to get perfect?
“练习”女同性恋是指 我一直在过女同性恋的生活方式
"Practicing" lesbian means that I was actually in the lifestyle
而不仅仅在纠结那种感觉
and not just struggling with the feelings.
所以我亲身投入到了 女同性恋的感情生活中
So I was actually involved in lesbian relationships.
伊万特 你能不能和 困在这种生活方式中的那些人
Yvette, would you just talk from your heart
发自内心地谈一谈？
to those that are trapped in the lifestyle?
我知道这很难
Well, I know that it is difficult.
我花了三年时间才克服了 同性间的吸引力
It took me three years just to overcome same-sex attractions.
因为在教会中我身边
And it was because I was surrounded by people in the church
都是真心爱我的人
who really loved me.
但上帝真的治愈了我内心女性的一面
But God really healing the feminine within me
并让我看到他喜欢女性的妩媚
and showing me that the feminine is something that he loves,
是他所创造出来的存在
that it's something that He created.
他是唯一能抚慰心灵深处的人
He's the only one who can touch those deep places.
讲得真好
That was wonderful.
我花了很多时间思考： “我怎么会相信那种事？”
I spent a lot of time thinking, "How did I believe that?"
以及“我是如何 沉浸在其中这么久的？”
and "How was I involved in it for so long?"
我直到27岁才开始去教堂
I didn't come into the church until I was 27.
而我开始
And the reason
去教堂 并成为基♥督♥徒的原因
I started going to church and became a Christian
是我在寻找一些东西
was I was looking for something.
这简直太壮观了
That's absolutely spectacular.
我以前从没有过那种无忧无虑的日子 从未觉得自己所向睥睨
I didn't really have those carefree days where you think nothing can touch you.
死亡总是很普遍 就在不远处
Death was always prevalent, and it was right there.
1990年
在艾滋病危机期间 我有17个朋友死于艾滋病
I had had 17 friends die of AIDS during the AIDS crisis.
我最好的朋友艾德 他的伴侣也是
My best friend Ed, his partner was also,
在他们有健康问题的时候 我帮助过他们
and sort of helped them when they were having health problems.
那时我20多岁 就发生了这些事情
And I was in my twenties, and this is what was happening.
让人不禁会担心自己爱的人
When you're just wondering if the people that you love
会不会不久之后又出现在这里
are gonna be here the next day and the day after that.
我相信上帝不会审判人 上帝只会审判罪
I believe that God does not judge people. God judges sin.
而且我相信艾滋病
And I do believe that AIDS,
杰瑞·福尔韦尔
高人气电视福音布道人
一般被认为 是由同性恋性乱♥交♥引起的…
generally caused and believed to be caused by homosexual promiscuity,
杰瑞·福尔韦尔
高人气电视福音布道人
杰瑞·福尔韦尔
高人气电视福音布道人
…这违反了上帝的律法 自然法则与礼仪规范
is a violation of God's laws, laws of nature and decency,
因此 我们违反上帝的律法时 就要付出代价
and as a result, we pay the price when we violate the laws of God.
所以进入到一个组织完善
So to go into a church situation that is very structured,
规则非常明确的教会中
and the rules are very clear,
是一种解脱 这正是我的感受
it's a relief, and I-- and that's exactly how I felt.
这是一种解脱
It was a relief.
1976年
在我成长的年代 成为同性恋
I grew up in a time when it was a crime,
是一种犯罪行为
a sickness,
一种病态、一种罪恶
and a sin to be gay.
我迫切想要改变
I wanted desperately to change.
我儿时因此事遭到霸凌的时候 就想改变