雨季来临前（2019）

这是我们最小的规格
The smallest size we have.
我已经把说明书给你放进去了
I've included the instructions in there for you.
非常棒 谢谢你
This is perfect. Thank you.
这多少钱
How much do I owe you?
不用了 -不 我想付钱给你
It's OK. - No, I'd like to pay you.
没关系 反正也没有人喝这个了
It's fine. No one drinks it any more, anyway.
我很爱茶
I fucking love tea.
我们的茶太贵了 不适合日常饮用
Our tea is too expensive for everyday drinking.
有一些品牌使用芳香油来散发香味
There are brands that use aroma oils for their scenting.
这样又快又便宜 卖♥♥得也多
It's quick, cheap and sells a lot.
但是质量很差 对吧
The quality, it's inferior, right?
我的月经又怎么会影响质量呢
How will my menstruation affect the quality?
这只是传统的迷信罢了
That's the superstitious part of tradition.
我想去旅行
I want to travel.
但他们花了很钱供我读书 他们所有的积蓄
But they've spent so much money on my education. All their savings.
嘿
Hey.
哈喽
Hello.
要进来吗
Want to come in?
我刚在……
I was just...
你想喝咖啡吗
You want a coffee?
你喜欢喝茶吗
Do you like tea?
这东西蛮合适的
This is the proper stuff.
只给你最好的
Only the best for you.
你说得太对了
You're damn right.
所以你在河内找到你想要的了吗
So did you find what you wanted in Hanoi?
我想告诉你一些关于我的事
I thought of something about me to tell you.
是吗 -是的
Oh, yeah? - Yeah.
我辞职之后
After I quit my job...
我报了舞蹈班
I took dance classes.
不会吧 少糊弄人
No way, fuck off!
别笑我
Don't laugh.
舞蹈班名称叫希望嘻哈
Hip Hop 4 Hope was what the classes were called.
谢谢
Thank you.
跟我说说你父亲
Tell me about your dad.
三年零五个月前 他开枪自杀了
Three years and five months ago, he shot himself.
我回家收拾残局
I went back home to pick up the pieces.
带着我妈妈一起
I took my mom with me.
我身体有巨大的摆动性疼痛
And I had this king-size oscillating pain.
我这边有坐骨神经痛
I got sciatica across here.
一直……
It keeps...
我不能用耳机听音乐
I couldn't listen to music on my headphones.
会引起疼痛
It triggered the pain.
他们给我开了曲马多 你知道吗
They gave me Tramadol. You know it?
不知道
No.
它能麻痹你的全身
It numbs you all over.
你可以捏我 拿针扎我
You could pinch me, stick a pin in me...
我不会有任何感觉
I wouldn't feel a thing.
如果你喝了酒 天呐
If you drink a beer on that, my God!
能送你上西天
It sends you up to the stars.
很惊人
It's stunning.
你还在发作吗 -有时会
Do you still have it? - Sometimes.
不过不是在这里
Not here, though.
我想这和湿度有关
I think it's something to do with the humidity.
这是你在这里的原因吗
Is that why you're here?
我老爸在这里打过仗
My old man fought here.
18个月
18 months.
经历三次手术和20块火箭弹片后 他退伍了
Three operations and 20 pieces of rocket shrapnel later, he was discharged.
然后被送回家 重新开始他的生活
And sent back home to begin his life again.
在汇报中 军队精神病医生说
In debriefing, the army psychiatrist says,
我看你的档案里已经确认了你杀人
"I see in your file you have confirmed kills.
这会让你想杀其他人吗
Does that make you want to kill other people?"
他回答 不会
He said, "No."
很好 这就是我想听到的
"Good. That is all I wanted to hear.
你可以离开了
You're dismissed."
回到这个世界
Back into the world.
回到街上
Back on the streets.
这是我们去的寺庙吗
Was this the temple we went to?
是的
Yes.
我们全家都在这里
All our families are there.
你还记得这张照片是什么时候拍的吗
Do you remember this, when this picture was taken?
我以后再好好看看
I'm gonna look at them properly later.
谢谢你
Thank you.
谢谢
Cam on.
你的生意怎么样
How's your business?
还行
It's OK.
你的经济状况如何
How are you financially?
还不错
Yes. Fine.
他们说当一个国家变得富裕
They say when a country becomes wealthy,
人们首先买♥♥的三样东西就是手♥机♥
the first three things that people buy are a mobile phone,
平面电视和冰箱
a flat-screen TV and a fridge.
都按照这个顺序来
All in that order.
我会成为一个富豪
I will be a very rich man.
超级富豪
Super rich.
基特
Kit...
我现在还无法还你钱
..I can't give you the money now.
我没有那么多
I don't have enough.
三个月后我会有的
I will have in three months.
什么钱
What money?
你妈妈借钱给我们开了这家店
Your mum loaned us a lot of money for my shop.
那是她的钱
That was hers.
你不想要回去吗
You don't want it back?
不
No.
你知道
You know...
那个时候
back then...
我们最紧急的问题
the most urgent question for us...
就是我们何时何地可以移♥民♥
..was when and where can we emigrate to.
我们申请了澳大利亚
We applied for Australia...
美国
..America...
可是都没有通过
We didn't get accepted.
你妈妈试图帮我们移♥民♥到英国
Your mother tried to help us move to England.
可是
But...
我们不是直系亲属
..we were not direct relatives.
所以不可能
Impossible.
我不知道这件事
I didn't know that.
我们想用这些钱来伪造证件
We thought of using the money to make fake documents.
我可以是你弟弟
I could be your brother...
我妈妈可以是你婶婶
..my mother could be your auntie.
那你们为何没有做呢
So why didn't you?
我们现在有商店了
We have the shop now.
你找到你父母在河内的家了吗
Did you find your parents' home... in Hanoi?
找到了
I did.
你会让他们在那里安息吗
Will you rest them there?
我真的不知道
I really don't know.
你看起来很痛苦
You look... in pain.
他们经历了这么多才离开这里
They went through so much to leave here.
而现在你把他们带回来了
And now you bring them back.