宿敌（2017）

Feud S02E01

Part 4 Feb. 25, 2024, 2:22 p.m.

Next weekend.
行行就这么办就这么办
Yes, yes, do it, do it.
噢你好感觉怎样
Oh, hello, how are you?
你懂的
You know.
对我懂
Yes, I do.
对你懂不是吗
Yes, you do, don't you?
跟我说说你的金色带锁小笔记本
Tell me about your little locked golden notebook.
一定记录了一些美妙的秘密吧
What fabulous secrets it must hold.
事实上里面只是一些我做的错事列表
Actually, this is just a list of everything I...
以及我能在下次做得更好的
do wrong and everything I could do better,
事情
the next time.
更好的错的
"Better"? "Wrong"?
谁给你灌输的这些思想
Whoever put that idea in your head?
贝比你没发现吗
Babe, don't you see?
失误让我们变得有趣
Our mistakes are what makes us interesting.
杜鲁门你难道不担心任何事情吗
Do you not worry about anything, Truman?
当然有啊金钱孤独卡路里
Oh, sure, money, aloneness, calories...
但从来不会担心完美
But never about perfection.
打开你的金色笔记本
Now, open your golden notebook
写下智者的这句话
and put down this word to the wise.
你说
Tell me.
下次把我的座位安排在你旁边
Next time, seat me next to you.
仅此而已
That's all you need to do.
我需要跟你说
I need to tell you something.
我认为我们将会成为亲密的朋友
I think we're going to be close friends.
我懂这些事情
I know these things.
你怎么懂的
How?
我也不清楚我就是懂
Oh, I don't know, I just do.
我是会点巫术的
I'm witchy.
巫术
"Witchy."
那你来告诉我巫术先生你有没有预见
Well, tell me, Mr. Witch, did you see...
我老公和1952年的欧洲小姐搞在一起
my husband and Miss Europe 1952?
我预见了
I did.
我看到他带她去了一间小屋子里
I saw him take her to one of the cottages.
我该如何面对这件事你有什么建议
What do you suggest I do about it?
我不知道
Oh, I don't know...
浴火重生咯
Rise above?
我知道你我知道你出了车祸
I know about you, I know about your car accident.
颧骨碎了
Shattered your cheekbones...
他们重做了你的脸
How, when they rebuilt your face,
你一瞬间变得比之前还要美丽
you were suddenly more beautiful than ever,
你从丑小鸭
you became a swan
变成了白天鹅我说的对吧
from an ugly duckling, am I right?
你怎么知道这些事的
How do you know about all that?
我想说的是
Well, my point is...
车祸是因祸得福
the accident was a blessing.
现在又有一件好事
And now there's something else.
你将要有一个新的好朋友
You have a new best friend.
我们来抽根烟吧
Now let's have a cigarette.
嗯
Mm.
我可以吗
May I?
欧文你必须得回去
Irving, you have to go back
跟他们解释
to them and explain.
没有功劳也有苦劳他们至少给我点好处费啊
I need to be given some benefit of the doubt.
是我应得的
I have earned that.
不能因为我没按时把《应验的祷告》写出来
I'm not giving Random House back my advance
就让我把兰登书屋的预付款退回去吧
for Answered Prayers for failure to deliver.
我迟早会交上去的你知道的
I will deliver it one day, you know that.
他们想让我退多少
How much do they want from me?
四十万
$400,000?!
是的
Yes,
我知道是第三次逾期了
I know it's the third deadline I've missed.
好吧我快写完了马上就写完了
Well, I'm close, I'm very close,
但这次...
but this one...
欧文我跟你说你必须得跟他们解释
Irving, I'm telling you, you have to explain to them
这本书比《冷血》难多了
this is so much harder than Cold Blood.
原因嘛因为我在描写社会
Well, because I'm writing about society.
纽约社会啊
It's New York society,
任务非常艰巨
it's a very small needle to thread.
你不想出现任何差错的
You do not want to get one thing wrong.
你什么意思欧文你之前听过这些借口了
What do you mean, Irving, you've heard it all before?
他们利用我在全球赚了多少钱
How much have they made from me worldwide?
他们准备告我了
They'll sue me?
我没钱没办法给他们啊
I cannot give back money I don't have!
跟他们这么说
Tell them that!
噢
Oh...
你都听到了吗
Were you listening?
你怎么穿着外套啊我们要出去吃晚餐吗
Why is your coat on? Do we have a dinner?
其实不是的
Actually, no.
不吃晚餐我只是不想...
No dinner, I just don't want to...
呆在这忍♥受这些
be here for this.
明眼人都看得出来
It's very clear to everyone
很明显你没了灵感
what's happening here while you're stuck.
继续说杰克
Oh, go on, Jack.
你为何不启发我呢
Why don't you enlighten me...?
- 你写不出这本书的原因... - 哟
- The reason that you can't write the book... - Oh.
是你不再是一个作家了
...is that you are now no longer a writer,
而是一个全职的每周六十个小时的
but rather a full-time, 60-hour-a-week
高♥强♥度的酒鬼
high-level drunk.
哼好吧也许你是对的
Mm. Well, you may be right,
但这只是表象杰克
but that's just the surface, Jack.
你的面子工程做得更好
Which is what you do so well.
表象
The surface.
那么我为什么要这么对自己呢
But why, why am I doing this to myself?
是否因为你永远不会懂
Is it because it hurts more than you could ever comprehend
失去了如此罕有之物的痛苦有多深
to lose something so rare?
呵是啊你的高级痛苦如此的独特
Oh, yes, your elite pain is so singular
以至于只有你能忍♥受别逗我了
that no one but you could bear it. Please. Really?
而且就算我看不见我还能闻见
And it's just out of sight, too, I can smell it.
你不懂风险有多大你没有遇到过风险
You don't know what the stakes are, you have no stakes.
但对我来说不成功便成仁
But for me, it's all of it or none of it.
也许也许是我失去了
And maybe, just maybe I lost everything
成就杜鲁门·卡波特的才华
that made me Truman Capote.
也许《冷血》已经贡献了我的全部才气
Maybe... Cold Blood took everything I had.
别说我是个酒鬼
Don't tell me I'm a drunk.
我知道
I know it.
但是可以告诉我为什么
But tell me why.
告诉我如何停止痛苦
Tell me how to stop it.
告诉我如何再次成为杜鲁门·卡波特
Tell me how to be Truman Capote again
我就去照做
and I'll do it.
你能告诉我如何再次创造辉煌吗
Can you tell me how to be him again?
不能
No.
但是你这个样子不会找到答案的
But you won't find it this way.
金酒伏特加药片都无法给你答案
Not with gin or vodka or pills.
没有人有答案也永远不会有
No one ever has and no one ever will.
行了我话说完了
There, I've done my bit.
但是我们不能确定不是吗
Well, we can't be sure, can we?
因为有时候啊
Because sometimes...
三瓶酒下肚
after the third wine and...
再吃一些药片
a couple of pills...
我确实能感觉到他就在我身边
I do feel him right next to me.
那个过去的我
The old me.
不行我不要停下追逐他的脚步
No, and I'm not going to stop chasing him
直到死亡
till he's returned to Mama.
也许我还不够醉
Maybe it's that I haven't drunk enough.
我打算调查清楚亲爱的
I intend to investigate that, dear heart.
可以吗
Okay?
可以吗
Okay?
洗浴营业中
你是杜鲁门·卡波特
You're Truman Capote.
你难道不担心被别人认出来吗
You're not worried about being recognized?