怜悯（2018）

Oh, it's smashing. Think he'll like it?
在他人生中 每个人都在和恶魔下一盘大旗
'During his lifetime each man plays cosmic chess with the devil.
很难说谁赢谁输
'It's difficult to know who's winning,
因为上帝用着一套规则
because God plays with one set of rules,
而恶魔的
'and the Devil plays with
则完全相反
the other exactly opposite set of rules.
但是有一件事显而易见
'But one thing is clear.
唯一真正的罪孽
'The only real sin...
是谎言之罪
'...is the sin of concealment.'
等等我
'Wait for me!'
你能看到他吗
Can you see him?
- 等一下 - 怎么了
- Wait! - Yes?
- 我看到什么东西 - 是什么
- I see something! - What do you see?
- 是一朵云 - 亲爱的 让我看一下
- Oh, it's a cloud. - Oh, dear. Let me have a look.
我觉得他会在21号♥回来
I think he'll be back on 21st.
跟美国人登月同一天
The same day the Americans arrive on the moon.
- 我想他明天就回来 - 我也是呢 宝贝儿
- I want him back tomorrow. - Oh, me too, sweetheart.
你也看一眼 看看你能看见什么
You have a look. See what you can see.
- 那边好像有东西 - 你觉得是什么
- There's something sort of there. - What do you think it is?
我不知道 看起来不像是三体帆船
I don't know. It doesn't look like the trimaran.
克莱尔
'Clare?'
我以为我能做得更好
I thought I could play the game better.
我尽力了
I tried.
但是到最后 我还是不得不承认
But in the end, I was forced to admit that nature...
自然逼迫渺小的人类犯下唯一能犯的罪过
...forces on cosmic beings the only sin that they're capable of.
谎言之罪
The sin of concealment.
亲爱的 我是这个世界上
Darling, I'm the only man
唯一理解这句话的人
on Earth who understands what this means.
完毕
Over.
回家吧
Come home.
我没办法
I can't.
根本无路可退
There's no way back.
我无法编造我没去过的地方的故事
I can't write stories of where I've never been.
我已经不是我了
I'm something else now.
现在是10点28分9秒
It's 10:28... nine seconds.
唯一美丽的
The only beauty...
就是真♥相♥
...is truth.
我就是我
I am what I am.
我认清了这次过错的性质
And I see the nature of my offence.
我很抱歉
I'm so sorry.
希望你能原谅我
I hope you can forgive me.
结束了
It's finished.
一切都结束了
It's finished.
这于我是怜悯
It is the mercy.
我们找到这船的时候里面就这样
This is exactly how we found her.
嗯
Hmm.
这些就是航海日志了 对吧
There's the logbooks, eh?
就这样赤♥裸♥裸地全摆出来
Left 'em out like that. In plain sight.
他原本可以把它们全扔海里去的
Suppose he could've thrown 'em overboard.
没错
Yes.
但他最后没扔 不是吗
But he didn't, did he?
依我看 那王八蛋根本就没绕过好望角
As far as I can tell, the poor bastard never rounded the Cape,
也没穿过日界线
or crossed the dateline.
看来所有事都是他编造的
Looks like he invented the whole thing.
看来他在泰特利中校翻船事件之后就放弃了
It seems he gives up after Commander Tetley goes over.
没再前进过
Stops sailing.
我来说说我对这件事的猜测
I'll tell you what I think's happened here.
他根本就没打算赢
He never had any intention of winning.
没错 他没有想过要为此负责
Yeah. He never planned on being held to account.
谁会去看垫底那个人的航海日志呢
Who looks at the logbooks of the last man home?
想想吧
Think about it.
一切都结束了
"It is finished.
怜悯
"The mercy."
什么怜悯
What "Mercy"?
克莱尔看过这些东西了吗
Has Clare seen these?
她丈夫想出名
Her husband wanted to be famous.
他也快要出名了
Well, now he's about to be.
看得出来你们都是来瞧热闹的
I can see that you've all come to inspect the damage,
拍照记录 好写故事
to take a picture, write a story.
也许你们还希望刚丧夫的寡妇能说几句话
Perhaps you'd all like a word from the bereaved widow.
你们就是来扫荡扫荡这些的 对吧
Is that what you've come scavenging for? Yes?
- 是的 有劳了 - 好吧 把我接下来说的话记下来
- Yes, please. - All right, well, write this down.
我也不知道我丈夫是失足落海的
I don't know if my husband slipped and fell,
还是他自己跳下去的 虽然你们都认为是后者
or if he jumped... as you're now saying.
但是有一点可以肯定
But I would like you to rest assured,
就算他真跳海了 也是被人推下去的
that if he did jump, he was pushed.
你们每个人的脏手都在他背上推了一把
And each and every one of you here had a grubby hand on his back.
每个摄影师 赞助商 记者
Every photographer, every sponsor, every reporter,
每一个在报刊亭驻留的可怜虫
every sad little man who stands at a newsstand
都在以谈论别人的过错为乐
to feast on the scraps of another's undoing.
一旦他落水了
And once he was in the water,
你们都来义正言辞地讨♥伐♥他
you all held him under with your judgement.
你们上周宣扬希望 现在大肆批评
Last week you were selling hope, now you're selling blame.
下周可以换一个新鲜话题
Next week you'll be selling something else.
但是明天以及今后的每一天
But tomorrow and every day after,
我的孩子都依然需要他们的父亲
my children will still need their father.
而我也仍然需要我的丈夫
And I will still need my husband.
恐怕这不是一个特别好的故事
I'm afraid that doesn't make a particularly good story,
但真♥相♥往往如此
but then I suppose the truth rarely does.
好走不送
Thank you very much.
我多么希望你没有机会看到这封信
'My most fervent desire is that you never see this writing.
如果你不幸看到了 那么这就意味着我的离去
'If you ever do, it will mean that by pursuit of my own ends
给你带来了难以承受的重担
'I have placed an intolerable burden on you.
但是没有什么能改变或者玷污我们过去的幸福时光
'But nothing can touch or tarnish our past happiness.
时间不能 未来短暂的痛苦不能
'Not time, nor brief future misery,
未来的一切都不能
nor anything that lies ahead.'
我们要等多久
How long do we wait?
你不用决定何时停止等待
You don't have to decide when to stop waiting.
因为你的心会告诉你
Your heart will do that for you.
每个人都会经历生命的终结
'The end must come to all human experience
那种孤独是无法避免的
'and that alone is certain.
我希望你能过好往后的日子 孩子们能给你带来快乐
'May you find joy in life and in your children.
长大后为你争光
'May they grow to reflect credit on you.
见证我们的爱情
'To testify to our love.
并给你带来我无法再给予你的爱
'To give you the love I will not now be able to.'
我们现在要做什么 我希望
'What do we do now?' 'Every day...
你每天都张开双臂迎接爸爸回家
'...I want you to welcome Daddy home with open arms.'
就算有些东西你还不理解
Even the parts you don't understand.
因为这就是你
Because that's what you
能为离开的爱人所做的事
do for someone you love who has gone away.
即使他们永远不会回来
Even if they don't make it back.