收发室（2020）

Yo, yo, Richard, Richard.
嘿 这儿什么都没有
Hey, there's nothing.
她没给你写信
She didn't write you.
放下吧
Let it go.
别求我了
Stop bugging me.
是谁呀
[Woman Inside] Who is it?
呃 是理查德
Uh, it's Richard.
嗨 罗西塔
Hi, Rosita?
嗯 你是谁
Yeah, who are you?
呃 对 我们没见过面
Uh, yes, we haven't met.
我是州监狱
I'm a corrections officer
死囚区的狱警
from the state prison's death ward.
我来这儿是和信件相关
I'm here in regards to the letters.
快把它收起来 把它收起来
Now put that away, put that away.
我们不能在这儿谈
We can't talk here.
宝贝 是谁呀
[Man Inside House] Baby, who is it?
就是那些拿着自己杂♥志♥的
It's just those Jehovah's witness people
耶♥和♥华♥见证会的人
with their magazines.
一小时后在拐角处的餐厅见我
Meet me at the restaurant on the corner in an hour.
然后别再来这里了
And don't ever come back here again.
克里斯怎么了
What's happened to Cris?
我很肯定你想知道我来这里干什么
I'm sure you're wondering what I'm doing here.
我想澄清一下 克里斯不知道我在这里
I want to clarify, Cris does not know that I am here.
呃
Um...
我的工作是在我们把所有信件传出去前
My job is to scan and censor all the letters
对它们进行扫描和审查
before we pass it on.
所以我读了你的信 然后
So I've I read your letters and-
这合法吗
Is this even legal?
你在这儿
You being here?
嗯
Well,
呃 这是 这是
um, it's, it's...
当有人试图自杀时
my civil duty to follow up when someone tries
我有民事义务去跟进
to kill themselves.
那如果你真是英雄 那么你干嘛要在
Well, if you're such a hero, then why do you work
这杀人的机构里工作
at an institution that kills people?
我不觉得那是同一件事
I don't think that's the same thing.
你到底想要我怎样
What do you want from me?
那些信件是私人的
Those letters are private.
你是清楚的 对吧
You realize that, right?
是啊 是啊 我知道
Yes, yes I do.
我很担心你
I was concerned about you.
我现在清楚了
I realize now that-
如果我越界了 我很抱歉
I'm sorry if I overstepped any boundaries.
请忘记我有来过
Please forget that I came.
我已经四处奔走七年
I've been walkin' around for seven years,
等着穿制♥服♥的人
waitin' for people in uniforms
来杀我的一生挚爱
to kill the love of my life.
我允许自己在没有他的情况下重获幸福
I allowed myself to be happy again without him,
但我不能给他写这些 不是吗
but I can't write him that, can I?
我只是不想让他害怕
I just don't want him to be scared.
你知道吗 他每晚都开着灯睡觉
You know, he slept with the light on every night.
他怕黑
He's scared of the dark.
然后你知道吗 可能他还会觉得
And you know, maybe he even thinks like I'm going
我会在另一头等他什么的
to be waiting for him on the other side or something.
好像这可能能帮他熬过这些日子
Like maybe it helps him get through the days.
你知道 当我们做出那个承诺时 我还太年轻了
You know, I was so young when we made that promise.
这是我能为他做的唯一一件事了 你知道吗
This the only thing left that I could do for him, you know?
很明显我不能像这样露面
I obviously can't show up like this.
你的信写得太美了 罗西塔
You write very beautiful letters, Rosita.
克里斯很幸运能收到它们
Cris is very lucky to get them.
我们都需要有个人能爱着我们
We all need someone to love us.
就像你说的 在那监狱里真的是非常 非常孤独
Like you said, it's very, very lonely in that prison.
真的是非常孤独
It's very lonely.
你应当获得幸福
You deserve to be happy.
他从不回应你 你也不介意吗
And it doesn't bother you that he never responds?
我给他写信不是为了要他回信
I didn't write him to get letters back.
杰克逊 你有封信
Jackson, you got a letter.
看起来我们收发室里出了个问题
Looks like there was an error in that old stupid system
在那个又蠢又旧的系统里
we have up in the mail room.
是你女儿寄来的 我觉得
It's from your daughter, I think.
谢啦 兄弟
Thanks, man.
啊 好 我们会持续留意的 看看还有没有别的
Ah, well. We'll keep an eye out, see if there's any more.
嗯
Yeah.
你做吧
You do that.
这个混账东西
This motherfucker.