新奇（2017）

Newness

Part 15 May 5, 2021, 9:30 a.m.

除此之外我真的不那么感兴趣
no I'm not in all honesty.
不我一点都不诚实
You don't wanna know what i was doing last night?
你不想知道我昨晚在做什么吗
We can run around in circles here.
我们可以在这里兜圈子
Help me help you, what is it you need?
帮帮我也帮帮你自己吧你需要什么
Why you don't take me seriously?
你为什么不把我当回事
Seriously?
你认真的吗
Yeah.
是的
This entire relationship was based upon me
这段感情是建立在我的基础之上的
not taking you seriously.
不是以你为中心
It's how you introduced yourself.
这是你自我介绍的方式
It's what you are.
这就是你的本性
By your actions, it's what your proving to be.
通过你的行动这就是证明
I'm fine with that, okay?
我觉得没关系好吗
Do you wanna know how an adult relationship works?
你想知道一段成人关系是如何运作的吗
Do you want me to be transparent?
你想让我完全透明化吗
This is a transaction.
这是等价互换
I give you a necklace,
我给你一条项链
you look at the ocean with me.
你和我一起看大海
I give you a place to stay,
我给你留个地方
you play Patty cakes with my daughter
你和我女儿一起玩帕蒂蛋糕
and you sleep in my bed.
你睡在我的床上
We go to Europe and you spend time
我们去欧洲你花时间
with your friends, your family
和你的朋友你的家人
and we live like fucking royalty.
我们就他妈像个贵族
And you spare me whatever perverted bullshit
你饶了我任何邪说
you have to do in order to feel
你必须要做才能感觉到
somehow whole.
从某种程度上来说整个过程
You want transparency?
你想要透明吗
You got transparency, okay?
你现在得到透明度了好了吗
I'm sorry, that was harsh.
对不起那太苛刻了
That's okay.
没关系
I get what you want,
我得到你想要的
but I think you are wrong about me.
但我认为你错了
I think you don't care to know me
我觉得你不关心我
and you don't know me at all.
你根本不了解我
Okay let's talk.
好吧我们来谈谈
No.
不
No, I mean.
不我是说
We say sometimes things we don't mean actually,
有时候我们说的不是真心话
but I think you don't care to know me at all,
但我觉得你根本不关心我
to know if you mean it or not.
我想知道你到底是不是认真的
It's easy or nothing with you, right?
这对你来说无所谓对吧
It's okay.
没关系
You have your whole life all set, right?
你的整个人生都是规划好了对吧
It's done.
已经计划好了
I have not even started mine and I don't know,
我甚至还没开始我的人生我也不知道
I don't know how I'm gonna do it,
我不知道该怎么做
but I'm gonna start mine.
但我要开始自己的人生了
And I don't wanna do it with you.
不是和你一起开始
I think I want something of my own now.
我想我现在想要一些我自己的东西
I want something serious.
我想要认真的东西
I thought I didn't want it,
我以为我不想要
but I do want it.
但我实际上是想要的
I don't know if I deserve it,
我不知道我是否配得上它
but I want to try it,
但我想尝试一下
and I think that if I try it hard,
我认为如果我努力尝试
maybe I find a way with you.
也许我能找到和你在一起的方式
Because when we're together, it was magic.
因为当我们在一起的时候很神奇
You say something.
你说点话啊
It just can't be how it was.
它不可能是以前那样的
I know, I know.
我知道我知道
You do?
你知道吗
Yeah.
是啊
If I say it, I know, I do know.
如果我说我知道我是真的知道
I don't want it like before, i don't want it like before.
我不想要以前那样我不想以前那样
You know when i said I was in before,
你知道我说以前的我
I wasn't,
我不是
not all of me.
不是真正的我
I was afraid but.
我很害怕但
I really want you, only you.
我真的想要你只要你
I want you.
我要你
I think we're,
我想我们会
we're going to get bored of each other.
我们会厌倦彼此
That's okay.
没关系
You know, bored is okay.
你知道无聊是可以的
We're going to resent each other, too.
我们也会互相怨恨
We'll remind each other why we're worth it.
我们会提醒彼此为什么我们值得彼此
I will disappoint you.
我会让你失望的
I will disappoint you.
我会让你失望的
You promise?
你保证？
Yes.
是的
You promise me.
答应我
I promise you.
我保证