亲爱的盖西先生（2010）

For your paper?- Yes, for my... for my paper.
我第一次给盖西的信里我摆成这个样子
I posed like this when I first sent Gacy a letter
所以他给我回信
so he'd write me back.
我不能再想那个混♥蛋♥盖西 詹森
I can't take any more of this Gacy shit, Jason.
过去太久了-你能小点声吗?
It's gone too far.- Would you keep your voice down, please?
这有什么大不了的?-这有什么大不了?
What is the big deal?- What is the big deal?
我男朋友为了一个连环杀手摆勾引的姿势
My boyfriend is posing seductively for a serial killer in prison
你不觉得这有什么大不了?
and you don't think it's a big deal?
人们已经觉得你是同性恋了 詹森
People already think you're gay, Jason.
我不在意人们想什么
I don't give a shit what people think.
你是同性恋吗?-我是同性恋吗?
Are you gay?- Am I gay?
知道吗 阿丽莎?你见鬼去吧
You know what, Alyssa?You can go to hell.
操
Fuck.
嘿-嘿
Hey.- Hey.
你想借这个 对吗?
You wanted to borrow this, right?
哦是 谢谢-是 没问题
Oh yeah. Thanks.- Yeah, no problem.
所以我...
So l...
盖西问你
Gacy was asking about you.
盖西?-是
Gacy?- Yeah.
为什么?-我不知道 我不知道
Why me?- I don't know. I don't know.
我还在试着弄清楚
I'm still trying to figure it out.
但是 他想和你说话-我不想和杀人犯说话
But well, he wants to talk to you.- I'm not talking to a killer.
我知道
I know.
听着 我想我能说服他只要你给他写封信
Look, I think I can get around it if he just gets a letter from you.
我也不会给他写信
I'm not writing him a letter either.
我会写
I'll write the letter.
好吗?你所要做的就是用你的字迹抄一遍
Okay? All you have to do is just copy it in your handwriting.
为什么我必须被拉进你的烂摊子?
Why do I have to get dragged into your shit?
别这样 亚历克斯
Come on, Alex man.
我的计划正起作用呢 好吗?
My plan is working here, okay?
我要他揭开给我许多真正好的信息
I'm getting him to open up and give me a lot of really good information.
现在我不想输给他
I don't want to lose him now.
亚历克斯 求你 就...就这一次 好吗?
Alex, please, man, just...just this one time, okay?
来吧
Come on.
求你?
Please?
亚历克斯 就一次 行吗?
Alex, just this once, okay?
好吧
Fine.
真的?
Yeah?
谢谢你
Thank you.
亲爱的约翰 我现在非常他妈生气
Dear John, I am so fucking pissed off right now.
昨晚我爸又揍了我 我他妈真恨他
My father beat my ass again last night.I fucking hate him.
我很讨厌这个想法 我不能相信任何人
I'm so sick of feeling this way.I can't trust anyone.
我不确定我还想活下去
I'm not sure I even want to live anymore.
要是有人揍你你会怎么做?
What would you do if someone beat your ass?
我已经想了很多次自杀
I've thought many times about killing myself,
但是圣经说过你自己的生活
but the Bible preaches against taking your own life.
而且 有时候这是正确的事
Then again,sometimes it's the right thing to do.
詹森 你的生活有一天会触礁
Jason, your life will hit rock bottom some day.
当时机对了 你会了解要做什么怎么做
And when the time is right, you'll know what to do and how to do it.
但是别担心 詹森
But don't worry, Jason.
我在这陪着你 我是你的朋友
I'm here for you.I'm your friend,
你现在唯一的朋友
your only friend right now.
#跪下#
# Fall on your knees #
#哦 听这#
# O, hear the #
#天使的声音#
# Angels' voices #
#哦 夜晚#
# O night #
#神圣的...#
# Divine... #
在这有点艰难
It's kind of tough around here.
一个人甚至不能安静的逃脱
A guy can't even get off in peace.
有二十四小时的重武装巡逻队跟在我屁♥股♥后面
I got 24-hour whack-off patrol up my ass.
所以听着 约翰...
So listen, John...
我能问你点事吗?
can I ask you something?
你杀了那些男孩有一点懊悔吗?
Do you feel any remorse for killing all those boys?
詹森 我从没杀人
Jason, I never killed anyone.
听着 我打了三个半小时的吐真麻♥醉♥药♥
Look, I took three and a half hours of truth serum
他们发现我不懂无论什么犯罪
and they found that I had no knowledge whatsoever of the crimes.
是是 但是如果你做了你会觉得不好受吗?
Yeah yeah, but would you feel bad if you did?
我为什么要觉得不好受?
Why would I feel bad?
那群臭婊♥子♥罪有应得
Those hustling bitches got what they deserved.
没人强迫她们到街上去卖♥♥骚
Nobody asked them to go out there on the streets selling their asses.
她们只是在找死而那正是她们所得到的
They were just begging to be killed and that's exactly what they got.
但是她们并不都是妓♥女♥啊 约翰
No, but they weren't all prostitutes, John.
也有其他的孩子们
There were other kids too.
什么孩子?我不知道你在说什么
What kids? I don't know what you're talking about.
你是怎么把他们引诱进你的房♥子的?
How did you lure them into your house?
你用了什么方法?
What was your method?
你可以让任何人做你想让他们做的任何事
You can get anyone to do anything you want
只要你利用他们的恐惧
if you play on their fear.
你从人们的恐惧中得到的能量
And the feeling of energy you get from someone's fear
大到令你无法想象
is unlike anything you could ever imagine.
详细告诉我
Tell me about that.
我不想谈论这样的屁事
I don't want to talk about all this negative bullshit.
我想说的是
What I want to talk about is that
你弟弟亚历克斯寄给我的那封吝啬的信
skimpy letter your brother Alex sent me.
我以为你告诉过他我想要更多的细节
I thought you told him that I wanted more details.
我说了 我告诉过他 约翰
I did, I did, John.
可是他...你知道 他很固执
But he... you know, he's stubborn.
我没法控制他 他只做自己想做的事
I can't control him. He does whatever he wants.
哦真的吗?
Oh really?
哦 引用你的话来说
Well, you said to me, and I quote:
"我弟弟像崇拜英雄一样崇拜我
"My brother looks up to me like I'm a hero.
如果我让他跳起来 他会问'跳多高?'"
When I tell him to jump, he says, 'How high?"'
呃 他最近脾气不太好 约翰
Well, he hasn't been in the best of moods lately, John.
他每天总被人欺负
He keeps getting his ass kicked every day,
所以就给这个孩子留一点余地吧
so just cut the kid some slack.
他他妈为什么会被欺负?
What the fuck is he getting his ass kicked for?
他是什么 某个小妞吗?
What is he, some kind of a pussy?
不 他...不是 他不是小女孩
No, he... no, he's not a pussy.
他只是...其他孩子都比他大块头
He just... the other kids are a lot bigger than him.
哦 妈的 你得介入他们 詹森
Oh, fuck that. You need to jump in there, Jason.
你要拿出点男人样来
You need to be a fucking man.
你有把2X4手♥枪♥
You get a 2x4 and
有必要的话你就去狠揍那个混♥蛋♥一顿
you crack this cocksucker's head open if you have to.
你不想被人说莫斯兄弟是对儿小妞吧?
You don't want people saying that the Moss brothers are a bunch of pussies, do you?
不不 当然不想
No no, of course not.
哦 詹森
Oh, Jason,
咱俩有很多相像的地方
you and I are a lot alike.
但是你弟弟亚历克斯...
But your brother Alex...
要知道 他现在还不像我们这么强壮
now he's not as strong as us, you know.
所以他需要一个榜样
So he needs to be led by example.
卧室里的事也是同样的道理
And the same thing applies to the bedroom.
你懂吗?
You know?
关于这件事我最近想了很多:
I've been giving this a lot of thought lately:
你知道 你们俩
You know, you two,
你们可以像其他人一样相伴入眠
you can get each other off just as well as anybody else can.
你知道 你弟弟 他脾气不好
You know, your brother, he's in a bad mood
是因为他还没有尝试过
'cause he obviously isn't getting any.
你不觉得那是种浪费吗?
Don't you see what a waste that is?
没有人会知道的
Nobody would ever have to know.
你只需要
All you gotta do
找个晚上溜上他的床然后控制住他
is slip into his bed one night and start rasslin' with him till you get him hard.
然后你把头伸进他的两腿间
And then you let your head drift down into his crotch,
然后把那个放进你嘴里
and then you put it in your mouth.
到时候他会抗拒
And then he'll resist
一开始他会挣扎
and he'll fight at first.
但是过一会儿 他会沉浸其中
But after awhile, he'll get into it
然后他就会让你做完
and he'll let you finish the job.
知道吗约翰? 我妈妈来了 我得挂了
You know what, John? My mom's coming. I gotta go.
靠
Fuck.
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