窃贼、妻子及皮划艇（2022）

别指望有什么强烈的冲动去谅解
..just don't expect any... blinding moment of forgiveness.
要我说 那不可能发生
Cos my guess is that ain't gonna happen.
这应该会是一段缓慢且漫长的
I think it's just gonna be this very long, slow...
适应期
..accommodation.
你好 妈妈
Hello, Mam.
你好亲爱的 非常感谢你能来
Hello, love. Thank you so much coming.
能见到你我太开心了
I'm so pleased to see you.
我总不能不让你见见这个小家伙吧
Well, I couldn't not let you meet this little fella, could I?
我都不知道说什么好了 他几岁了
I don't know what to say. How old is he?
他四个月了
He's four months now.
他真好看
He's beautiful.
长得像妈妈
He takes after his mother.
她托我向你问好并转达对你的爱意
Who asked me to say hello and that she sends you her love.
她太好心了
That's incredibly kind of her.
请转达我对她的爱以及大大的祝贺
Please send her my love and huge congratulations.
你想抱抱他吗
Would you like to hold him?
我太想了
I would, very much.
这样慷慨出奇的善举
'It was an extraordinary act of generosity...
是我受不起的
'..that I didn't deserve.
这终于给了我力量
'And it finally gave me the strength
去完成那长久以来未能完成的事情
'to do what I had needed to do for so long.'
你好
Hello?
究竟怎么了
What the hell's going on?
你不写信 不接我的电♥话♥
You've stopped writing. Haven't been taking my calls.
为什么
Why?
约翰 你没有让我快乐
You don't make me happy, John.
这么多年你一直让我不开心
I think you haven't for many years.
你不能倾听
You don't hear me.
-你从不听我说话 -你胡说 安
- 'You don't listen to me...' - That is total rubbish, Anne.
-你都不知道你 -你现在就没听我说话
- 'You don't know what you're...' - You're not listening now.
请你闭嘴 你总是讲个没完 现在听我讲
Just stop talking, please. Just stop always talking and listen.
但比那更重要的是
But much more important than any of that,
我不觉得你还爱我了 约翰
I don't think you love me, John.
我爱你
I do.
我当然爱你 安 我深爱着你
I do love you, Anne, very much.
不然我为什么会跟你在一起这么多年呢
Or why would I have stayed with you for all these years?
别这样
'Don't do this.'
别抛弃我们36年的婚姻和两个儿子
Don't throw 36 years and two smashing boys away.
我们能找回幸福
'We can be happy again.'
我保证我们可以
I promise we can.
不
No.
我不觉得你还爱我
I don't think you do love me.
或者你只是不知道真正的爱是什么样
Or maybe you just don't know what proper love is.
拜托
Please.
不管怎么说 我不再爱你了
And either way... I don't love you any more.
你已伤我太深
You've hurt me too much.
-你是爱我的 -不
- You do love me. - 'No.'
不 我不爱了 我想要离婚
No, I don't. And I want a divorce.
出狱的八个月前
'About eight months before my release,
我被调到了一个开放监狱
'I was transferred to an open prison
来帮助我适应正常生活
'to help prepare me for my return to normal life.
然后2011年3月 还差几天就到
'And then in March 2011, a few days shy of nine years
约翰出海的九周年的时候
'since John had paddled out to sea,
我被释放到了利兹的一个过渡教习所
'I was released to a halfway house in Leeds.
我终于自♥由♥了
'I was finally free.
我不确定我会真正理解
'I'm not sure I'll ever truly understand
为什么我做出了那样的选择
'why I made the choices I did.
就像我的心理医生说的那样 这很复杂
'It was, as my counsellor said, complicated.
阿斯克姆格兰奇监狱
我的孩子们还在挣扎
'My children still struggle
当然永远不会忘记我对他们做的一切
'and will certainly never be able to forget what I did to them,
他们也不应该忘却
'nor should they.
我们都知道我们在进行一场
'We all know we're on a journey
持续余生的旅行
'that will last the rest of our lives...
但至少我们在路上
'..but we are at least on that journey.
为了这项恩赐
'And for that gift,
我对他们的感激
'I remain more grateful to them
怎么也表达不够
'than it will ever be possible to express.
他们说爱的另一面不是恨 是冷漠
'They say the opposite of love is not hate, but indifference,
我现在对前夫就只剩冷漠
'which is what I now feel for my ex-husband.
但我祝他一切都好
'But I wish him well
真诚地祝愿他能找到幸福
'and sincerely hope that he finds happiness.
我也会尽力找寻我的幸福
'I will try to do the same.
与此同时 我会尽力找回我自己
'I will also keep trying to find me.'
约翰·达尔文于2015年再婚
和他的第二任妻子住在菲律宾
安已经退休 现在住在英格兰北部
她一直在和她的儿子们重建关系