我只是在问你我能不能和你一起
I'm only asking if I can come along.
不用了
Give it a rest.
我已经戒了... 6年了 我已经戒了
I've been clean for... 6 years. I'm clean.
是的
Yes.
我很努力地戒毒
I'm working hard at staying sober.
真的真的很痛苦
Really hard.
一直以来 每一分每一秒
All the time. Around the clock.
每一天
Every single day.
我知道你在努力 托马斯 我知道
I know you're struggling, Thomas. I know.
你什么都不懂 你有你的小家庭
You don't know anything. You have your little family.
你不懂天色渐亮或者夜幕降临时
You don't know what it's like to be afraid when day breaks.
就感到害怕的感觉 从早到晚都害怕的感觉 你什么都不懂
Or when night comes. To constantly be afraid. You know nothing.
我知道我是你的朋友
I know I'm your friend.
谢谢
Thank you.
托马斯? 我能进来吗?
Thomas? Can I come in?
医生认为是毒品导致了她猝死
The doctor thinks that drugs give her a strike.
他怎么办? 我们会想办法的
What about him? We will think of something.
比如说?
Like what?
我要工作 我要去录音室
I wanna go to work. I wanna go to studio.
我想要安逸 行吗? 好
I want fucking murk, okay? Okay.
你还好吗?
You okay?
嗯
Mmm.
你要吃东西吗?
Do you want to eat?
在我姥姥的葬礼时我买♥♥了西装
I got a suit when Granny was buried.
葬礼上不会有
It won't be a big ceremony ...
很多人 很多记者
with lots of people and reporters.
就在周六
It's on Saturday.
只有你和我
Just you and me.
我想要带束花
I would like to bring flowers.
好的
Yes.
尸体会火化吗?
Will they burn her?
会
Yes.
你好
Hello.
你可以把花放那
You may lay down the flowers.
我会在外面等
I'll wait outside.
我们进屋吧
Let's go in.
诺亚! 诺亚..
Noa! Noa ...
诺亚? 诺亚 诺亚? 怎么了?
Noa? Noa. Noa? What's wrong?
能听到我吗? 怎么了?
Can you hear me? What happened?
来 站起来
Come, stand up.
诺亚! 快...
Noa! Come...
凯特!
Kate!
凯特!
Kate!
好了...
There...
你... 你还好吗?
Are you ... Are you okay?
我要住在哪?
Where do I live?
什么?
What?
你要住在哪?
Where you live?
我放在家里的东西怎么办?
What about all my stuff at home?
我们住一起吗?
Are we together?
我能和你一起住吗?
Do I live with you?
那我要住哪?
Then where do I live?
我不知道
I don't know.
我不知道
I don't know.
好吗? 我什么都不知道
Okay? I don't know anything.
对不起
I'm sorry.
戒毒中心有一个叫做朱莉斯的打来过
This is Julies called from the rehab center.
诺亚看起来还好 他要卖♥♥掉公♥寓♥和一些东西
Noa seems cool, he's gonna sell the apartment and something.
我们只要决定他的东西怎么处置
We just need to decide what to do about Noa's things.
我可以把他送去 你决定怎么做
I can... I can take him there by myself and go through to what you like.
你需要签一些文件
There's papers you need to sign,
还要参与一些有关抚养权的会议
and there'll be some meetings about the custody.
哦 家具会一直保留到诺亚18岁
Oh, the furniture are organised to purchase till Noa is 18.
还有 有寄宿学校寄来两本宣传册
And, got two brochures from boarding schools.
这个学校很明显要好
This one is apparently the best school.
我给他们都打了电♥话♥ 我们都可以去而且什么时候去都行
I called them both and we can go and go whenever we like.
好的 凯特 好
Okay, Kate. Okay.
托马斯...
Thomas ...
托马斯
Thomas.
怎么了?
What's wrong?
我好害怕
I'm scared.
害怕什么?
Of what?
我就是害怕
I'm scared.
开盏灯 回你自己的房♥间吧
Turn on a light and go back to your room.
我不能和你一起睡吗?
Can't I sleep here with you?
回你的房♥间睡觉 你不能在这里睡
Go to your room and go to bed. You can't sleep here.
你的房♥间离我的好远
Your room is far away.
我做不到... 我没法和别人一起睡
I can't... I can't sleep with other people.
我尿湿了我的床 我的毯子都是湿的
I wet my bed. My blanket is wet.
什么?
What?
我尿床了
I wet my bed.
去浴室洗个澡
Go to the bathroom and take a shower.
去浴室吧
Go to the bathroom.
把它们脱下
Take them off.
温度可以吗? 你能自己拿着吗?
Is this okay? Can you hold it yourself?
好不好?
Okay?
怎么样?
So?
我什么都没感受到
I don't feel shit.
太空洞了
It's empty.
这样不行
It doesn't work.
空洞
Empty.
什么都没有
Nothing.
简直就是狗屁 我根本没法听下去
Some lame shit. I can't stand listening to that crap.
我不知道这是什么 我什么都感觉不到
I don't know what it is. I feel absolutely nothing.
别说了 我懂了
No, I got that part.
来 进来
Come. Come in here.
你听到什么了? 你听到了我没听到的东西
What do you hear? You hear something I don't.
我什么都没听到
I hear nothing.
什么都没?
Nothing?
什么都没! 太空洞了
Nothing! It's empty.
托马斯...
Thomas ...
你在干吗? 这是干什么?
What are you doing? What is this?
你说"托马斯"是什么意思? 你想要说什么?
What do you mean "Thomas"? What are you trying to say?
我不了解她
I didn't know her.
我是不是应该感到羞愧? 还是痛苦? 我应该感觉痛苦
Should I feel shame? Or grief? I should feel grief.
我更应该感到愧疚...
I should feel more guilty...
更羞愧还是...
more shame or...
或者你觉得我感觉怎么样都不够
Or maybe you don't think I feel enough.
是不是就是这样? 我应该...? 你们是不是都为托马斯感到难过?
Is that it? Should I...? Do you all feel sorry for Thomas?
你是想'可怜的托马斯'?还是... 他是个混♥蛋♥? 是不是他的责任?
Is it 'poor Thomas'? Or ...Is he a bastard? Is he to blame?
我确实该负责
I'm to blame.
我觉得你应该回家
I think you should go home.
走开...
Back off...
托马斯...
Thomas...
太空洞了! 你们到底怎么回事?!
It's empty! What's up with you?!
是不是到拥抱时间了?
Is it hug time?
是不是? 爱和宽容
Is that it? Love and forgiveness.
是的 我们抱一下吧 来 给我一个拥抱
Yes, let's hug. Come here. So give me the hug.
好了吧? 我们回去工作 我们回去工作吧?
Okay? Let's go back to work. Should we go back to work?
不 托马斯 回家去 照顾好你自己 现在就回去
Don't. Thomas, go home. Take care of yourself. Now.
不要再毁了我们已经做好的一切
And stop destroying what we're doing.
我不会让你这么做的 就这么定了
I won't let you. End of story.
我想要用新的歌♥词来录
I want to record it with new lyrics
这样这首歌♥对我才有意义!
so that it means something to me!
也对于那些听歌♥的人有意义 可以吗?
And for the people that listen to it. May I do that?
我能不能用新的歌♥词再录一遍?
May I record it with new lyrics?
可不可以让我这么做? 好不好?
May I do that? Well?
可以
Yes.
我会让那些人回家的
I'll send the guys home.
谢谢你
Thank you.