死于枪战（2021）

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[男子讲述]从五岁起，
[man narrating] Since the age of five,
本·吉本经历了723次的摩擦、扭打和斗殴。
Ben Gibbon had been in 723 scrapes, scuffles and brawls.
大约每年32.86美元。
An approximate 32.86 per year.
他失去了每一个人。
And he lost every single one.
有了这样的记录
With a record like that,
他的治疗师认为他实际上是在尝试失败，
his therapist determined that he was actually trying to lose,
事实上，对本来说，赢从来不是重点。
and in truth, for Ben, winning was never the point.
这更像是一种唠叨的感觉
It was more like a nagging sensation
他在自己的大脑里游荡，
that he was floating around inside his own brain,
看着他的生活就像看电影一样什么都没发生。
watching his life like it was a movie where nothing happened.
他能看到，但感觉不到。
He could see it, but he couldn't feel it.
所以他有强烈的感受欲望。
So he was left with a violent need to feel something.
嘿!任何东西。
Hey! Anything.
脱离现实
Detached from reality
还有他自己电影的忠实观众，
and a captive audience of his own movie,
本寻找了越来越具有破坏性的方式
Ben searched out increasingly disruptive ways
至少让它能取悦大众。
of at least making it a crowd-pleaser.
这是一场漫无目的的寻找，充满了冲突和自卑。
It was an aimless search, rife with conflict and self-abasement.
直到他不知道自己在找什么，
Until, without ever really knowing what he was looking for,
他发现爱。
he found love.
[本]天啊。
[Ben] Holy shit.
突然，本的世界活跃起来了
All at once, Ben's world came alive
他以一种他从未想过的直接感受他的生活。
and he felt his life with an immediacy he never thought possible.
但是，就像它突然出现一样，
But then, just as suddenly as it had appeared,
它不见了。
it was gone.
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[普通员工]
[grunts]
[叹息]
[groans]
就像这样，
And just like that,
本发现自己又回到了起点。
Ben found himself right back where he started.
[静态嗡嗡声]
[static buzzing]
[叹息]
[groans]
[笑]
[laughs]
保持下来,婊♥子♥。
Stay down, bitch.
[呻♥吟♥]
[groaning]
[塞壬哀号♥][咳嗽]
[sirens wailing] [coughing]
一个时刻。
One moment.
毫米。
Mm.
哦,他妈的,伙计们。
Oh, fuck, fellas.
仍然跳动。
Still beating.
的儿子……
Son of a...
[自动播放的《Calling It Peaking Lights Disco Rerub》]
Calling It Peaking Lights Disco Rerub" by Automatic playing]
我们为什么要这样，再说一遍?
Why are we going to this, again?
会很有趣的。
It's gonna be fun.
这并不有趣。
It will not be fun.
你确定不是因为听说她回来了吗?
You sure it's not because you heard she's back?
我怀疑她不会去。
I doubt she'll be there.
这是她的房♥子。
It's her house.
称之为“继续]
Calling It" continues]
我们都没被邀请，对吧?
We're not even invited to this thing, are we?
[本]不。
[Ben] Nope.
Mukul的担心是有道理的，
[narrator] Mukul's concern was justified,
因为本以恐吓上流社会而闻名。
as Ben had a reputation for terrorizing high society events.
事实上，在最近一系列的公然违规之后，
In fact, after a recent string of flagrant infractions,
一项新出♥台♥的限制令明确表明了这一点。
a newly minted restraining order made the point loud and clear.
本·吉本非常不受欢迎。
Ben Gibbon was very much not welcome.
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[客人聊天]
[guests chattering]
[女人笑]
[woman laughing]
嗯，妈妈来了。便雅悯。
[Mukul] Uh, Mom's coming. Benjamin.
哦,我的上帝。你在这里做什么?嘿,妈妈。
Oh, my God. What are you doing here? Hey, Mom.
免费的酒。谢谢你，来得正是时候。
Free booze. Thank you, perfect timing.
[成员Mukul]谢谢。跟我来。
[Mukul] Thank you. Come with me.
你知道你被禁止参加这些活动吧。
You do realize that you were banned from these events.
妈，事情已经过去了。
Ma, it's water under the bridge.
你打了埃克塞特俱乐部的人，
You punched the president of the Exeter Club,
尿在地毯上。是的,是的。我们明白了，我们明白了。
urinated on the carpet. Yeah, yeah. We get it, we get it.
你为什么不能控制住他，穆库尔?
Why can't you keep him under control, Mukul?
你儿子是个无政♥府♥主义者，吉本夫人。
Your son's an anarchist, Mrs. Gibbon.
他是一个民♥主♥党人。那是什么?
He's a Democrat. What's that?
妈妈，那是瘀伤，洗不掉。
Uh, Mom, they're bruises, they don't come off.
你们俩嗑药了吗?
Have you two been smoking dope?
是的。不。
Yeah. No.
[人]的儿子。还有你的父亲。
[man] Son. There's your father.
蝙蝠侠。这就是男人。
Batman. That's the man.
什么?你的英语真的很好。
What? It's really good.
嗯哼。如果威廉和比阿特丽斯看到他在这里，
Mm-hmm. If William and Beatrice see him here,
这会让情况变得不舒服…
it's gonna make an already uncomfortable situation...
我的眼睛一定是在骗我。
My eyes must be deceiving me.
我们不怎么露面，对吧?
Not much for appearances, are we?
只是一场扭打，你知道男孩子都是这样的。
Just a little scuffle, you know how boys are.
这不是重点。
That's not the point.
你儿子擅自闯入。
Your son is trespassing.
我会密切关注他的，他会守规矩的。本杰明?
I'll keep a close eye on him and he's going to behave himself. Right, Benjamin?
嗯?[冰处理]
Hmm? [ice crunching]
谢谢你！
Thank you.
[威廉]我需要打电♥话♥给当局吗?
[William] Do I need to call the authorities?
你能不能别这么痛苦?
Can you try to not look so miserable?
这座城市最优秀的单身汉今晚都在这里
The city's most eligible bachelors are here tonight
而你坐在角落里。
and you're sitting in the corner.
幽默的我。做一个努力。
Humor me. Make an effort.
我不想让所有人都说我女儿整晚都很痛苦。
I don't want everyone talking about how my daughter looked miserable all night.
[旁白]玛丽·拉斯卡特首先打破了她父母的崇高期望
[narrator] Mary Rathcart first upset her parents' lofty expectations
在我12岁的时候，
when, at the age of 12,
她被本市最负盛名的私立学校开除了。
she was expelled from the city's most prestigious private school.
16岁时，
By the time she was 16,
镇上所有私立学校都把她开除了。
she had been kicked out of every private school in town.
但她最终做得太过分了
But she finally went too far
当她爱上本杰明·吉本
when she fell for Benjamin Gibbon,
她父亲死对头的恶名昭彰的儿子。
the notorious son of her father's bitter rival.
消息一传出，立刻就成了丑闻
When the news broke, it was an instant scandal
她被严格禁止再见到吉本的儿子，
and she was strictly forbidden from seeing the Gibbon boy ever again,
在玛丽看来，这根本不是一个选择。
which, as far as Mary was concerned, simply wasn't an option.
所以她制定了一个秘密计划和本一起逃到墨西哥去。
So she made a secret plan to abscond with Ben to Mexico.
但是他们的计划很快就被挫败了
But their plan was soon thwarted
玛丽突然被送到巴黎的寄宿学校，
and Mary was abruptly shipped off to boarding school in Paris,
在一个更加严格的环境中培养她的才能。
where her talents would be cultivated in a more regimented environment.
玛丽给本写了很多封信，
Mary wrote Ben many times,
先说…
first to say...
我想你。[旁白]然后问……
[Mary] I miss you. [narrator] Then to ask...
你忘了我了吗?
[Mary] Did you forget me?
[旁白]那么简单……[玛丽]去你♥妈♥的♥!
[narrator] Then simply... [Mary] Fuck you!
[旁白]但是出于一些玛丽无法理解的原因，
[narrator] But for reasons Mary couldn't fathom,
本没有回信。
Ben never wrote back.
所以她再也没写过信。
And so she never wrote again.
她尽力忘记本，忘记她身后的世界。
She did her best to forget about Ben and forget the world she left behind.
她留在巴黎在索邦大学学习
She remained in Paris to study at the Sorbonne
全身心投入到全新的生活中，
and committed herself to a brand new life,
但她的心依然忧虑，
but her heart remained fraught,
她被一种无法摆脱的长♥期♥孤独所困扰。
plagued by a chronic loneliness she simply couldn't shake.
还有她那专横的父亲
And yet her overbearing father
确保她一直被密切监视，
made sure she was always closely watched,
所以她从来没有像她感觉的那样孤独。
so she was never quite as alone as she felt.
最后，时间浇灭了她心中仅存的火焰
In the end, time doused what fire was left in her
就像一只驯养的鸟在笼里寻求安慰，
and like a domesticated bird seeking the comfort of the cage,
她回到家，疲倦而谦卑，
she returned home, weary and humbled,
回到她开始的地方。
right back where she started.
威廉:我说:“送他出去。”
[William] I said, "See him out."
本杰明已经要走了，威廉。
Benjamin was already leaving, William.