守望尘世（2014）

The Leftovers S03E06

Part 1 Nov. 6, 2020, 11:12 a.m.

I gave up.
我放弃了
After the four miscarriages,
经历了四次流产之后
we tried IVF.
我们尝试了试管受精
40 grand for three eggs.
三个卵子就四万块了
We joked about how we were gonna end up with triplets
我们开玩笑说我们会生个三胞胎出来
and whether we should make their names rhyme.
还讨论要不要让他们的名字押韵
But none of them stuck.
但没有一个成功
Not the names, the eggs.
不是说名字是指那些卵子
And that was that.
然后就这样了
I gave up.
我放弃了
No baby for me.
我不会有宝宝了
And then five years went by
然后又过了五年
and we finally stopped bullshitting about adoption,
我们终于不再讨论领养了
and then it just...
然后就...
happened.
发生了
I was pregnant.
我怀孕了
And he was...
而且宝宝非常...
perfect.
完美
His name is Sam.
他叫山姆
Six months later, I walk into the laundromat
六个月后我走进自动洗衣店
and I strap him into his car seat.
把他绑在了儿童安全座椅上
And he was crying,
他当时在哭
so I didn't kiss him.
所以我没有亲他
I knew that once the car was moving, he'd calm down.
我知道一旦汽车发动了他就会平静下来
And then he was gone.
然后他就消失了
So, I sit in the parking lot and wait all day,
我整天坐在停车场里等着
because he could come back, right?
因为他可能会回来是吧
They could all come back.
他们都有可能会回来的
And if they did,
假如他们真的回来了
it'd be on the exact spot where they disappeared from.
一定会回到当时他们消失的那个地点
So, my son, who doesn't even know how to crawl,
所以我那还不会爬的儿子
I mean, he didn't.
他当时还不会
It's been two years. Maybe he's older now?
已经过了两年了也许他如今长大了
But he could just reappear in a fucking parking lot.
但他可能会重新回到那该死的停车场
And if I'm not there,
但假如我不在那里的话
if I'm not there when he comes back,
假如他回来时我不在那里的话
what happens?
会发生什么
Do you think he even remembers me?
你觉得他还记得我吗
I should stop.
我该停止了
That's what my husband said.
我丈夫就是这么和我说的
I need to give up, right?
我得放弃了是不是
Right?
是吗
Are you gonna say something?
你要说点什么吗
You know there are two of those bitches in white
你知道有两个婊♥子♥ 穿着白衣服的那种
standing out front right now, smoking their fucking cigarettes?
正站在门前大摇大摆地抽着烟吗
They probably think your patients are easy pickings.
她们八成觉得你的病人好欺负
If I asked them to tell me what to do,
假如我向她们寻求意见
they'd at least write it down for me.
她们至少会帮我写下来
Is that what I should do?
我该那样做吗
Tell me what to fucking do.
告诉我我他妈要怎么办
I don't know.
我不知道
Tell me what to do.
告诉我该怎么做
Hey, Pop.
老爹
Hey, Lorelei.
劳里莱
What you got there?
你手上拿的是什么
Shoes.
鞋子
It's one hell of a shiner.
你眼眶都被打青了
You should see the other guy.
你该看看另一个人的惨状
I take it your husband told you we were here.
我相信是你丈夫告诉你我们在这里的吧
Which husband?
哪一任丈夫
I heard you were with the good Reverend Jamison.
我听说你和那个好牧师詹姆森在一起了
He coming, too?
他也要过来吗
No.
不
He gave me something for you, though.
但他让我给你带了点东西
He says he's sorry he didn't put you in his fucking book.
他说他很抱歉没把你写进他那的书里
Who torched it?
书是谁烧的
Your son.
你儿子
Is he here?
他在这里吗
He was.
之前在
Right now, he's off having himself a think.
如今他离开这里去思考了
A think about what?
思考什么
We asked him to die.
我们要求他去死
Again.
再次要求
Whatever is happening here...
无论这里是什么情况
I wanna be a part of it.
我都想参与进来
What happened? Dog bit me.
怎么回事被狗咬了
I'm fine. Just a little rabies.
我没事不过是狂犬病而已
Is it them? You tell me.
是她们吗这得问你
Dr. Bekker and Dr. Eden.
贝克博士和艾登博士
Yeah, that's them.
没错就是她们
Told you it was the right house.
我都说了就是这栋房♥子
They don't look like physicists to me.
在我看来她们可不像是心理医生啊
What are physicists supposed to look like?
心理医生应该是什么样的
I don't know. Shouldn't they be wearing lab coats or something?
我不知道难道不该穿着白大褂之类的吗
So, now what?
现在怎么办
Now? Now we wait.
现在现在我们等着
So, I wake up, my leg is killing me.
我醒来后腿疼得要死
I got a tube in my arm, another one up my dick,
我胳膊上插着一根管子老二上还连着一根
Christopher Sunday is dead,
克里斯托弗·桑代死了
and I don't know where I am
我不知道自己身处何方
or how the fuck I got there.
也不知道我是怎么到的那里
And by there, I mean here.
我说的那里就是指这里
So, I am discom-fucking-bobulated.
所以我他妈的很困惑
I'm lost. I'm in fucking agony.
我很迷茫很痛苦
I am in so much pain, I can't fucking see straight.
我太痛苦了以至于无法看清事实
So, I got my hands on some of the dog's pain pills.
于是我找了点狗的止痛药
I popped them and soon realized
吞下去然后很快意识到
they were a bit more powerful than the human variety.
那药可比人吃的药劲大多了
So, I passed out hard,
于是我晕了过去
and when I wake up, I go outside,
当我醒来时我走出房♥间
and that is the first time I lay eyes upon this young lady.
我第一眼看到的就是这位年轻的女士
And she was drowning the police officer?
而她正在溺死那位警官
Whose name is Kevin.
名字碰巧也是凯文
Correct.
没错
It was a horrible mistake,
那是个糟糕的错误
and I will be taking responsibility for what I've done.
我会为自己的行为负责
I'm not sure she understands.
我不确定她真听懂了
I understand.
我懂了
You want to drown Kevin
你想溺死凯文
so that he can go to this place where the dead people are.
这样他就能到死人所在的地方
And while he's there, he's going to learn a song
他到了之后他会从死人那儿
from one of the dead people
学一首歌♥
And he's gonna bring that song back to you
然后他会把那首歌♥传达给你
so you can sing it and stop the biblical flood
这样你就能阻止明天那场
that's gonna happen tomorrow.
圣经中提到的大洪水
That about covers it.
差不多了
And-- and you've told all this to Kevin
你把这些告诉了凯文
and he's actually considering it.
而他居然真考虑这么做
Yeah.
对
He got one of grace's horses,
他骑了格蕾丝的一匹马
headed out, said he'd be back by sundown.
已经出发了说日落前能回来
And you think that Evie...
你觉得伊维
that she's in this place, too?
她也在这个地方
Why wouldn't she be?
她怎么会不在
Well, so everybody wants something.
大家都想得到点什么
A brain, a heart, courage.
头脑心脏勇气
Kevin's in the emerald city.
凯文在翡翠城
He's the one that's gonna give it to you.
他就是注定把这一切交付给你的人
All right, Dorothy. Let's have it.
好了桃乐茜说实话吧
Tell us we're lunatics.
说我们是疯子