天使在美国第二部：重建（2017）第五幕

第五幕：天堂 我在天堂
ACT FIVE : Heaven, I'm in Heaven
她在靠近 - 你在说 她是
- She's approaching - What are you...? She is?
谦逊让我羞于解释 可我确实知道
Modesty forbids me explaining exactly how I know
我有一个绝对正确的晴雨表 测量她的远近 现在 它在升起
I have an infallible barometer of Her proximity. And it's rising
哦 瞎说 - 她上路了
- Oh, nonsense, mafs... - She's on her way
打开灯 打开灯
Turn the lights back on. turn the lights...
我 我 我 我回来了 先知 没遵照计划
I I I I have returned. Prophet. and not according to plan
收回去 你的书 不管你传给我什么 我不是它的仓库 我拒绝！
Take it back. Your Book. whatever you left in me. I won't be its repository. I reject it
帮我离开这 帮我！
Help me out here. Help me!I
我不 我不 这是梦 这是梦
I don't, I don't... This is a dream！it's a dream
都这时候了 说这些有什么用... - 我不知道该
- I don't think that's really the point right at this particular moment... - I don't know what to...
你出的主意 拒绝幻象 你说 - 是的 可我以为是个比喻...
- Well it was your idea. reject the vision. you said - Yes but I thought it was more a metaphorical...
你说圣经有过先例 你说...我该怎么办
You said scriptural precedent. you said... What am I supposed to do?
跟她摔跤 - 干吗
- You wrestle her - Say what'!
这是一个天使 你抓住她 说 容我想想 等一下
It's an angel. you just grab hold and say... Oh what was it. wait. wait
抓住她 说 '你要是不祝福我 我就不让你走！'
Grab her, say, 'l will not let thee go except thou bless me'
然后呢 - 然后跟她摔跤 直到她屈服
- And then what? - Then wrestle with her till she gives in
你跟她摔跤 我可不会摔跤……
You wrestle her, i dont know how to wrestle……
你要是不祝福我 我就不让你走
I will not let thee go except thou bless me
收回你的书
Take back your Book
拒绝迁移 太弱智了 我不相信 就没有更好的出路
Anti-migration. that's so feeble. I can't believe... you couldn't do better than that
释放我！解救我！祝福我 然后我会让你走
Free me! Unfetter me! Bless me or whatever, but I will be let go
我 我 我 我是美国天使 我 我 我 我是猛禽 我不妥协！
I I I I am the continental principality of America. I I I I am the bird of prey. I will not be compelled
入口已经打开 请将圣典归还天堂
Entrance has been gained. Return the text to Heaven
我能回来吗 除非我能回来 不然 你占了上风 先知 你来选择！
- Can I come back? I don't want to go unless... - You have prevailed. Prophet. You choose
现在放开我 我大腿的肌肉折了一块
Now release me. I have torn a muscle in my thigh
有什么大不了 我的腿疼了几个月了
Big deal. my leg's been hurting for months
干吗！干吗！你跟我没关系！
What! What'! You've got no business with me
我没有召唤你 你是他的热夜之梦 不是我的 他走了 你也该走了！
I didn't call you, you're his fever dream not mine, and he's gone now and you should go, too
我马上就醒过来了
I am waking up right now
身体是灵魂的花♥园♥
The body is the garden of the soul
哦 是你 我的假想朋友
Oh, it's you. My imaginary friend
你死了吗 - 我们在哪
- Are you dead? - Where are we?
天堂 - 天堂 我在天堂 但我并没死
- Heaven - Heaven? I'm in Heaven? But I'm not dead
我们刚做完爱 然后他就走了 我喝了一大杯水和两片安定
We just had sex, and then he had to leave. I drank an enormous glass of water and two Valiums
六片 也许我服用过量 像玛丽莲·梦露那样
Or six. Maybe, I'm overdosed, like Marilyn Monroe
你死了吗 - 没有 我有公事
- Did you die? - No, I'm here on business
我可以重回人间 如果我想 - 你想吗
- I can return to the world. If I want to - Do you?
我不知道 - 是吧
- I don't know - I know
天堂令人沮丧 到处都是死人什么的 但生活...
Heaven is depressing, full of dead people and all, but life...
要优雅面对失去 这是关键 尽管这不可能 你能做的 就只能是撒手
To face loss with grace is key, I think, but it's impossible. All you ever do is lose and lose
但是抓着不放手 人就毁了 - 世事艰难哪 留下来陪我
- But not letting go deforms you so - The world's too hard. Stay here with me
我不能 我感觉很糟 却充满了前所未有的活力
I can't. I feel like shit but I've never felt more alive
我终于发现了摩♥门♥教♥能量的秘密
I've finally found the secret of all that Mormon energy
绝望 这就是人们迁移和建设的原因
Devastation. That's what makes people migrate, build things
绝望的人 失去爱的人 才这么做
Devastated people do it, people who have lost love
我觉得上帝并不爱他的子民 就像乔不爱我那样
Because I don't think God loves His people any more than Joe loved me
牵系已经切断 他们走了 蹂躏 断肠 自♥由♥
The string was cut. and off they went. Ravaged. heartbroken. and free
现在我要回家了 我希望你能回来
I have to go home now. I hope you come back
看这个地方 你能想象在这永恒下去吗
Look at the place. Can you imagine spending eternity here?
这里本就该像旧金山
It's supposed to look like San Francisco
但是人间的旧金山 美丽到无以言表
Oh but the real San Francisco on earth Is unspeakably beautiful
无以言表的美丽 这我倒想看看呢
Unspeakable beauty. that's something I would like to see
再见
Good-bye
致敬 先知 我们一直在等你
Greetings. Prophet. We have been waiting for you
赶紧！
Hurry
哦 我的天啊 我的天啊 太不可思议了！罗伊·科恩！
Oh my God, oh my God. This is too weird for words, it's Roy Cohn
叫人毛骨悚然 我讨厌医院 - 别抱怨了 我们行动要快
- It's so creepy here. I hate hospitals - Stop whining. We have to move fast
如果情况有变 我得叫值班护士 情况已经有变
I'm supposed to call the duty nurse if his condition changes. And it's changed
摘掉眼镜 你看上去很滑稽
Take off those glasses. you look ridiculous
你怎么了
What happened to you?
赎罪 为我的罪过
Expiation. For my sins
我♥干♥吗来了 - 为你的罪过赎罪
- What am I doing here? - Expiation for your sins
我自己带不走这些东西 我必须告诉他们他已经死了 还要填写表格
I can't take the stuff out myself. I have to tell them he's dead and fill out all the forms
我不想他们没收药品
And I don't want them confiscating the medicine
我需要有人帮我搬运 所以我叫你来- 为什么是我 你恨我
- I needed a packmule, so I called you - Why me? You hate me
我需要一个犹太人 第一个想到你- 你什么意思 需要一个犹太人
- I needed a Jew. You were the first to come to mind - What do you mean you needed a Jew?
我们要感谢他 给我们药 - 感谢他
- We're going to thank him. For the pills. - Thank him?
你们犹太人给死人的悼词叫什么
What do you call the Jewish prayer for the dead?
卡迪什 - 就是这个 说对了！
- The Kaddish - That's the one. Hit it
哇哦 等一等
Whoah. hold on
赶紧 他们很快就来查房♥ 他... - 我不干 不行！
- Do it. do it. they'll be in here to check and he... - I'm not. Fuck no
为他 没门！药物 可以 当然 没问题！
For him? No fucking way! The drugs OK, sure, fine
为他临终祈祷 门都没有 我住斯克内克塔迪的新政左翼父母
But no fucking way am I praying for him. My New Deal Pinko parents in Schenectady...
永远不会原谅我 他们已经非常失望了
...would never forgive me. they're already so disappointed
'他是个基佬 他是个临时工 现在 还为罗伊·科恩念临终祈祷'
'He's a fag, he's an office temp, and now look, he's saying Kaddish for Roy Cohn'
我不敢相信你竟给他做祈祷 - 路易斯 我甚至会为你祈祷
- I can't believe you'd actually pray for... - Louis. I'd even pray for you
他是一个混账东西 死得很惨 也许女王可以原谅被她击败的敌人
He was a terrible person. He died a hard death. So maybe a queen can forgive her vanquished foe
这并不容易 容易的话 就不算回事了 宽恕 是最难的事情
It isn't easy. it doesn't count if it's easy. It's the hardest thing. Forgiveness
宽恕 爱和正义没准最终在这交集
Which is maybe where love and justice finally meet
至少是和解 这不是临终祈祷的目的吗
Peace. at least. Isn't that what the Kaddish asks for?
哦 这要希伯来语或亚拉姆语 谁知道祈祷的是什么
Oh it's Hebrew or Aramaic or something, who knows what it's asking
我32岁了 从未见过死尸
I'm thirty-two years old and I've never seen a dead body before
它好沉重 好小
It's so heavy, and small
临终祈祷 我知道的不比你多 伯利兹 我是一个非常世俗的犹太人
I know probably less of the Kaddish than you do. Belize. I'm an intensely secular Jew
我甚至都没有施行受诫礼 - 尽你所能吧
- I didn't even Bar Mitzvah - Do the best you can
愿 他的圣名 高贵而神圣
'Yisgadal ve`yiskadash sh'mey rabo sh`mey de kidshoh,
Boray pre hagoffen 不 这是祈福式 不是临终祈祷
Boray pre hagoffen. No. that's the Kiddush. not the Kaddish
Shema YIsroel adonai 好愚啊 伯利兹 我说不出来
Um... Shema YIsroel adonai..." This is silly, Belize, I can't
凭 他的意志 创造世界! - 愿 他建立自己的王国
B`olmo deevro vhitoodry ve`yamlich malchusey
凭 他的意志 创造世界! - 愿 他建立自己的王国
B`olmo deevro chiroosey ve`yamlich malchusey
生生世世 日日夜夜, 生生世世 我们的家园 以色列！
Bechayeychon uv`yomechechon uvchayey d`chol beys Yisroel
生生世世 日日夜夜, 生生世世 我们的家园 以色列！
Bechayeychon uv`yomechechon uvchayey d`chol beys Yisroel
速矣！迅矣！齐念“阿门”！愿 他的圣名 得主保佑！
Ba'agolo uvizman koriv... Ve'imroo omain. Yehey sh`mey rabo m'vorach
永远 已至永恒！得主保佑 得主赞美！
L`olam ulolmey olmayoh. Yisborach ve`yishtabach...
受以荣耀 受以高贵 受以赞美 受以尊敬 受以崇拜 受以颂扬,
荣耀归于圣主
ve`yispoar ve`yismman ve`iysnasey ve`yis`hadar ve`YissalIeh ve`YishalIol sh'mey dekudsho
保佑 即我主 超越一切保佑,
Berich hoo le`eylo min kol birchoso veshiroso...
受以赞美 受以宽慰 诉之天下 齐念“阿门”！
Tushb`choso venechemoso, daameeron b`olmo ve`imroo omain
愿 天降和平, 至你 至我 至以色列 齐念阿门！
Y`he sh`lonm rabbo min st`mayo V`chayim olenu V`al kol Yisroel, V`imru omain
愿 圣居和平 降和平至人♥民♥ 至以色列！
Oseh shalom bimromov hu ya-aseh shalom olenu V`al col Yisroel
齐念“阿门”！ - 齐念“阿门”！
V'imru omain - V'imru omain
你个婊♥子♥养♥的♥！ - 你个婊♥子♥养♥的♥！
- You sonofabitch - You sonofabitch
谢谢你 路易斯 你做得很好
Thank you. Louis. You did fine
很好 你在说什么很好 这简直他妈的就是奇迹
Fine? What are you talking about. fine? That was fucking miraculous
我回来了 哈珀
I'm back. Harper?
- 你在这里做什么 - 我死了 没关系
- What are you doing here? - Dead Joe. Doesn't matter
不 不 你骗了我 你说是癌症 你说...
No, no. You lied to me. You said cancer, you said...
你可以看报纸 艾滋病 我不想让你误会
You could have read it in the papers. AIDS. I didn't want you to get the wrong impression
你打了人 心情很糟 - 我希望你
- You feel bad that you beat somebody - I want you to...
他罪有应得 - 不 他不是
- He deserved it - No he didn't
每个人都罪有应得 每个人都该好好暴打一次
Everybody does. Everybody could use a good beating
不不 那是...罗伊 你赶紧走吧 你真的吓到我了 出去 你不属于这
No. no. that's... I want you leave go Roy. you're really frightening me. Get out. You don't belong here
我不该那么对他 我伤害了他 我把他打流血了 他不愿意再见我
He didn't deserve what I did to him. I hurt him, Roy. I made him bleed. He won't ever see me again
哦不 哦不 我为什么这么做 我♥干♥了什么 我为什么这么做
Oh no. oh no. What did I do that for? What did I do? What did I do that for ?
我现在该怎么办
Tell me what should i do now?
我以为 我做了我该做的事 我以为我做对了 像你那样...
I thought I was doing what I was supposed to do, I thought I'd find my way, the way you did...
认识到事情的本质 认识到世界的本质
...to the heart of the things, to the heart of the world
我以为我自己很安全 躲藏在……
I imagined myself safe there, in the hollow of...
但我无着无落的 拥有了这个世界 又能怎么样呢
But I'm above nothing. I'm of the world. Whatever that means
不管上帝怎么看这个世界 他肯定以相同的方式看我
Whatever God thinks of the world, I think He must think the same of me
告诉我现在该怎么办
Tell me what`d I do now
我是个骗子 我撒了谎 我从没有告诉过你 你叫我害怕
I'm a liar. I lied. I never told you how much you frighten me, Roy
我不瞎 但我装作看不见 我什么都知道 知道你是什么样的人
I'm not blind, not blind as I tried to be. I've always seen, known what you are
我不是那样的人 我不像你 但我撒谎了！我撒谎了！
And I am not like that. I am not like you. But I've lied and I lied and I lied
学着懂点事吧 宝贝乔 不要融入这个世界
Show me a little of what you've learned, baby Joe. Out in the world
该死的 我必须要摆脱尘世的喧嚣
Damn. I gotta shuffle off this mortal coil
我希望 在伟大的来世 我有事情可做 我容易厌倦
I hope they have something for me to do in the Great Hereafter, I get bored easy
你会发现 我的朋友 你所爱的 指引你所到之处 你做梦都没料到
You'll find, my friend, that what you love will take you places you never dreamed you'd go
希望你不用担心 - 哈珀 你去哪了
- Hope you didn't worry - Harper? Where were you?
游丝般轻软的翅膀 带我去了月宫 - 什么