白桦树

The Birch S01E13

Part 2 Feb. 10, 2020, 12:51 p.m.

你其实根本不成人样
how much of a wreck you actually were.
莉莉·格雷森
我记得有一次
I remember that one time
你忘记从查莉家接我
when you forgot to pick me up from Charlie's.
她妈妈想打电♥话♥ 但我不希望她打
Her mom was gonna call, but I didn't want her to
因为我知道她只会听到你在电♥话♥里胡言乱语
because I knew she would just hear you slurring on the phone.
于是我就冒着雨走回家了
So I walked home in the rain.
我回到家时对你很生气
When I got home, I was so furious with you.
我说你是个糟糕的妈妈你是个失败者
I told you you were a bad mom, and you were a loser,
但你却嘲笑我
and you just laughed at me.
你说
And you said,
"家就像是一种慢性病
"Family's like a chronic illness.
很烂根本摆脱不了"
It sucks, and you can't get rid of it."
所以
So...
你的针头都还在桌子上
Then your needle was still on the table.
莉莉·格雷森
我当时还只是个孩子我才11岁
I was just a kid. I was-- I was 11.
出事后我很气我自己
And I was so mad at myself after it had happened.
我很恶心我就把这些情感
It was so gross. I just took all those
全部都推到一边
feelings and I-I shoved them away.
我用来阻挡一切所有人
I put them towards everything, everyone else.
我现在已经不知道
I don't know what it's like
没有无时无刻感到愤怒是怎样的了
to not feel that-that constant pounding anger.
图尔斯顿回来
Thurston. Come back.
那就像是一种永远不会好的头痛
It's like an awful headache that won't go away.
现在一切变得更加糟糕了
And here we are, worse than they are.
这都是我的错
It's all my fault.
但是到此为止了
But it ends now.
你得不到我的
You can't have me.
我不是怪物
I am not a monster.
让我去死你们做了什么
Let me die! What have you done?
-不要拒捕 -我不希望她带走我
- Stop resisting. Easy. - I don't want her to take me.
-求你们了放开我 -冷静点
- Please, let go. - Just calm down.
-她不会停手的 -放松
- She'll never stop. - Just relax.
把手给我
Give me your hand.
-我会很耐心 -好样的
- I will be patient. - Atta girl.
-深呼吸 -我会很坚强
- Just take some breaths. - I will be strong.
不求你了
No, please.
拜托不要不要
Please. No, no, no!
不要不
Stop! No!
救命
Help!
不
No!
不
No!
不要
Stop!
莉莉·格雷森
我会很温柔
I will be kind.
我会很冷静
I will be calm.
我会很耐心
I will be patient.
我会很坚强
I will be strong.
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他们会来杀死我们
They will come and they will kill us.
他们会把我们俩都杀了
They'll kill us both.
他们必须死
They have to die.
劳拉
Laura...
只是一个小女孩
is just a little girl.
我是她的母亲
I am her mother
我会让你生不如死
and I will make you suffer.