非常病患
Special S01E07
Part 3
May 26, 2020, 11:36 a.m.
我有牛皮藓
I have psoriasis.
你觉得这也算是一项残疾吗
Oh, do you consider that a disability?
杂物店清单
Grocery list.
苹果
Apple.
鸡蛋
Egg.
香蕉
Banana.
香烟
Cigarette.
玛氏朱古力豆
M&M.
海盐
Sea salt.
你不 你不接电♥话♥ 所以我觉得
You weren't-- you weren't answering your phone, so I thought...
你跟踪我
You'd stalk me?
对
Yep.
想去跑跑腿吗
Do you want to run some errands?
当然
Sure.
今天过得怎么样
How was your day?
特别惨
Terrible.
因为
Because...?
妈妈
Mom...
我难道其实一团糟吗
Am I secretly fucked up?
我是不是其实就是一大团乱麻
Are there, like, layers of fucked-up-ness inside of me
但我根本不自知
that I don't even know exist?
什么
What?
就是有
There is.
没有
No.
不管在哪里 不管是谁都觉得我是没有意义的
I don't make sense to anyone anywhere.
你对我就是有意义的
You make sense to me.
因为我必须要对你有意义
That's because I have to make sense to you.
我和菲尔分手了
I broke up with Phil.
什么
What?
为什么
Why?
怎么了 我以为你会高兴呢
Excuse me? I thought you would be happy.
不
No!
我需要时间来消化 但是
I needed time to process it, but...
妈妈 我又不是个彻头彻尾的疯子
Mom, I'm not a complete psycho, okay?
我理解
I get it.
理解什么
Get what?
你想要个男朋友
You wanting a boyfriend.
这个世界 一个人过太难了
This world is hard to go through alone.
出什么事了
So what happened?
我不知道
I don't know.
也许我才是那个一团糟的人
Maybe I'm the one who's secretly screwed up.
别这样
Please.
你就是稳定的定义
You're, like, the definition of stable.
你让我稳定下来
You stabilize me.
你会找到一个人 小莱
You're going to find someone, Ry.
我知道你会的
I know you are.
你也会的 妈妈
You are too, Mumsy.