芸芸众生（2021）

我可以跳舞
I could dance...
可以去爱 变得兴奋 有需求 值得更好的 存在于这个世界上...
and love and excite and need, and deserve and exist and...
我是一个人
And I am a person.
这就是我想对他说的
That's what I wanted to say to him;
停在冰冷的公交总站的冰冷公交车上的那位司机
to the bus driver on that cold bus in that cold bus depot.
这是我想说的 但我只说了一句
It's what I wanted to say but I just said...
"对不起 是我的错
"I'm sorry. My fault.
我应该让自己更显眼的"
I should have been more 'seeable.'"
他告诉我不要忧虑 这种事情时有发生
And he told me not to worry, that these things happen.
但为什么这种事情会发生
But why do these things happen?
为什么我会害怕自动门
Why am I scared of automatic doors,
熟食柜台和公交车
and deli counters and the bus?
所以那天晚上
And so that night...
那天晚上 我回家后
that night when I got home...
我意识到如果我注定要消失
I realized that if I was destined to disappear,
我要按照我自己的想法消失
I was going to do it on my own terms.
大胆探索
Adventure ahead.
所以我坐在床上 思考如何结束生命
So I sat on my bed thinking about how to end it.
但在我行动之前 我记起冰箱里还放了水果
But before I did, I remembered I had fruit in the fridge.
第二天就该放坏了
And it was supposed to go bad the next day.
所以我走进了厨房♥
So I went into the kitchen,
从冰箱里拿出水果吃了
I took the fruit from the refrigerator to eat it.
那天 我吃到了我一生中吃到过的
And there I ate the most delicious strawberry
最美味的草莓
I've ever eaten in my whole life.
然后 我在餐桌旁坐了一会儿
And I sat there for a while at the kitchen table...
不是一会儿 其实坐了几个小时
Well, no, for hours, actually, really,
一直在想着草莓
thinking about the strawberry.
周围变得安静 所以我打开了电视
And it grew quiet so I turned the television on.
电视里在播《全息歌♥手》
And it was "The Hologram Singer."
然后 这条广♥告♥就出现了
And then, this commercial came on.
"招募老年人"
"Seniors wanted."
就打在电视上
Right there on the television.
之前从没有人需要过我
No one ever wanted me before.
我为什么申请
Why did I apply?
我之前对你撒谎了
I lied to you before, you know.
不是因为我想要冒险
It wasn't because I wanted adventure.
是因为我觉得我是那种人
It was because I felt like the kind of person
如果你在熟食柜台旁边
that if you gave everyone on Earth
给地球上的每个人分发号♥码牌 每个人都给
a number at the deli counter, every single person...
都不会有多出来给我的
there wouldn't be one left for me.
我就想 也许
And I thought that maybe somewhere
在宇宙最遥远的某个地方
in the farthest reaches of the universe...
我最终会找到归宿
I would finally have a spot.
我终于会被算进去
I would finally be counted.
我觉得不是这样的
I don't think it's true.
什么
What?
我觉得明想带你去毕业舞会
I think Ming wanted to go to the prom with you.
想要吻你
And to kiss you.
想要你接他的电♥话♥
And to have you pick up his call
这样他就能邀请你约会
so he could ask you on a date.
将来有一天和你结婚
And to one day marry you.
我能看见你 佩吉
I see you, Peg.
你甚至都没有眼睛
And you don't even have eyes.
我不需要眼睛
I don't need eyes.
你的美丽比我这辈子见过的
There's more of you to see than anyone I've seen
认识过的 听过的都要耀眼
or known or heard in my whole existence.
不需要眼睛就能看到
And you don't need eyes for that.
真的吗
Really?
真的
Really.
我们还有多远
How far are we?
- 离哪里多远 - 离我们要去的地方
- From where? - From where we're heading.
我们已经到了 佩吉
We're here, Peg.
这就是我们要去的地方
We are where we're heading.
也许我... 我可以打给明
Maybe I... I could call Ming,
问他要不要找个晚上去吃饭或者看电影 还有...
ask him if he'd like to get dinner one night, or see a movie and...
或许我可以跳舞
and maybe I could dance.
像我放弃跳舞之前那样
Like I used to before I stopped.
或许我可以再次做回自己
And maybe I could be myself again.
但要做以前那个版本的我
But that version of me that I've always been
是一个勇敢说"是" 从不害怕的女孩
was a girl who said "yes" and wasn't scared...
能看见她自己
and could see herself.
或许我要开始变了
Well, maybe I'll start.
也许今天就是全新的一天
Maybe today is a new day.
想一想 71岁还不算太老
I mean, 71 isn't so old when you think about it.
对我来说71岁还不算太老
71 isn't so old from where I'm sitting.
所以 今天开始 我会做一个全新的自己
So, starting today, I'm gonna be a whole new me.
一个全新的佩吉
A whole new Peg.
今天 是时候让佩吉做自己了 是这么说的吧
Today, it's time for Peg to do Peg, as they say.
怎么样
How about that?
那你能让这个东西调头吗 蒂姆
So, can you turn this thing around, Tym?
佩吉 这是一艘不返航的飞船
Peg, this is a ship of no return.
也许你可以破例一下
Maybe you can make an exception?
我看看我能做些什么
I'll see what I can do.
只要不太麻烦就行
Only if it's not a bother.
或者麻烦一点也行
Or maybe even if it is.
♪ This is Ground Control to Major Tom ♪
就是它 就是它
That's it. That's it.
就是这首歌♥
That's the song.
就是它
That's it.
♪ And the papers want to know ♪
♪ Whose shirts you wear ♪
♪ Now it's time to leave the capsule if you dare ♪
♪ This is Major Tom to Ground Control ♪
♪ I'm stepping through the door ♪
♪ And I'm floating in a most peculiar way ♪
♪ And the stars look very different today ♪
♪ For here ♪
♪ Am I sitting in a tin can ♪
♪ Far above the world ♪
♪ Planet Earth is blue ♪
♪ And there's nothing I can do ♪