叛徒（2023）

That's someone's son.
我知道
I know.
谁来扮演各个角色
Who fills each role?
为什么是他们
And why?
谢谢你 我怕黑
Thank you. I'm scared of the dark.
早晨总会来临
The morning always comes.
我开始觉得自己已经不存在了
I was beginning to think I didn't exist.
这是天堂吗
Is this heaven?
正相反
The exact opposite.
我要退款
I want my money back.
我付钱不是为了住一间 天花板到处都是坑坑洞洞的客房♥
I ain't paying for no goddamn room with holes in the ceiling.
还要用蜡烛来照亮和取暖
Light and heat from candles?
安吉莉卡 其他酒店是不会让你入住的
No one else would have you in their place, Angelica.
去你的 莱斯特 去你的下三滥酒店
Fuck you, Lester. Fuck you and your shitty-ass excuse of a hotel.
你妈妈呢
Where's your mama?
她在马萨诸塞州
She's in Massachusetts.
我受够这个地方了
I'm done with this place.
听好 我以后搬到女爵酒店去做生意
I'm telling you, I'm taking my business to The Duchess.
我不会想念你的 -艾尔克酒店
I won't miss you. - The Elk Hotel is a haven
是蟑螂和老鼠屎的天堂
for roaches and rat shit.
如果你在艾尔克酒店病倒了
If you get sick at The Elk,
是因为吸入毒烟和霉菌
it's from dope smoke and mold inhalation.
酒店毫无服务水平可言 入住等于是送死
The service is nil. You come here to die.
她死活也不会走的 -这是什么 压根不是酒店
She never leaves. - This here? This is a no-tel.
这就是我的反馈 零星差评 人♥渣♥
That's my review. Zero stars! You asshole!
在我的老家 病人都有家人照顾
Where I come from, when you get sick, your family takes care of you.
在我的老家 人们以前会把女巫烧死
Where I come from, they used to burn witches.
你怎么会来这里呢
How you end up here?
我犯了很多错
Series of wrong turns.
你不应该孤伶伶一个人的
You shouldn't be alone.
我已经很久没睡了
I haven't slept in so long.
睡不着时 我会把床想象成一艘船
When I can't sleep, I pretend my bed is a boat.
这艘船往大海飘去
And the bed is drifting off to sea.
我必须躺在船的正中♥央♥ 四肢不能挂在船的两侧
I have to lie right in the center, no limbs hanging over the sides,
否则手脚可能会被跃出水面的鲨鱼叼走
because otherwise a shark might jump up and snatch a foot or an arm.
听了反而令人更慌了
That doesn't sound very relaxing.
可能吧
Maybe not.
你为什么入住这家酒店
Why are you staying here?
我知道你做过什么
I know what you did.
要我给你去倒杯水吗
Can I get you some water?
需要点什么吗
Anything?
我很想念我妈
I miss my mom.
我熬不过今晚了
I'm gonna die tonight.
我也是
Me too.
我和比尔一起来的
Came here with Bill.
我跟我妈说我跟一群朋友一起去观光
I told my mom that it was a bunch of us sightseeing.
比尔则跟他太太说他去出差
And Bill told his wife it was business.
我们都听说了 这种关系会一直影响我们身边的人
We'd heard about it. This thing that had been affecting our people.
比尔很害怕
Bill was scared.
我没跟他说我的健康开始恶化了
I didn't tell him that I'd started to feel bad.
更糟糕的是 我们买♥♥了莱娜霍恩演唱会的门票
Badder, because, well, we had tickets to see Lena.
而且是前面第三排的门票
Third row. Right up front.
想象有生之年没亲眼看她演唱《暴风雨》 那会是什么感受
And the idea of not experiencing her "Stormy Weather," I don't know.
毕竟我的美梦就快到头了
The end of the dream was coming anyway,
没亲眼见到她意味着一切都白受了
and not seeing her would somehow mean that it had all meant nothing.
所有的愤怒 躲躲藏藏和疑惑都白受了
All the anger and the hiding and the confusion.
我们是乘搭巴士来的
We came in on a bus.
旁人肯定认为他是我爸或什么的
People must've thought that he was my dad or something.
接着我就发作了
Then it happened.
病情来得很突然 就像气候骤变那样
It was really sudden, like a change in the weather.
我咳嗽咳得越来越厉害
Just, the cough got bad,
周围的人开始盯着我看 露出嫌恶的神情
and the people started staring at me, disgusted.
我全身发热 汗流不止
I was running a fever, sweat dripping.
我可以看到他的眼神
I could see the look in his eyes.
那是两个月前的事了
That was two months ago.
我们入住一家漂亮的酒店 接着他太太打来
We stayed at a nice place and then his wife called.
家里有急事 他必须赶回去 但他会回来的
An emergency. He had to go back, but he would return.
他打算及时赶回来看莱娜的演唱会
He was gonna come back in time for Lena.
但他没做到
And when he didn't...
我像醉酒的摇滚明星般把那个房♥间拆毁了
I just-- I tore that room apart like a loaded rock star,
只为了寻找那两张门票
looking for those tickets.
门票找不到
Couldn't find them anywhere.
我身上的钱不多 时不时陷入昏迷
I didn't have much money. I kept having these blackouts.
我自知应该善用剩余的钱
I know I should have used what I had left.
我自知应该...
I know I should've.
我自知应该乘搭巴士回家
I should've got a bus back home.
但我做不到
But I couldn't do it.
我做不到
I couldn't.
我不能这样对待我妈
I couldn't do that to my mom.
想象她会有什么反应
Just imagine what that would do to her.
看到从她肚里呱呱落地的完美身躯
You know, seeing the perfect body that she delivered into the world
如今全然腐朽败坏
all rotted and ruined.
于是我找到了这家酒店 把剩余的钱都给了莱斯特
So I found this place, and I gave Lester the rest of my cash.
我能理解他有老婆什么的
I get that he has a wife and all that stuff.
我懂
I get it.
我只希望...
But I wish...
我只希望可以...
I just wish I could...
我完全不介意死在这个房♥间里
I don't even mind it all ending up here in this room.
我只希望可以看到她唱《暴风雨》
But I wish I could have seen her sing "Stormy Weather."
我希望那个画面能烙印在我脑海里
I wish I had that image in my mind...
好让在我生命的最后一刻 可以想象到那个画面
so that I could just picture it at the exact last moment.
懂吗
You know?
我可以想象帷幕曲终关闭的那一刻
Like I could just imagine Lena just holding that last note
莱娜拖着最后一个长音
as the curtains finally close.
好好睡吧
Sleep tight.
不 她是不会祈祷的
No. She would not pray.
我不信神
No god of mine.
安吉莉卡
Angelica!
安吉莉卡
Angelica!
救我
Help me.
嘿 老兄 滚出去 -嘿 放手
Hey, man! Get outta here! - Hey! Let go now.
快放手 -别多管闲事
Let her go right now. - This has nothing to do with you.
再也不会有人见到你了
No one's ever gonna see you again.
否则我把你... -我付钱了
You're gonna find yourself... - I paid.
塞进行李箱里 然后扔进河底 起来啊
...stuffed in a suitcase at the bottom of a river. Get up!
起来 -嘿
Get up! - Hey.
嘿 老兄 冷静点
Hey, man. Come on.
嘿 老兄 把枪放下嘛
Hey. Dude! Put it down!
我给你一个机会 给我滚
I'm gonna give you a shot to get outta here.
如果你不滚的话 看到那面墙上的血迹吗
If you don't take it, you see that stain on the wall over there?
小心你也会变得只剩一滩血迹
That's gonna be what's left of you too.
快滚 滚
Now, go! Go!
安吉莉卡 没事了
Angelica. It's okay.
没事的 有我在
It's okay. I got you.
没事的 他走了
It's okay. He's gone.
有我在
I got you.
以后还有谁会来找我啊
Who's gonna come find me?
我跟死了没两样
I don't exist.
你还活着 我看得见你 在这里你不会有事的
You do. I'm looking at you. You're right where you need to be.
有我在
I got you.
(如果你在寻找预兆 那你找到了)
她会怎么样呢
What would happen to her?
她会怎么跟阿波罗解释
What would she tell Apollo?
她会怎么告诉他
How would she tell him?
我来救你了
I'm coming for you!
谁来帮你投篮
Who's gonna help you shoot a basket?
谁来教你美国体育项目的规则
Who's gonna teach you the rules of American sport games?
我会建造沙堡
Sandcastles I can do.
更换电灯泡
Changing light-bulbs.
清除浴缸里的蜘蛛网
Removing spiders from tubs.
学校的父亲节手工项目除外
But handmade Father's Day projects at school?