橘衫男子（2017）

"To Flora and Michael, in the hope that one day the enclosed
"挂于客厅之内”
"might hang in your drawing room."
这幅画还有附上什么东西吗？
What was enclosed with it?
哦，Thomas可能是喝醉了
Oh, Thomas was probably drunk.
他的意思应该是画
He must have meant the painting.
能给我倒点酒吗？
Can I have some wine?
当然可以
Yes, of course.
你介意吗？我感觉这画框有蹊跷
Would you mind? I think there's something peculiar about the frame.
- 是吗？ - 哪里不太对
- There is? - Something odd going on.
这只是直觉
And it's just a hunch.
哦，我的天啊
Oh, my goodness.
这底下肯定有第二幅画
Yeah. There's definitely a second painting under there.
画的是爷爷，对吧？
It's Grandpa, isn't it?
嘿，没事了，嘿...
Hey, it's OK. Hey...
给
Here.
我以为我赢了
I thought I'd won.
赢了什么?
Won what?
他的爱
His love.
但Thomas March爱Michael
But Thomas March loved Michael,
而且Michael爱Thomas March.
and Michael loved Thomas March.
爷爷是同性恋
Grandpa was gay.
是的
Yes.
爷爷是同性恋
Grandpa was gay.
他爱我，但他娶我是为了要和其他人一样
He loved me, but he married me to be like everybody else.
你怎么知道的？
How did you find out?
他的情书
Oh, his love letters.
写得很好
They were beautiful.
我烧了它们
And I burnt them.
你烧了他们？
You burnt them?
我当时很生气，而且怕Michael会被抓到监狱里去
I was angry and scared that Michael would be sent to prison.
Thomas就被抓了
Thomas was.
我以为我赢了
I thought I'd won.
我毁了他们的生活
I ruined both of their lives.
他们也伤害了你
They hurt you, too.
是的
(WHISPERS) Yes.
我真希望能了解他
I wish I'd known him.
哦，谢谢
Oh, thank you.
你能想象...
Could you ever imagine...
什么？
What?
...跟我生孩子？
..having kids with me?
当然可以
I so could.
看到那对双胞胎我都想生孩子了
I got so broody today with those twins around.
我也是
Me, too.
谢谢你，让今天这么特别
Thanks for making today so special.
团队合作的结果
Teamwork.
抱歉，这只是我...
I'm so sorry. It's just I...
希望自己关了静音？
Wished you'd left it on silent?
我真的删掉了
I did delete it.
是，但之后你又装...
Yeah, but then you put it...
Steve，这成习惯了
Steve, it's a habit.
我之前没有...我还没有...
I didn't... I haven't...
算了
OK.
Steve? Steve!
Steve? Steve!
嘿， Steve，别这样，Steve？！
Hey, Steve, come on! Steve?!
该死！
Shit!
该死！
(SHOUTS) Shit!
天啊，你还好吗？
My God, are you all right?
发生了什么？
What's happened ?
怎么了?你还好吗？
What's happened? Are you hurt?
来
- (HE SOBS) - Come on.
过来吧，先坐下
Come on now. Now, let's sit down.
就这样
Here we go. There we go.
对不起，他离开我了
I'm sorry. He left me.
噢...
Oh...
都是我的错
It's all my fault.
都是我到处乱搞的错
It's all my fucking-around fault.
你们...你们在一起幸福吗？
Weren't you... weren't you happy together?
我这一生从没有这么幸福过
I've never been so happy in my life.
那你就得去追回他
Oh, you must go after him.
你不能失去他
You can't lose him.
对不起，很抱歉把你吵醒了
I'm sorry... I'm sorry for waking you.
别，我很高兴你能来找我
No. I'm glad you came to me.
我刚好想到件事情
I just thought of something.
我想到了这件事
I-I thought of something.
本来已经忘掉了，直到我见到了那张画
I'd forgotten all about it until I-I saw the painting.
给
Erm, here.
当初我以为自己失去Michael的时候
When I thought I was losing Michael,
我像个母老虎似得反扑回去
oh, I fought like a tigress.
为了把他抢回来，我变得非常残忍♥
To get him back, I was all ferocity.
我对那些行为毫无骄傲之情
Oh, I was. There was no pride.
这些是你爷爷Michae写的
Now, this is a letter your grandfather Michael wrote,
他从没有寄出去过
he never sent it.
他死后我才发现
I found it after he died.
你会懂的。我想要你留着信
Well, you'll see. I want you to keep it.
留着一切
Keep everything.
不论发生了什么
And, you know, whatever happens,
我知道你爷爷Micheal和Thomas都会为你
I know that your grandfather Michael and Thomas would have been
非常，非常自豪的
very, very proud of you.
哦，亲爱的
Oh, darling.
谢谢
Thank you.
"我亲爱的Thomas，我正在上班
"My darling Thomas. I'm at work.
"没人知道我正在给你写信
"Nobody knows I'm writing to you here.
"你不接受我的看望，
"You refuse my visits,
"估计也会把我的信撕了
"so you're probably tearing up my letters, too.
"但除了尝试以外我什么也做不了
"But there's nothing else I can do but keep trying.
"我控制不了，你知道吗？
"It's beyond my control, do you see?
"这几个月以前，我还一无所有
"All those months ago, when I had nothing to lose, really,
"我在脑海中给你写信
"I wrote to you in my head
"但却不敢在真正的纸张上写下肺腑之言
"but was too cowardly to set more than lies on paper.
"而现在，我不在乎了
"And now, I find I no longer care.
"我对你的爱如木中之纹一样深刻
"The love I feel for you runs through me like grain through wood.
"我爱你，Thomas
"I love you, Thomas.
"你的容貌，你的声音，你的抚摸
"Your face, your voice, your touch
"不合时宜地冲入我的脑海
"enter my mind at the least opportune moments
"而我却无力抵抗
"and I find I have no power to withstand them.
"因为我不想抵抗
"No desire to.
"我想像之前在小屋里那样和你在一起
"I want us to be together, as we were in the cottage.
"这次是永生永世，而非一时之欢
"Only for ever, not just a weekend.
"我想和你在一起，时间久到将新鲜感重刷殆尽
"I want it to go on so long that it feels normal.
"我一直都在想着你
"I think of you constantly.
"你的容颜，你夜里对着我脖颈的呼吸
"Your face, your breath on my neck at night.
"我想要和你一起做那些稀松平常的事情
"I want to do all the ordinary,
"那些和床第无关的事情，我们之前从没有做过
"un-bedroomy things we never got around to doing.
"像是做面包，扫落叶
"Making toast. Raking leaves.
"静静♥坐♥着
"Sitting in silence.
"我爱你，Thomas
"I love you, Thomas.
"我永远爱着你
"I've always loved you.
"我现在明白了
"I see that now.
"告诉我现在还来得及"
"Tell me I'm not too late."