海军罪案调查处：夏威夷（2021）

of confronting my feelings
而没有选择逃避
instead of running away from them.
理解其价值和真正去实践
Understanding the value and actually doing the work
是不一样的
are two different things.
那是我没说清楚
Then I was unclear.
我在实践了
I am doing the work.
我的心理治疗师也帮了我很多
My therapist helped.
你的这种经历 很少人能从其中恢复过来
You've had experiences few could heal from.
中情局非常善于帮助一线探员
The CIA is very good at helping field officers
分隔开这些经历
compartmentalize those experiences.
在经历过程中 你可以把生理上
You keep the physical and the emotional
和情感上的体验分开存储在不同的盒子里
in different boxes while they're happening.
等到折磨结束 你再
Then after, you deal with them separately
分别处理它们
once the torture stops.
所以 生理上
So, physically...
我已经通过了所有测试
I've been given the all-clear.
你觉得我也应该给你通过
And you think I should, too.
我人生的那一章已经结束了
That chapter of my life is done.
阿德里安·克里尔死了
Adrian Creel is dead,
他无法再伤害我 或是我爱的人
and he can't hurt me or anyone I love.
玛姬·肖离开了
Maggie Shaw is gone.
其余的只是
The rest is just...
生活如此
it's the stuff of life.
我们只能去处理它
We deal with it.
跟我说说其余的
Tell me about the rest.
我刚把我儿子送去了海军学院
I just dropped my son off at the Naval Academy.
他问我要怎么分开洗
He called me asking how to separate
白色的和带颜色的衣服 所以显然
his whites and colors, so apparently
我是个失败的妈妈
I'm a failure as a parent.
是啊 孩子就是会给我们这种感觉
Yeah, kids are supposed to make us feel that way.
我会把同意表发过去的
I'll send in the approval.
祝你行政审查好运
Good luck in your administrative interview.
我想他们肯定要比我更严厉
I suspect they'll be harder on you than I was.
拜托告诉我有好消息 厄尼
Tell me something good, Ernie.
以防自己瘫痪 我把我公♥寓♥里的智家设备
I programmed the smart home devices at my condo
设计成了完全自给自足的
to be completely self-sustaining if I become incapacitated.
当然了 现在我的智家设备不需要我了
Of course, now my smart home doesn't need me anymore.
你的智家设备能告诉我们关于乔什·摩尔的信息吗
Well, can your smart home tell us about Josh Moore?
不 它 不行 但我可以
No, it can't, but I can.
他的简历 社交媒体 银行账户
His résumé, social, bank account-
能有什么发现
what do they tell you?
他是个中规中矩的人
That he's a down the middle of the plate kind of guy,
这我已经知道了 好人 但无聊
which I already knew. Nice and boring.
没错 但即便无趣的人
Exactly, but even boring people, have something
也有些特定的无趣
about their boringness that is specific.
一个没有同好的爱好 一部没有人爱看的电影
A hobby no one cares for, a movie no one loves.
然而 摩尔在所有方面都很普通
Moore, however, is generic in every conceivable way.
至少纸面上是这样的
At least on paper.
好大学 好公♥司♥
Big college, big major.
社交媒体上发发
Animals and nature
动物和自然风光 没有人
on his socials. No people.
开银色的车
Drives a silver car.
拥有一份没人好奇的工作
Has a job no one is curious about.
连他的名字都是容易被忘记的那种
Even his name is instantly forgettable.
行吧 你到底想说什么
Okay, what are you trying to say?
没人能无趣成这样
Nobody is this boring,
没有这样无趣的人
Not even boring people.
他就不是个人
He's not a person.
他是被创造出来的
He's a creation.
会有人想杀的那种
One that somebody wanted to kill.
他是在用化名生活
He was living under an alias.
你怎么看 间谍还是罪犯
What are you thinking? Spy? Crook?
根据我所找到的他的信息
Well, based on the single federal IP address
都来自于同一个联邦P地址
I traced all his info to,
我觉得是证人保护计划
I'm thinking WITSEC.
嗨 简·田纳特
S Hey, Jane Tennant.
山姆·汉那
Sam Hanna.
你怎么在这儿
What are you doing here?
在等你 我带了咖啡来
Waiting for you. I brought coffee.
好极了
Ah, well, amazing,
但我得去参加一次挺重要的面谈 所以
but I have a pretty important interview inside, so...
你的行政审查吗
Your administrative interview?
没错 你怎么知道的
That's right. How'd you know that?
因为跟你面谈的是我
'Cause it's with me.
拿杯咖啡 咱就开始吧
Grab a java. Let's go get started.
真的是你给我做面谈吗
Are you actually doing my interview?
如果不是的话 那真正的办公室面谈
Because if not, I am already 15 minutes late
我已经迟到15分钟了
for my real one back at the office.
是我
I am.
上级觉得根据我的
Bosses thought because of my
独特生活经历 我可以
unique life experience, I'd have a perspective
对你的经历有一份独到见解
on the personal nature of what you went through.
恕我直言 这和米歇尔的事情
With all due respect, this is totally different
完全不一样
than what happened with Michelle.
那是一次悲剧
That was a tragedy.
我的事只是
What happered with me is just...
什么都不是吗
It's nothing?
断骨 伤心
Broken bones, broken spirit.
更不用说代♥孕♥妈♥妈♥的事情
Not to mention the surrogate mother angle.
你这就有点针对我了 山姆
Getting a little personal there, Sam.
这都是很私人的事情 只是不同种类而已
It's all personal. Just different kinds.
米歇尔的事情改变了我
What happened with Michelle changed me.
我一心想复仇
I was focused on vengeance,
直到我找到了抓走她的人
until I found the people who took her.
这是作为人很正常的反应
It's a very human response.
在那之后 一切都失去了价值
And after, everything lost value.
早上起来
Getting up in the morning,
和爱的人共度时光
spending time with the people I love.
我花了一段时间才找回那些
Took a while to get that back.
创伤有很多种形式
Trauma shows up in lots of ways.
我没事 审核我都通过了
Well, I'm fine. Been cleared.
我知道你很聪明 知道对医生
I know you're smart enough to say the right thing
对心理治疗师该说什么
to the doctors and psychologists,
但这可是我-好吧 好吧
but this is me. Okay. Okay.
我不是真的完全没事
I'm not "fine" fine,
但我已经可以回去工作了
but I'm fine enough to go back to work.
我需要回去工作
I need to go back to work.
这对我来说就足够了
That's good enough for me.
真的吗
Really?
因为我自己说出来都感觉这理由实在太烂了
'Cause that seemed borderline lame even as I was saying it.
那确实
Oh, it was.
但你的队伍需要你的帮助
But your team could use your help.
我知道
Yeah, I know.
看看会如何发展吧
Let's see how it goes, hmm?
欢迎来到天堂
Welcome to paradise.
好了 各位什么情况
All right, people. What do we know?
老大 你回来了吗
Boss? You back?
是啊 -好耶
Yep. Yay.
好极了 因为我实在受不了
Most excellent, 'cause I am so tired
继续接那些上级电♥话♥了
of fielding all these boss calls.
但看在我们的交情上 这个我来接
Oh, but I'll get this one for old time's sake.
我是布恩特别探员
Special Agent Boone.
要我给你做个被害人简报吗
Want me to fill you in on our victim?
大概情况我已经知道了
I got the bullet points.
证人保护计划两个杀手 情况混乱
WITSEC, two-man hit, total cluster.
差不多就是这样了 -嗨
That's the gist. JESSE: Hey.
惠斯勒在过来路上了
Whistler's on her way over.
她知道我们这位被害人的真实身份
She got an actual ID on our victim.
那法警为什么不提供给我们
Well, why didn't Marshals Service give us that?
他们不回我们电♥话♥
They're rot returning our calls.
被害人的真实姓名是乔什·布伦纳